Substance
Over Form
Vol
V
The Paradoxes Of
The Human Soul
(by Adam George Ghaznavi)
Intro
1 The Paradoxes of the Human Soul
2 Towards the Grand Unified Theory/
Process (2)
3 Time, Consciousness & Free Will
4 Conscious Gravity & Time
- Space
5 Beyond Terror
The Historical Liquidation
Of the Apocalypse legends
7 The Humility of God
8 Eulogy for My Father
9 An Existential Paradox
Intro
June 10th 2003
In the light of my not updating volumes 1, 2, & 4 after
September 11th (& attempting to limit myself to the production of an
operational gameplan, Volume 3, `Intro to QM', based on fallout from September
11th), the Q arises, why produce a fifth
volume, when so much of earlier volumes is crying out to be updated/ upgraded?
My answer is that it is necessary to produce the most
advanced work possible, to enable the later development (by rev movement as a
whole) of the machine tools of the mind to enable everything else (every Q to
be re-interpreted) to be upgraded (either by myself or by others). I judge
therefore that if I am to do anything new of use to others, this is where I can
best help advance the further development of the new rev theory in the
interim....
1 The Paradoxes of the Human Soul
We have seen (in previous volumes - including `Intro to
Quantum Materialism') that:
Everyone from the beginning of time knows at least 2
things. That a geo pol/econ system based on inequality (war/ finance nexus)
crashes into ashes somewhere down the line (even if with no
knowledge of capitalist longwave cycles, they do not know where/ how/ when)....
...and secondly that a system based on equality as
an end in itself is the most unstable system of all (as
lacks a general stabilising/ organising principle that binds productive/ state
bodies together - such as the war/ finance nexus).
So the Q reduces
itself to how is equality to be stabilised?
Now we have seen how we can exploit the common threats/
objectives confronting all humanity (`The Power & the Glory’ Chapter 6 of
`Intro to Quantum Materialism') to stabilise a geo pol/econ based on equality
(to enable education of humanity sufficient to deal with such threats)....
....& we have seen how (now that war/finance nexus no
longer able to reconfigurate itself in response to a radical shock) we can exploit
the unfolding collapse of the military plutocratic system, the terror that this
engenders, to propel a global rev reconstructionist framework as the antidote (held
together by common threats/ objectives confronting all humanity),
A (this military plutocratic) military geo political
economic security framework/ system, based on 20,000 nukes/ warheads chasing
1/2 teaspoon of smallpox, is self evidently unviable...
...we need 3rd world radicals to be our security, but
this can only come about when we have eliminated the (USA led) financial/
military power configuration that sponsored 3rd world fascists (Bin Laden/
Saddam Hussein & other such) originally to crush the radicals threatening
its' imperial interests.
UNTIL then, the core elite's `realistic' approach
will strengthen the `realistic resistance' (to USA imperium) of Islamic (&
other 3rd world) fascists, in turn fuelling a `realistic backlash' from white
classical fascists, & the descent into anarchy...
(Though) Paradoxically, it is only as the cauldron
boils over, that it be possible to launch a new operationally globalised
movement (from Britain):
Mobilising Asian women (as a tactical reserve)
against both white classical fascists & Islamic fascists (should they
resist such, if they do not, they will lose all power by default) - cutting the
ground politically from under white classical fascists...
...using nuke disarmament as an aggressive
political weapon to cut the ground from under USA Caesarism (enabling
its overthrow) - enabling via the diaspora, Pakistani radicals to use nuke
disarmament to marginalise (in power) Hindu fascism in India/ enable its
overthrow...
& consolidated with WARTIME econ
sacrifices for global reconstruction - held together by the common threats/
objectives confronting all humanity; & everyone's fear for everyone else's
children......
....to effect the quantum metamorphosis from war/ finance
nexus, to a geo pol/econ where global civil society has hegemony over finance,
& is held together by overarching common threats/ objectives confronting
all humanity....
But, we have not yet dealt with the
(fallout from the) paradoxes of the human soul, including the Great
Existential Paradox, that:
....charity begins at home AND
charity begins with preventing the nuclear annihilation of humanity, (that) both concepts clash AND
yet ultimately depend on each other (a clash of realities that
renders every soul somewhat mangled).....
& this we will need to do in order to understand how
best to work with key geo cultural pivots emerging from these paradoxes
(from beginning of time), to enable the Revolution to slow down
the apocalyptic (geo pol/econ) impulses for long enough, to enable the logic of
the core paradox:
....that
the USA led military plutocratic elite depend on the Revolution to seize power
(from the war/ finance nexus/ machine they are the gilded slaves of), to save
their (everyone's) children: & that the Revolution (to avoid global
annihilation) is dependant on this factor & must tailor its entire military
pol/econ framework accordingly....
...to kick in....
(refer
back to `Intro to Quantum Materialism' Chapter1 the subsection:
Nuclear Cowboys:
The Sinking of the USS Liberty
& the USA - Israeli plot to murder
the entire Soviet people in cold blood,
& its' lessons for the Revolution
...to
see how to deploy these geo cultural pivots)
(So) we need to firstly understand something about proto
history (before the war/ finance nexus was established/
consolidated). & also at the end, to put everything in its ultimate
context, the period of development after `Valhalla on Earth', as intelligent
life becomes God - moves `Beyond Terror' (of course there is a lot of overlap
between all 4 of these epochs).
....The foundation of the paradoxes of the human soul is
that consciousness emerged out of dust.
We sought/ seek to understand ourselves, our world our
creator & the first
great (series) event is that we are enslaved by the first really great
machine of our own creation, the war/ finance nexus....
Beyond a certain point, the land (`natural economy')
could not support a rising population.
Thence it becomes necessary both to resort
(beyond an episodic/ incipient level) to settled agriculture (to feed rising
population); and also (to defend both the natural resources of
the land & its husbanded agricultural base which necessitated) the
development (beyond
an episodic/ incipient level) of
a war economy, war technology (increasingly metallurgy), which further
drove economic & technological development....
An emergent war/ finance nexus (increasing
circulation of means of exchange, especially gold/ silver, acceptable across
incipient state boundaries between allies & adversaries alike) breaking
up the earlier protohistoric economy (which tends very
much to be under-rated in it's technical sophistication) as it dictated the
social pol/econ agenda internally (within each emerging proto state construct)
and externally by setting the agenda for patterns of trade &
military pol/econ alliances....
....(&) we have seen that the end
result (of evolution of the war/ finance nexus) is the core paradox:
....that the USA led military plutocratic
elite depend on the Revolution to seize power (from the war/ finance nexus/
machine they are the gilded slaves of), to save their (everyone's) children:
& that the Revolution (to avoid global annihilation) is dependant on this
factor & must tailor its entire military pol/econ framework accordingly....
....(but) before & now is the Great Existential
Paradox:
....that charity begins at home AND charity
begins with preventing the (nuclear) annihilation of humanity, (that) both concepts clash AND
yet ultimately depend on each other.....
