Life

'Life does not account for how long you live, but if you are happy living it!'

Life to some people, is a tough and harsh path that they must face. Many people had or have been thinking about committing suicide because it is too hard to survive it. However, if life doesn't come with challenges, then there would not be any reason for living and thus no meaning in life. If you had gone through the challenges in life, then you will be able to look back and say 'Hey, I did that.' What a pride that would be!

I too was a victim in this senseless world. I, like many others have had many thoughts about ways to escape this harsh path that we all must take. However, I was ended up with the idea that life has meaning and life is not always a depression no matter how bad it gets. Since I mentioned my new way of thinking about life, I should include the person who helped me shape these ideas in my mind. He has gone through many ups and downs in his life. And every time he faces a challenge, he never steps down from it. I call him WPooh while his real name is Sanny. He has a gift of writing poems and had many love experiences that allows him to help out others who are in need in love. I envy him because he would help others in needs even though he is in trouble himself. In order to do that it takes courage and love for others in which I must learn from him. =)

It is alright to make mistakes because nobody is perfect. However, it is not alright if someone wants to kill himself/herself because he/she made a mistake. I think that is stupid because we are not perfect and life is precious. Nobody deserves to die just because they made a mistake; and no one should even think of killing themselves!

Everyone has their own realities. In their own world, they can be whatever they are desire and control their environments. However, one cannot live alone for which it is the feeling of lonliness that prevents most of us to become a hermit. We all need people whom we call friends to stand along side with us, support us, and help us whenever we are in trouble. There are many people who claims they can be that, but when you are in real trouble, the ones that are still along side with you are the friends for life!

Friendship is very important to everyone. Without friends, we would be lonely because there is no one to share our thoughts or feelings... Friends are really important to me in the sense that when they are in trouble; I am always there no matter what. "For my friends, anywhere; anytime; anything; I will be there!"

During the past Christmas break of my sophomore year in college, I spent most of the time in my house doing nothing. However, I got a lot of time thinking about my life and what I have been doing so far. Then the things that happened from the past three semasters of college popped up in my mind. I don't regret what I did with all the time I had during those three semester and the results of it, but I do regret that I could not tell some people what I was thinking inside and got into some bad situations. I learned that it is better to have done something than to have to regret it later. However, that does not necessity mean that I will do what I did not do .)

A lot of people likes to procrastinate and I for one is an example. However, I learned that procrastination does not help people out in life at all. Instead, it only makes it worse. It is nice to have more time to yourself, but you can also have more time to yourself if you finish your work early so that you do not have to worry about it later. And I learned that the hard way!

I am a junior in college now. And the statement that I said when I was a sophomore never changed... Funny how one can never change his/her habits altho that can affect their future dearly. Sometimes I think it is too hard for me and I cannot handle it... However, there are many people in this world that are in worse situations than me and somehow, somewhere they have found their courage to survive... I wonder when I will find mine...

While talking to one of my friends, I was asked the question "Do you think that there are certain people who are only there during moments of your life and disappears once they are not needed?" That question has kept me thinking for a very long time and I still cannot figure out whether it is true or not... Throughout my life, I have met many people and also lost many. However, I have never thought of them as only appearing in my life for some special purpose and then just disappear forever even though it has happened... I believe that someday, I might meet up with them again and continue from where we left off... While thinking about the quesiton above and drinking a little... (Bad idea by the way!) a lot of things came up on my mind; a lot of my past that I tried to forget came up... I do not know why I am the way I am or did the things that I have done, but there is definitely no way of turning back time and undo anything. The only thing that I can do is continue with my life either facing my pass or ignoring it (Something that I have been doing for a while now...) I want to learn to change that way of living! A great saying from a dear friend, "As long as you are doing the right thing, you have nothing to worry about on your behalf." I am going to start and try to live like that from now on. Thx AG! =)