9-20-00
I'm listening to Fiona Apple.  It's a sad song.  I should be reading my history.  I should also be getting ready for the lab quiz tomorrow.  I just realized that tomorrow is the one month mark for school.  We've been in school for one month tomorrow.  Weird, isn't it?  It feels a lot longer that just a month.  I also can't believe that tomorrow's not Friday.  It feels like it should be.  And it was too warm today.  I want cold weather.  My mo is ready to come out of the closet.  In case you don't know what my mo is, it's my wonderful mohair winter coat that I'm absolutely in love with.  I treat it like some kind of a pet.  OK, to those of you whom I've been crabby to- I'm sorry.  Really.  But I've got this really nagging cold and I'm constantly tired.  I'm never NOT tired.  So I was definitely dragging this morning.  I could barely comprehend anything Wine was saying to me in Journalism.  Hey my aunt's here.  At my house I mean.  I completely didn't know she was coming up from Savannah today.  Poor Jessica.  She's really doped up on codine and demerol (sp?).  AND she's grounded so I can't freaking call her.  You think if I just didn't go to school tomorrow anyone would care?  I sure would like to sleep in.  And you know what else I realized today (oh yes, today is just filled with realizations!)?  I don't mind Bayer.  I don't hate her anymore and I don't like her... I just...don't care.  I"m completely indifferent towards her.  She used to be the dresscode nazi but now there's really nothing wrong with her (except she keeps her room like 20 degrees).  ANyway yeah we're having our FST Wednesday quiz tomorrow (on thursday) because apparently rink "forgot" to give it to the other classes.  Nice.  I'm so tired.  TIRED.  Oh and you know what made me angry throughout the entire day?  Killian gave me a 4 on my DBQ.  Yes, the very same DBQ I worked my ass off for, the same one I reread sections of the chapters for, the same one I argued clearly and concisely on, the same one I wrote 3 and a half pages on!!!!!  a FOUR!!!!!!!  That translates to a 71!!!!!!  I deserve better than that!!! AAAAGGGH and I'm NOT going to stop bitching about it to you or anyone.  I think I should go find out what exactly it was that I did wrong.
I was writing my rant for Lit in class today and I let Joe read it and he started correcting it.  What the hell is up with that?  Joe if you're reading this what the hell is up with that?  You had an awful attitude today and I know i'm one to talk (I wasn't exactly pleasant to be around) but you drive me freaking nuts sometimes.  Ok i got that out of my system.  Yes, we're writing rants for AP Language.  How great is that?  Of course I have to do a better job on it than i do on here.  ON here I don't pay attention to spelling or diction, or SYNTAX god forbid or grammar or anything.  And I ramble.  Incessantly.  I'm not allowed to ramble in my rant.  Therefore, I don't exactly like what I've got so far.  Basically I turned my crazy drivers rant (see Verbal Filth Archive) into something worthy to be turned in to the teacher.  I don't know I may end up tearing it to bits because it's really boring and stupid, but.....these are too aren't they?  Nah, this one I'm writing for class is worse because I have to refrain from using profanity and I can't ramble.  This no rambling thing seriously has me nervous.  I ramble all the time, even when I'm speaking and especially when I'm writing.  I can't help it.  I have a short attention span.  So sue me.  OH man I just threw my empty water bottle at the trashcan (which is RIGHT next to me) and completely missed.  thpppbbbt. hmmmmm.
do you know any happy songs?  I want to download some happy songs off napster.  I downloaded one by save ferris and one by ben folds five last night and I just downloaded the doug & the slugs song "too  bad".  I've never heard it before but apparently it's the theme song for the Norm Show.  Never seen that either.  Hey hey Mrs. Rhoades put up the pictures of the balloon car groups up today oon her bulletin boards.  They're funny. 
A lot of us history people were stressed about their test today.  I kept thinking to myself "You're stressed?  YOU???  HA!  Wait till you get a Killian test!!  THAT my friends is STRESS."  Yeah I thought that exactly.  I got my pictures back today and they're not as good as I had hoped.  like 6 of them are of nothing.  It's just black and red nothingness.  Blah. ummm only one song left on the fiona apple cd.  i might just replay the whole thing.  It's pretty good stuff.
Steven Tosi asked me today if I knew what a yellowjacket was.  I said "A bee?"  Apparently this was the wrong answer because he then turned to Allison Cleveland and asked her the same question.  SHe looks at him for a second and goes "A bee?  Or a nasty Tech fan?"  Yeah neither of us knew what the crap he was talking about but I do now.  I feel so much smarter now that I know what a yellowjacket is.  Anyhoo, I have to go now.  Wish me luck staying awake while I read the Constitution.