...Which primal angst at guilt of which, also feeds into
the fear/ philosophy of hell; which stood in for the (then historically
unripe) core paradox as a cypher. And the philosophy of hell
derivative
of fears of the Great Existential Paradox, that such is unresolvable UNTIL
the (historically ripened) Core Paradox enables their general
resolution; that we are responsible for the guilt accruing from either
our sins against society or family, & as we cannot serve both we will face
hideous consequences either way. Especially as without the
(historically ripened) Core Paradox, we cannot help but sin against humanity
anyway, as our poor Bolshevik ancestors discovered.
.... is organically hijacked by incipient
elites in order (as a precondition) to retain control....
....So the Great Existential Paradox actually functions organically
as a weapon of choice for the war/ finance nexus, at least until eclipsed
by the core paradox, enabling the worst most tortuous features of the
Great Existential paradox to be institutionally overcome....
Now the 2 dimensional (anthropomorphic) God concept, the
idea that `man was created in God's image' (certainly common to Judaeo/
Christian/ Islamic traditions & logical default undercurrent
in others)....
....clashes with (& undermines) understanding of
existential dialectics (& paradoxes of the human soul) which are based
on the fact that human soul was not created (fully
formed) by a deity but emerged out of dust....
The Mind of God
As to the Q `if there is a God why is there so much suffering in the world? And HOW can you claim as you do, that vis Christianity/ Islam etc, there WAS (& IS) a manifestation of a God dialectic, yet SUBORDINATE to the hegemony of matter over consciousness? HOW can God allow itself to be arsed about in this unholy fashion?'
Consciousness springs forth from (cosmic) dust (not even shit), & through an accretion of knowledge (aided by supra reserve of courage - vis the new rev theory & its deployment), a super criticality is attained, enabling (through martyrs sacrifice/ re-inforcement- as the sun gives life to the earth) the hegemony of consciousness over matter to arise & humanity to become God.
But you cannot point to as direct conclusive proof of God's existence the wonder `miracle' of nature in say, a leaf or tree (nature - eg the oft phrase `...isn't life miraculous? A God MUST have made it.'). For such an approach leads down the road of projecting a vision of an ALL controlling deity, every action/ event etc the product of an enslaved/ enslaving fatalism - rather than ultimate control of process, through aiding (via supra reserve of courage) human consciousness/ knowledge to attain (through exercise of FREE WILL) hegemony over matter - as an independent FREE entity/ agency (rather than the sordid plaything of a celestial Saddam Hussein).
Creation (the act of) was a work of art NOT of science.
Scientific knowledge/ consciousness grows out of it as an independent agency, drawing on the supra reserve of courage to enable it to attain hegemony over matter. And so thence become God, replicating the process. Art thence remains WITHIN this consciousness, the ultimate flowering (via scientific knowledge) of art.
Such be the dialectic of the Philosophical Revolution, that must (further) jet fuel the struggle for intelligent life/ consciousness to gain hegemony over matter/ freeing itself once & for all from the primordial sludge....
For
God, Commonwealth & Freedom...
Doubtless many classical materialists
will accuse the author of a brutal re-working of the `Jesus wants me for a
sunbeam' theme. The only response possible to this is to refer all suchlike
back to the subsection (`Holy War?' Chapter 1 Vol I of S.O.F.) on the clash
between the communist view of death & the fascist view of
death.
It was not Marxism's atheism which
caused its' ineffectualness. But rather its' operational ineffectualness
(-subordinated to capitalist hegemony as elaborated) which was the foundation of
its' atheism (though still philosophically, an advance on the anthropocentric
God concepts which preceded it).
Simply, Marxism did not possess the
operational theory/weaponry which needed a (general) martyr driven means of
propagation - which in turn requires the God dialectic.
Nor indeed could it possess this
theory before all potential for automatic development had been exhausted -
causing FREE WILL to be raised from a secondary factor, to the PRINCIPLE factor
of historical development - that shall decide the fate of humanity - in the era
of global finance hegemony & decomposition.
....& this (anthropomorphic God) concept has a
symbiotic relationship with the Great Existential Paradox, in that the
philosophy of hell (the aforementioned cypher for the historically unripe Core
Paradox & derivative of fears from the Great Existential Paradox)
is ripe for priestification. & if you (appear to) control the gates of
heaven & hell, you have political control; until the core
paradox historically ripens.
UNTIL then, free will/ consciousness is
subordinate to hegemony of matter over consciousness (war/ finance nexus over civil society).
The most noteworthy primordial
manifestation (of this subordination of consciousness to matter) being the
legend of the `The Fall’… that (as) even, especially the light
bearer (`Lucifer’) was cast out for rebelling against God (vis encouraging man
to seek independant knowledge of good & evil), that demonstrably humanity
cannot save itself by its own autonomous revolutionary initiative,
but must instead wait for external divine intervention… this legend is the
geo psycho political caldera of the entire Judaeo – Christian –
Islamic world. & (as noted throughout S.O.F.; but especially Vol III) it is
in this geo psycho political setting that the fate of all humanity will be
decided more than anywhere else in the context of the unfolding global
pol/econ implosion of the war/ finance nexus.
..... that in order to
physically as well as intellectually preserve/ restore/ extend light in both
forms (electrical & intellectual), humanity must exploit the chaos/ fear
engendered by the final collapse of military plutocratic system to push a rev
geo pol/econ framework (which we outlined in `Communique Number 1' in
`Lucifer2.zip'- refer back to as required, or wait until we include text of
said communique shortly) enabling it to gain hegemony over its own
creation (consciousness gaining hegemony over matter...) vis culture of common
threats/ objectives confronting all humanity (especially in immediate term, to
develop sustainable energy sources - aided by civil society control of finance/
its own creation - humanity no longer subordinate to the war/ finance
nexus)....
The very beginings of this new
pol/econ culture are to be found in the hope that comes from the
beginnings of a viable strategy/ methodolgy to deal with said apocalyptic
threats - under pressure of said threats. Representing the pivotal point in
history, the precise point at which human consciousness begins to assert
its hegemony over matter/ finance/ its' own creation (hence to name `Lucifer2.zip'
- an aggressive refusal to submit to our primordial original fear - expressed
in the legend of `The fall', but to exploit the chaos to seize command of our
own destiny (we examine the strategic role of the cultural co-option of
Christian/ Islamic/ Jewish etc imagery in Chapter 2 of `Intro to Quantum
Materialism' - contained in `Lucifer2.zip').
....to break our own programming
& seize command of our own destiny (through the methods outlined in `Communique Number 1' in
`Lucifer2.zip'- refer back to as required)
2 Towards the Grand Unified Theory/ Process
(2)
(To start with the basics) Vis free will & its
limitations, we can discount as self evidantly wrong the popular (scientific)
notion of a universe `for every possible outcome (of every event)'...
Eg (routine examples given) that Hitler won WWII or
Napoleon won before him (which impossible
`possibilities' - we have already disposed of by explaining how/ why
these unstable inherently hyper-inflationary plundering wannabee Caesarisms
could not consolidate viable centres of geo pol/econ gravity under any
eventuality whatever).
For aside from the historic limits of free will
already outlined (that only when war/ finance nexus/ hegemony of
matter over consciousness no longer able to reform itself in response to a
radical shock - is free will a decisive historic factor) it is not
only (according to this logic) the major events that require a universe (of
their very own for each possible outcome); but every possible outcome of every
decision however trivial (eg wether I scratch my balls with my left hand or my
right, wether or not I scratch my arse instead & for how long/ what minute
of what hour & again or not at any given moment of any given day - &
the same for everyone indeed every living organism of every species on every
planet, from the beginning of time - don't even get me started on the Q of
which random sperm fertilises which random egg to produce which random
being.... & the knock on effects).
Free will therefore has its limitations. It only
becomes a decisive historic factor under certain conditions.... eg (vis
immediate pre revolution) when war/ finance nexus (military plutocratic
machine) no longer able to reform itself (in response to a radical shock) - as
already outlined - whence the core paradox ripens.
But also when capacity exists (eg from 1950's onwards) to
destroy the world, the officers of the war/ finance nexus, have to not
summon up decisive impulse (yes I know the aforementioned USS Liberty
plot was an extremely close call) to
trigger all out oblivion (prioritise their children instead).
This in essence is free will's negative
manifestation. A useful phenonemon (yet) still entirely consistent with
hegemony of matter over consciousness....
Aside from this, the phenonemon of free will is particular
not general. Eg a West African
coca slave can use their ingenuity to become a slaveholder instead. But possesses
no levers to overthrow the entire geo pol/econ (military plutocratic) system of
which this slavery (via neo colonial cash crop dependancy) is but a very small
cog.
Inequality/ tyranny can be passed of onto others, but as
seen (noted as an organic process) the hegemony of matter over consciousness
will always maintain itself for as long as political economic
inertia benefits a decisive minority of humanity....
....only when instability becomes (so)
general does free will cease being (pro-actively) particular & instead
becomes (pro-actively) general...
& it is as a result of this fragmented free will
producing fragmentation of consciousness that produces (the)
existential paradoxes (of the human soul) we have already examined....
Q Are free
will & consciousness one & the same thing?
This implies they are (that it is) latent within all
matter (which is certainly no more than entirely consistent with everything
else) right down to the smallest subatomic particle...
....& yet (as already seen), it is constraints
on free will (including death, as we shall see later) that impose
patterns of order, that enable free will to develop/ ripen/
amount to a hegemonic factor...
...eg without such, humanity (the potential
of intelligent life) would destroy/ abort itself (its potential) before
it ripened....
(eg if cavemen had nuclear weapons).
There is (must be therefore) a universal framework that
means we are constrained from knowing any given thing before we are
ready to (at least begin to) absorb the consequances of that knowledge....
(random
external threats like asteroid strikes etc notwithstanding - the point is that
on some planets free will/ intelligent life can develop/ gain
hegemony over matter)
....at least at a general level....
Death forces intelligent life to project itself, its
ideas far beyond itself.... to value its soul, its learning/ knowledge beyond
its existing corporeal form....
We dealt with this (in Vol II of S.O.F. - The God dialectic
- The Immortality of the Idea') earlier; but death per se (so)
focuses the mind, & this is what makes our rev framework
viable....
Death prevents matter running amok, maintaining (the)
incipient (especially supra) universal hegemony of consciousness
over matter....
....paradoxically therefore, it is precisely in death
that is to be found our hope & gaurentor against absolute universal
horror....
By embracing death therefore, to resist the
threat of global annihilation & vis new rev theory), we invoke
this hope....
and yet.... while death/ martyrdom serves as a vehicle
for such before & after (the sacrifice) the event, the event itself (the
point of transition & especially familial shockwaves) is so sordid it
renders a neccessary conceit, all hopes super-imposed over it
even as it (helps) realise such....
How can this be so???
Because while it is (obviously) the negation of life,
most brutally for those close to; in a structurally insane world
hurtling towards destruction, it is (clearly) the only way to resist the
ultimate madness/ oblivion.... of everything, all humanity/ it's soul....
Indeed ALL death per se (as well as rev sacrifice) is a neccessary
conceit because it represents the (transient? I know not...)
destruction of a living manifestation of free will in order to
enable (the) fruition of free will per se.
All is
passd on through knowledge anyway, upon which others in turn build... in this
is to be found the expression of free will- consciousness (albeit circumscribed
by said material- historical boundaries) which enables successor generations,
including our successors to build... we are all the progeny of God, yet all the
progeny of humanity....
But why is death a conceit, creation so
imperfect???
What is the role of this neccessary
imperfection???
Why does humanity(?) &/ or God(?) need
for creation to be imperfect???
Because without imperfection, intelligent
life/ new cosmic generation (new god) would have no independance,
would in effect merely be the same deity (spiritual masturbation)...
Therefore, if God needs a soulmate (of whatever
description) or just simply to create for its own sake, this is the only way...
This still does not answer the Q, how did this
all begin, vis first cosmic generation (eg `where did the first god come
from?'). & I (still) surmise we will only get the answer when we both need
it & are ready to absorb its consequances...
...& quite probably the answer as to why
creation was created is bound up to the answer to this Q....
....which in turn is almost certainly bound up with (can
only be discovered by) development of a
culture developing (beyond even culture of common threats/ objectives
confronting all humanity/ human survival) beyond terror, beyond individual
planetary parochialism.... the beginnings of the process of intelligent life
becoming God.
But to illustrate the boundaries of what can immediately
be deduced from what we can gather (so far), we can take things a litte further
before we come up against what (I think) are (immediately, that is temporary)
insurmountable barriers (wether just this side of the Revolution, or
progress made further down the line on basis of common threats/ objectives
confronting all humanity or, less likely, until we are ready to begin said
process of intelligent life becoming God)....
3 Time, Consciousness & Free will
The (mainly negative) evidence (outlined) for
existence of a deity corresponds to 2 further conclusions
That a God enabled
creation (as outlined), makes the deity Lord (creator) of (universal) time.
That as intelligent life
(which emerged out of dust as an independant entity) can gain mastery over
itself, become God (with the aid of the supra reserve of courage of God); intelligent
life while currently subject to the logic of the Lord of Time, can gain control
of (universal) time per se (vis
consciousness gaining hegemony over universe per se)...
...that (correspondingly) not just consciousness &
free will; but time, consciousness & free will are one & the
same....
So the `struggle for an economy of time' posited by Marx
(yes, yes I know...); is the longstanding essence of struggle of consciousness
to gain hegemony over matter....
....it is as much part of the universal(ist) constitution
as the fragmentation of power is. Indeed the 2 symbiotically re-enforce /
enable each other (& indeed are one & the same)...
From this, we can further extrapolate that control of
time is the pivot upon which all hinges.
At the most basic (planetary) level, to enable humanity
to gain the knowledge neccessary to confront common threats/ objectives
(confronting all humanity), humanity must gain control of its own creation (make
finance work for civil society - instead of remain slaves of the first great
machine humanity ever made, the war/ finance nexus, which would mean
oblivion...)
...but beyond this... beyond parochial planetary
concerns, as it is neccessary to connect with other planetary civilisations to
deal with threats too vast to confront at the (mere) planetary level, the
(drive for) acquisition of knowledge as an end in itself, must transcend even
the culture of the common threats to humanity's existence; as a precondition to
enable humanity to deal with such threats...
...human consciousness (all intelligent life) therefore,
must finally resolve our violent relationship with God by becoming not just
masters of our own creation - of time in this context - but masters of God's
creation, of universal time itself....
This implies (as a first major step) a fusion of natural
science with a `parascience' (enabling for example thought projection across
planets)
If the present condition of such (parasciences) inspire
zero or (at best) near zero confidence, remember the universal (constitutional)
principle that we can only begin to acquire any part of knowledge when we are
ready to at least begin to absorb the consequances of that knowledge. So it is
hardly surprising that we cannot (yet) remove the safety locks on this tool,
when we are still making such arses of ourselves with the primitive nukes.
But remember, God's creation/ universal constitution
automatically prevents universal horror, eg `devils' emerging (this is the
function of death - which prevents matter/ any emergent living entity running
amok on a universal scale/ beyond the limits of plantery destruction). Hitler
etc was no `devil', not even a lord of death, but just a dogsbody of death,
glorified playground bullies - indeed the threats we face now, of oblivion, are
no graver than that required to stimulate humanity (if it so exercises its'
free will) to establish constitutional control of its own creation - rather
than remain as slaves of the war/ finance nexus (leading to oblivion)....
The paradox then is that humanity is dependant on God, to
enable it to master itself, & yet, the constitution must be secular.
Q. How to
resolve?
The written secular constitution is aimed
at civil society control of our own time/ creation (rather than remain slaves
of the war/ finance nexus)...
The unwritten universal constitution is (as
outlined) indispensible for enabling humanity to execute the written secular
constitution (eg via supra reserve of courage)...
But wheras the written secular constitution is purely/
simply about enabling free will (humanity to acquire time/ space to think/
confront common threats/ objectives - instead
of remain slaves of war/ finance nexus), removing such constraints that
generally abort it...
...the unwritten universal constitution, can only be
built upon free will per se (eg as noted Time, Consciousness & Free Will
are one & the same - that God's creation of time, was the supreme act of
free will)...
...To introduce any aspect of compulsion therefore,
whatsoever (to even the tiniest degree) is not to extend/ develop humanity's
control/ ownership/ takeover of the unwritten constitution, it is merely to
bang one's head against its' childproof locks...
4 Conscious Gravity & Time - Space
Of course, in order to gain/ stabilise control of our own
creation, we must gain mastery of God's.
We can see that creation is a kind of program
which requires (the) freewill that emerges from within it to gain
hegemony over process & program, for it to actually be successful (intelligent
life gain mastery of itself).
It also contains for us a guide principle that (with the
collapse of the war/ finance nexus centre of geo pol/econ gravity) all
(societal/ developmental) decisions must be taken on basis of whatever on
balance best serves freewill...
To re-iterate God's creation/ universal constitution
automatically prevents universal horror, eg `devils' emerging (this is the
function of death - which prevents matter/ any emergent living entity running
amok on a universal scale/ beyond the limits of planetry destruction).
...not just at the individual level, but at the level of
any state/ corp entity, where its' own material existence takes precedence over
all other people(s)/ latent potential for (general) development - especially on
the basis of primacy of knowledge accumalation (eg vis common threats/
objectives confronting all humanity)...
This `supra death'....
- which
we have seen played out in partial form over the previous capitalist longwave
cycles; & which now (there is no potential for reform/ reconfiguration of
the war/ finance nexus, as no single military plutocratic state is strong
enough to lead this process by itself...) has reached the terminal stage...
....can best be termed conscious gravity.
As just as there is a maximum height for any mountain on
any planet....
...before it collapses generally then absolutely
under its own gravity (as with the Himalayas - vis the Tibetan Plateau), or conversely
(as with smaller planet Mars - with its dead, cold, exhausted core -
producing volcanic mountain Olympus Mons - 3 times the size of Everest), all
further growth is curtailed by the fact that an exhausted internal
pressure cannot push further out in defiance of its' own gravity...
....So there is a maximum Himalayan height for the
speculative plunder of the military plutocratic state/ system ....
....its'
paradoxical ability to grow aided by partial free will of a minority whilst
(said war/ finance nexus) holding hostage all human survival, & (with it of
course) so repressing free will in general per se (as noted the new security
architecture must be based on regearing the entire geo pol/econ to the culture
of common threats/ objectives confronting all humanity - establishing the
cultural primacy of knowledge accumalation to confront said threats over
military plutocratic hegemony)...
...before the hegemony of matter over
consciousness (of finance over civil
society) collapses under its own unsustainable dead weight; & free
will becomes the decisive factor...
The corrolary of (the negative factor of) conscious
gravity is the concept of time - space
(eg as we
have demonstrated that time/ consciousness & free will are one & the
same from both the standpoint of the
creator & created, time- space represents the copntrol an
individual/ civil society has individually/ collectively over time - to control
said individual's/ humsnity's destiny - within a given spatial area/ context)
...eg the primal attraction of property is the desire to
own time - space...
...as a means of accruing independance/ control from/
over nature & other people - which paradoxically however (inexorably,
beyond a certain point) ends up (generally indirectly) enslaving
the owner as well as wider society (to the hegemony of the war/ finance nexus
over civil society)...
...unless
it is aimed (& successfully) at securing an expansion of the
same for the rest of civil society...
Eg this is the principle of inversion, that
attempts to appropriate an excess of time - space (for oneself at other's
expense on balance; or not on balance to the benefit of wider humanity) lead (generally indirectly) to becoming beholden to
the hegemony of your own (finance - via the entrenched hegemony of
the apocalyptically decomposing war/ finace nexus) matter over your own consciousness...
...a manifestation of conscious gravity at
the molecular/ micro level...
This micro level manifestation (vis limits of free will),
has it's corrollary at the macro level in that .....
Humanity is long familiar with concepts of
`decadence' and of power elites that exhaust all their ingenuity/ time/
resources on holding what they have. & (even) with their intellects
partially lobotomised, because the logic of such prevents them countenancing
anything different...
...but with the contempory USA in particular (this is
NOT to exonerate anyone else) we see this taken to a new
extraordinary/ manifestly terminal extent...
...at the level of both the people as
well as the elite...
At the level of the USA people, there is simply a
huge market for (distractional short attention span based) stupidity. They know
enough to know they don't really want to know anymore. They don't want
knowledge that places them under obligations to act differently/ endure
sacrifices/ pool sovereignty/ confront head on their own bullying imperial
apocalyptic parochialisms.
This empire likes things kept simple -
hence the phenonemal paradox of the world's most technologically developed
state, yielding ever more ground to Bible based creationism - increasingly
given parity with evolution in USA schools - aided by Presidential endorsement
of said parity)
....The litmus test for this is Cuba.
It cannot (pre geo military pol/econ
meltdown) be acknowledged that crimes committed by USA imperium against Cuba
are by far & away the single biggest factor that warps the character of the
Cuban state....
...for it cannot end there. Every other USA geo
pol/econ power crime would have to be
admitted such as would demand (not reperations but) a painful revolutionary recasting of the USA itself, to fit in
with the imperatives of a single global pol/econ constitutional framework...
...only the crash will (with USA
citizens fears for safety of their own children) put this on the agenda...
But it is at the level of the USA elite that we see
the full power of conscious gravity...
...an elite that owns the whole world, which forges
everything in its' own image, which in history has no equal in unrivalled
power. And yet, which so hates itself and its' own creation & everyone that
fawns before it, it wants nothing more than to destroy everything to bring our
Lord & saviour riding to glory on a mushroom cloud - to save their helpless
fat arse from themself...
Fortunately (vis conscious gravity) the geo pol/eon
meltdown which destroys many of it's transmitting structures also debilitates
said elite's control of the initiative for just long enough to
allow collective free will...
The positive assertion of collective
control of time - space, aided by it's negative corrollary conscious gravity
temporarily undermining said elite's control of the initiative for just long
enough to allow collective free will
...to seize the initiative...
.....Creation (via the self destruct mechanism breaks
down completely), unless it can become truly
independant by exercising decisively it's own free will (at the
general level)...
...exploiting the cataclysmic threat to enable it's
execution....
Correspondingly therefore conscious gravity...
(which as already noted makes demons/
intergalactic tyranny impossible as it limits/ sets boundaries on the
power of God's creation - so that,
again, the free will of this creation is/ remains an independant/
viable entity..)....
...sets limits on the power of individuals (again
preventing demons), so that free will (sovereignty) has actually to be
pooled in order to be manifestly exercised, so that mastery of time - space
(the first step on the road to humanity becoming God) is a collective
endeavour...
...so that we can deduce from this, that the effective
exercise of free will, for both God..
(the
germ of which as already noted, is the mastery of time - space; neccessary to
enable God to ultimately create its' mirror image, space - time; become our
cosmic parents & visit the same crap on successor cosmic generations...)...
...as well as humanity, is therefore bound up with an
acceptance of its limitations...
But as regards the obvious Q, of why should
God set up a program/ process whereby the most precious theory (growing
independantly out of it) is in its' initial development, entirely
dependant on the efforts of one as volatile & precariously perched (socio
economically) such as I,
The obvious riposte, is that on all planets where this
somewhat sordid game is being played out & intelligent life survives, the
terrifying experiance of having so very nearly not survived, will have the
required cultural effect, of progressively eclipsing all
parochialisms. So that intelligent life's vision is forever gyrostabilised by
being cast ever further outwards. Firstly to greater threats binding it
together but beyond this, indeed bound up with this & beyond terror
itself...
beyond
parochial planetary concerns, as it is neccessary to connect with other
planetary civilisations to deal with threats too vast to confront at the (mere)
planetary level, the (drive for) acquisition of knowledge as an end in itself,
must transcend even the culture of the common threats to humanity's existence;
as a precondition to enable humanity to deal with such threats...
.....to become God our cosmic parents & visit the
same crap on the next cosmic generation.
If this universalist conception
as an incipient supreme being eclipses all other God dialectics…
(elaborate)
…what then is the supreme
evidence for the existence of (such) a deity/ creator?
Well, if time/ consciousness &
free will are one & the same from the standpoint of both
creator & created…
…then that the will to master our
own time (necessary as the focus of our permanent Revolution to prevent
oblivion/ enable us to master ourselves) is self evidently
contingent upon the will to master God’s time, & correspondingly
must draw on this supra reserve of courage…
to
transcend the (aforementioned) constraints of matter, via
exercise of our own free will…
….until
the universalist intelligence/ conception has sufficiently come
of age, that it can so sustain itself & ultimately visit the
same crap on the next cosmic generation (the universalist conception
being our cosmic babywalker - enabling us to avoid falling headlong into our
own pile of nukes)…
…serves as
just such proof of God’s existence…
My (intellectual) empire has simply become (much) too big for me (individually) to even hope to keep up with (requirements of) its' further development.
Though there is nothing that I cannot do, given time/ resources to cover/ develop.
But as with the USA, the combined Godly/ demonic primal lust for full spectrum dominance is curtailed by the logic of overstretch. This logic (at every level, in every Q) is what prevents individuals by themselves, assuming the power of a demonic God over others (see USA imperiums' global self destruct logic).
So while in the transition from war/ finance nexus to a geo pol/econ where civil society has mastery of its' own creation (rather than be the slaves of the war/ finance nexus), common threats/ objectives that confront all humanity ARE what enables the stabilisation of equality (acts as our immediate cultural `war substitute' to bind us together - enable further development)...
...Ultimately, humanity will in order to develop beyond a given point, have to outgrow even the primal exhilaration of (collective) terror & the opportunities for individual egos (bridled by logic of common threats/ objectives) afforded by such...
For to connect (as needs must) with other species from other planets, even to deal with galactic/ cosmic threats, we will need to transcend terror itself in order to transcend individual planetary parochialism...
...Not merely lust to become God, but actually take the first steps beyond terror on the practical road to becoming God, our cosmic parents (& passing the same crap onto the next cosmic generation)...
...Indeed the struggle for intelligent life to master itself/ become God is in effect a struggle to be reconciled with (as well as become) our cosmic parents (ad infinitum for later cosmic generations).
If we were offered the adventure, we'd never accept it. So it had to be laid out by the Deity/ Creator as a fait accompli....
....A
progressive series of arbitrary coups, actively endorsed/ turned to Revolution,
as conscious intelligent life seizes ownership of the process & is thence
finally able to embrace it's creator on its' own terms & as an equal.
The
Historical Liquidation
Of the
Apocalypse legends
I have hitherto resisted the impulse to write how
this theory has been developed as I cannot even keep up to date the material in
volumes 1, 2 & 4 Of `Substance Over Form' (as constraints of time require
me to prioritise the gameplan. general outline of Vol III - informed by the
ultra condensed deep theory of Vol V).
Therefore if I cannot even keep all existing works up to
date, to produce a 6th volume explaining the processes of keeping everything up
to date is clearly not viable...
But every now & then, a Q or previous error will
manifest itself, such that failure to deal with such fatally blocks all further
progress.
Now this can be at the overt (political) technological
level (eg the ned to simaltaneously assault all
apocalyptic parochialisms in a fully integrated fashion from the
beginning - something that was in any case possible post Sept 11th)...
...But it can also be psychological. Failure to measure
up to the moment, to deal with the challenge of a particular instant can
threaten to wipe everything out. Reduce all to zero. So it can be with past
errors.
Now normally (fortunately) it is just a Q of dealing with
reasons for not having developed further this or that concept or explaining
reasons for extreme caution (such as why I refused until USA actually engaged
in the Iraq warto fully commit my gamepln to the assumption that war would take
place. Instead (in `Excalibur-op4') attempted to cover a broad range of (albeit
less developed) scenarios; to avoid being caught cold...
So the Q arises what on earth possessed me to write (note
especially text in red):
Saddam Hussein,
The Political Samson Option
& The World Revolution
2000 years ago in Jerusalem, an
insurgent leader (rather more likeable politically & personally than saddam
Hussein) asked one of his trusted followers to set him up for capture (with a
kiss) by the temple authorities; their collaboration with Rome would be
indicted, in order to serve as a focus for/ pave the way for a general uprising
of.
Eg if Jesus was martyred by the
authorities, they would be delegitimised. If set free, then Jesus would defacto
be the supreme political leader, with authority to command a revolt.
It didn't work. The Jewish
authorities handed Jesus over to Roman power. Rome (in the shape of Pontius
Pilate) did dare face down the threat of insurgency (as shown later in the
Jewish revolt of 72 A.D.); had the will to tough it out, as well as the armour.
The
original blood libel/ garbage about Jesus being `murdered by the Jews' (who,
for some strange reason no apologist for this libel seems to have noticed, was
subject to a specifically Roman means of execution, crucifixion)
was of course to spare Caesar Constantine the embarressment of his
predeccessors being proclaimed `deicides' in the censored version of the Bible
by the rising religion Constantine sought to establish a strategic pact with.
Hence the laughably benign portrayal of `merciful' Pontius Pilate.
But the Americans have feet of clay
& everybody knows it. The antiwestern forces in Iraq (a mixture of
Saddamites/ Islamic fascists & also secular nationalists that hated Saddam
Hussein - long before the western arms dealers gave them permission to do so)
are not defeated. & everybody knows it.
Consequantly it is completely
irrelevant wether Saddam Hussein is (in allowing himself to be
captured) the big girl's blouse he is generally being made out to be, or wether
he is playing an extremely deep game, allowing himself to be caught at an
optimal time in order to sucker the USA empire into a global legitimacy
crisis...
...the reappearance of Saddam
Hussein (the Americans tipped of by a member of saddam Husseins' family; to be sure this is short term at least, a
major psychological boost to the empire), means the USA led military plutocracy daren't just dispose
of him without a trial; in an attempt to strengthen the
credibility of their puppet regime (of course
if they do not hang him this looks like fatal weakness/ foments the collapse of
their control).
NOT when they claim to
be in Iraq to establish the rule of law against a tyrant THEY
originally installed in the first place - which fact negates any right to
conduct summary field tribunal/ execution; as the command responsibility
goes up the food chain to the USA led military plutocratic elite itself.
Saddam Hussein is not
plotting his comeback. There can be no uprising to re-install a monster who monstered
to murderously for the USA led military plutocracy (when it
suited them).
Instead at his trial...
...if
he is not allowed/ able to speak, if he is drugged, there will be plenty of
people to voice the fact that he so murderously aided by the USA led imperial
agenda
Saddam Hussein was
the CIA's monster, repressing not only his own radicals (beginning with the
slaughter of 16,000 Communists on a death list given him by the CIA), but also
at CIA instigation through initiating war with Iran (attempted annexation of
the Shat al Arab, helping to consolidate a fascist elite there clinging to
power through attritional war which, as both sides needed to fund their
war efforts, both sides maximised output of oil which kept the oil price low, until the war ended & USA
military plutocracy encouraged Kuwait to drill under the Iraqi border, by
`refusing to get involved in border disputes' to quote April Glaspie, which
can only be read as encouraging Kuwait in it's provocation, as the war
which was forced on Iraq/ gave a pretext for USA military plutocracy to
bludgeon the monster they created & a couple of million or so people to
death, to insure no long term threat to their imperial interests in the region
- militarily (especially nuke proliferation),
politically or economically.
Moreover this USA
led military plutocratic objective of regional control is why the Iranian
secular leftwing democrat Mossadegh had to be overthrown by the CIA/ MI6, who
installed the Shah, why Islamic fascist regimes in Saudi Arabia/ throughout the
mideast were the USA regimes favorite weapon of choice to butcher communists/
secular leftwing democrats.
To prevent any
independant pol/econ policy being developed which threatened USA military
plutocratic elite interests regionally or globally, by lesser breeds without
the law, that
possess no right to protection from a single global constitution & legal
framework covering all humanity & holding all accountable before it.
This general purpose operation also
intimidated surrounding regimes which kept the oil price low.
...-
in fact if he so fails to make said points, eg if drugged, such points will be
equally conspicuous by their abscence - as if he had said them himself.
Saddam Hussein shall simply aim to
drag the entire USA led military plutocratic empire to hell with him. In fact,
by indicting him for following their orders, the USA led military
plutocrats have already condemned themselves, as they bear ultimate
command responsibility.
Indeed
USA regime can only continue to distance themselves from the crimes of Saddam
Hussein regime, if there is no elected Iraqi govt possessing
legitimacy, saying `we are not responsible for debts incurred, USA regime
installed him' & only a puppet regime possessing no legitimacy; &
therefore entirely (& correspondingly uselessly, in terms of containing USA
Casualties) dependant on USA regime...
...&
it be clear that all (4 main) permutations…
eg:
a) A puppet Iraq govt (causing
even the Shia to rise up en masse)
b) An elected Iraq govt the USA
resists/ undermines the soveriegnty of (leading to general rebellion among
Shia), or:
c) An elected Iraq govt that USA
are before the whole world compelled to concede ground (to avoid mass troop
casualties) sufficient to underpin said Iraq govt.s' credibility....
d) (Even) The Iranian revolution
(partially kept in check at the time of writing 2/2/04, by Ayatollahs able to
exploit Nationalist sentiment to USA imperial led threats against Iran) will
create a feeling of `see we can sort things out ourselves', so that USA
opposition to Iraqi shia tearing up privitisations will fuel an aggressive
backlash. & again, wether USA leaves peacefully or driven out, the Saudi
regime will be fatally geo psychologically weakened...
...fatally
weakens USA (geo psycho political) position in Saudi Arabia…
Vis Saudi Arabia, collapse/ deposition of the Saudi regime, even if initially led by semi secularists, means Saudi Arabia increasingly prone to call for Jihad/ war to liberate Palestine, triggering pre-emptive Israeli strike/ cessation of oil supplies (even if the westerners hadn't all fled already)...
...Especially given
that even if secularists initially gain control, Al Qaeda elements will have
been involved in the fighting/ have access to all the arms we sold the Royal
tyrants & vis oil price Q; both trigger USA interference (which
Al Qaeda will actually want, to secure control of the internal/ regional
agenda). & any USA interference whatsoever will foment massive
backlash...
...Furthermore the
100% inevitable arming of the Palestinians with all the hightech kit Thatcher
& co (on behalf of us all) sold Saudi, will not go unnoticed by Israeli
missile command...
… leads to collapse of
regime, leading to cessation of oil supplies leading to complete geo pol/econ
meltdown/ politics of the last bullet & race war/ primal panic/ anarchy in
Britain/ worldwide...
...&
while it is certainly true that there is a certain potential for development of
Iraq with the abandonment of the expense
of a nat sec state in defiance of USA imperial will, to raise
living standards...
...As
either acqueisence to USA (by Iraqis/ Arab peoples in general) increases
Israeli settler hubris or, the driving out of USA forces increases Israeli's
sense that (in the abscence of some other large protector/ gaurentor of It’s
security within the framework of a viable regional/ global settlement/
constitution, eg a revolutionary Europe, by default) it must take
independant initiative (against any emerging threat to its' security - eg
invading the maelstrom of post Royal Saudi Arabia)...
...Against
backdrop of the conflict between USA/ Iraqi state over the price of oil (to
fund Iraqi development on one hand and offset USA trade deficit on the other),
a flashpoint merger of the Q of price of oil with Palestinian Q
is certain at some point.
…The crisis of legitimacy detonated
by said judicial/ televisual Gotterdamerung, will spell the real beginning of
the end of the USA empire & ignite a conscious craving on the
part of increasing swathes of humanity for a single geo pol/econ
constitutional & legal framework gaurenteeing the legitimate security
interests of all humanity & holding all accountable before it. The lack of
such shall simply cease to be acceptable, even in the first world.
But that is not all. For the crash
of USA empires' pseudo legitimacy will set fire to the whole world. The 3rd
world Islamic fascists/ revanchist dynamic sensing psycho - organically the
changed environment, will succeed in driving the westerners from Saudi Arabia
& catalyse the geo pol/econ collapse/ chaos; such that in Britain, the
(racialised) politics of the last bullet will threaten wholesale anarchy/
primal panic.
Now it might be argued that
(aforementioned) oil largesse makes possible proxy intervention (under USA
control) that would eclipse the global legitimcay Q, thus restabilising
(through cheap oil) the military plutocratic system......
Eg
destabilisation of Iraqi Kurdistan producing a drive for independance,
triggering Turkish intervention (to prevent cessation of Turkish Kurdistan)
& occuppation of the region correspondingly causing Iran (Turkey's rival)
to occuppy southern (Shia) Iraq (eg the internal military geo political
initiative in Iran shifts to prowestern tendancies in the Iranian state,
seeking such an option under USA imperial aegis).
......but the fact that such
intervention by proxy forces can only be engaged after USA defeat......
...means that USA empire does not
decisively call the shots...
...means that disputes over the
largesse destabilise all adjoining (proxy force) intervening
states (not to mention the renewed rise/ re-occurence of Islamic fascism
including in the intervening states themselves) subjecting them to (internal) pol/econ
overstretch...
Eg USA cannot (for
long) use the exotic approach of exploiting its own weakness to (mobilise
states/ peoples to) hold the centre (on basis of its' hegemony).
Because ultimately such an exotic approach/ mechanism can
only really work if all global civil society is pro-actively engaged; because
preserving the centre (ever more clearly) serves their mutual long term
interests (as outlined in `Communique Number 1' in` Lucifer2.zip') this can be
made to work for the Revolution (but not the military plutocratic elites,) of
their actively engaged civil societies in the context of a single global
constitutional framework/ framework of global reconstruction...
Furthermore, Blair's embrace of the
(Iraqi) quagmire option post Sept 11th has actually prevented use
of nukes by USA regime UNTIL the current option becomes so manifestly
unviable, that collapse of USA led imperial centre in mideast....
...leading
to cessation of oil supplies & corresponding geo pol/econ political nuclear
chain reaction propels an overtly historically suicidal logic...
...eg
Israeli invasion of Saudi Arabia leading to conflict with USA over price of
oil, then nuke war (by USA bomb worshippers) to usher in the reign of King
Jesus a la Revelations
7:4 & punish the Jews for their failure
to deliver on the oil, a manifestation of their perfidious refusal to
acknowledge King Jesus...
...Means that any future use of
nukes would come AFTER a manifest geo psycho
political defeat. So that it would correspondingly be impossible for use of
nukes to function as a means to temporarily stabilise USA
imperial control of the geo psycho pol/econ agenda...
...eg
through nuke terror initiate the carve up of Iraq between Turkey & a
westernised Iran (as mentioned earlier) proxy forces under USA aegis to supply
cheap oil to offset the USA trade deficit - until the internal hubristic
specualtive financier/ credit expansionist plunder outweighs the capacity of
external plunder to prevent the entire USA led military plutocratic system imploding).
Eg as the shock comes after
the manifest failure of the USA psycho political centre, it actually would compound
the sense of unfolding chaos/ descent into primal panic. in the way that if the
World Trade Centre attack/ imperial war had come after the
Enronisation of the entire pol/econ had been revealed, then this would not
have had the psycho political effect of having stabilised the USA military
plutocratic elite control of the geo pol/econ (eg the psycho political focus
is shifted sufficiently to the war to act as a temporary firebreak until the
whole rotten edifice comes crashing down), but fomented
descent into primal panic...
Indeed
curious to note that while September 11th provided a pretext for Iraq war &
to retain control of the geo psycho pol/econ agenda, Sept 11th had also made it
paradoxically much more difficult to instigate the carve up of Iraq (between
Turkey & Iran) WITHOUT USA becoming (much more prone to be)
directly & ruinously involved; as a result of Blair standing `shoulder to
shoulder' (an offer that could not be refused by USA regime without
ceding control of the entire geo psycho pol/econ agenda) - to prevent the
fruitcakes throwing the nukes around (curiously overlooked in polite
conversation)...
(So) Wether by accident or a
paradoxically capital criminal virtue, Blair has bought time for humanity.
Meaning that when the collapse of the USA imperial centre in mideast &
corresponding cessation of oil (or even Islamic fascist nuke strike in the
west) leads to the (collapse of the entire military plutocratic geo pol/econ
centre in Britain/ globally; the) politics of the last bullet/ race war/ primal
panic gaining critical momentum in Britain/ globally, humanity does at least
have a choice, between the doomsday option & the Omega option....
…the new model Revolutionary
(military geo political economic) framework geared to defeating USA Caesarism,
classical fascism, Islamic (& Hindu) 3rd world fascism, (indeed every geo political economic threat, including the
spectre of global oblivion via nuke war in South Asia/ smallpox)
.....& based on the Core Paradox:
....that the (USA led) military
plutocratic elite depend on the Revolution to seize power (from the war/
finance nexus/ machine they are the gilded slaves of), to save their
(everyone’s) children; & that the Revolution (to avoid global annihilation)
is dependant on this factor & must tailor its entire military pol/econ
framework accordingly....
....that must (when & only when the geo pol/econ center of gravity
collapses) be launched
via a presidential model with a break off from the (then) already
collapsed state/ army…
…with its ready
made infrastructure (essential for rapid development, as no cadre based movement
could possibly grow at a rate capable of overtaking the collapse into anarchy)
geared to (putting backbone in) the universities as organisational mechanisms
for the mobilisation of the rest of (British/ global) civil society
(consolidating Revolution from below) to counter unfolding inexorable slide
into chaos. Mobilising for the framework outlined in `Communique Number 1' in `Lucifer2.zip'....
...to `break formation' (eg the theory generally writes
itself) & abandon my deconstructionist - reconstructionist technique of
eliminating the impossible to find the answers/ patterns...
...(which cannot be done vis the
Jesus legend) for a reckless foray into the Jesus legend???
An element of hubristic triumphalism at (my) having finally
triangulated the (USA led) military plutocratic regime/ system (the 10,000 year
old war/ finance nexus) - after 6 years continuously tracking the enemy, from
the South East Asian crisis... (9 years continuously developing the theory),
was a factor.
The (triumphalist) desire to use its' own pet legend
against it combined with (apocalyptic) fear of what would happen
if I did not...
I can
honestly say I've never imbibed a blend like this merest trace of such before.
I'm rather disappointed in myself, I hoped I could hold my historical liquor
better than that...
...eg in context of
an increasingly personalised & Jerusalem centred
framework (refer back to Communique Number 1 if/ as required) - which logic further
antagonises the terminally white hot apocalyptic legends & requires a final
showdown with same...
...hence `Lucifer2' marque, to aggressively
confront the psycho historical legend of `The fall'
The most noteworthy primordial
manifestation (of this subordination of consciousness to matter) being the
legend of the `The Fall’… that (as) even, especially the light
bearer (`Lucifer’) was cast out for rebelling against God (vis encouraging man
to seek independant knowledge of good & evil), that demonstrably humanity
cannot save itself by its own autonomous revolutionary
initiative, but must instead wait for external divine intervention… this legend
is the geo psycho political caldera of the entire
Judaeo – Christian – Islamic world. & (as noted throughout S.O.F.; but
especially Vol III) it is in this geo psycho political setting that the fate of
all humanity will be decided more than anywhere else in the context of the unfolding
global pol/econ implosion of the war/ finance nexus.
..... that in order to
physically as well as intellectually preserve/ restore/ extend light in both
forms (electrical & intellectual), humanity must exploit the chaos/ fear
engendered by the final collapse of military plutocratic system to push a rev
geo pol/econ framework (which we outlined in `Communique Number 1' in `Lucifer2.zip'-
refer back to as required, or wait until we include text of said communique
shortly) enabling it to gain hegemony over its own creation
(consciousness gaining hegemony over matter...) vis culture of common threats/
objectives confronting all humanity (especially in immediate term, to develop
sustainable energy sources - aided by civil society control of finance/ its own
creation - humanity no longer subordinate to the war/ finance nexus)....
The very beginings of this new
pol/econ culture are to be found in the hope that comes from the
beginnings of a viable strategy/ methodolgy to deal with said apocalyptic
threats - under pressure of said threats. Representing the pivotal point in
history, the precise point at which human consciousness begins to assert
its hegemony over matter/ finance/ its' own creation (hence to name `Lucifer2.zip'
- an aggressive refusal to submit to our primordial original fear - expressed
in the legend of `The fall', but to exploit the chaos to seize command of our
own destiny (we examine the strategic role of the cultural co-option of
Christian/ Islamic/ Jewish etc imagery in Chapter 2 of `Intro to Quantum
Materialism' - contained in `Lucifer2.zip').
....to break our own programming
& seize command of our own destiny (through the methods outlined in `Communique Number 1' in
`Lucifer2.zip'- refer back to as required)
- as outlined.
Such is the context.
Furthermore not only the comparison between Rome &
USA, but also the actual (aforementiond) fundamentals of the legitimacy
factor (vis both empires in the mideast) revealed them as mirror epochs...
As
seen there are mirror epochs in history.
Eg
the most obvious are the first longwave industrial economic boom (1789-1815)
& the last (in present era as at
9/8/04) of such.
Both
led by a single preponderant power. In the case of Britain the transition
stabilised through repression enabling intensified exploitation in the context
of the French Revolution, with technical middle/ skilled working classes increasingly
providing new points of pol/econ
support. We have examined subsequant cycles of rev reform in response to
radical shocks enabling the reconfiguration of the military plutocratic system
by co-opting new layers of support to stabilise military plutocratic social differentiation.
In
the USA case with no single state strong enough to lead the rev reconfiguration
of the military plutocratic system, the only way to temporarily
stabilise the regime is through speculative finance/ credit expansion accompanied
with a battle for resources & markets - the sclerotic effects of which
marginalise the military plutocratic elite in (bankrupt) power....
The
longwave depression marking the decline of mercantilism & corresponding
rise of industrialisation (eg aided by cheap capital as a result of market
saturation vis mercantile system a process itself aided by the failure of
British mercantilism to pass on the costs of its falling rate of profit by
defeat in the American Revolutionary war, blocking of that option)
And
correpsondingly the (contingent on
conscious civil society exploiting the apocalyptic threats confronting
all humanity to gain control of its own creation) managed depression
(stabilised by humanity's war substitute, the culture of the common threats/
objectives confronting all humanity - eg sustainable/ renewable energy -
pursued with a wartime will) which must usher in the era of solar power...
The
emergence of rev pol Chartism marking the birth of laborism (stimulating the
British military plutocracy to absorb/ semi institutionalise swathes of labor
to broaden the social base of the regime,
to prevent all out
insurgency)...
And
the defeat of the Black Panthers (eg as USA regime had no political legitimacy
for Blacks unlike for whites the
strengthening of USA Blacks position by the post war econ boom encouraged
revolutionary radicalism & the regime fear of a rev alliance with USA white
labor leading to Black panthers smashed under cover of the Vietnam war, thence as an organic process, the
switch to global finance centred speculative/ credit expansion outflanking said
radical threats) marking the geo
pol/econ squeeze/ decline/ fall of laborism.
The
consequant death of laborism/ inability of the war/ finance nexus to absorb
such in a new cycle process of rev reform (as paradoxically, the inablity of
the USA or any other single preponderant power, to reform itself by
itself in response to a radical shock/ lead a new geo pol/econ cycle of
rev reform) led not only to finance reigning as a law unto itself (without the
state any more able to function as an arbiter between capital & labor -
refer back to Chapter 5 of Vol III vis capitalist longwave cycles) but the
tendancy for the main power (USA) to attempt to regulate/ control/ stablise the
geo pol/econ agenda on the basis of the short term interests of its ruling
elite (regardless of the consequances) as a new Rome
yet
unlike the old Rome, precisely because it values its own blood so highly &
regrds 3rd world blood so cheaply, it is unwilling to suffer casualties in
battle, to secure its rapacious interests.
So
that all that remains for USA to either
yield power (& make sacrifices for global reconstruction - to gaurentee the
security/ future of everyone's children) or retreat into the suicidal fantasy
of our Lord & Saviour riding to glory on a mushroom cloud...
So with increasing personalisation of the theory/ & Jerusalem
centred geo strategic gameplan (in `Communique Number 1') I couldn't avoid
therefore (& this is the point, that subconsciously I had been
able to & desperately wanted to so avoid, up until now) the whole Jesus legend...
Anything with a passing resemblence to `the 2nd
coming of Brian' has always spooked me somewhat....
But I sensed I'd finally reached the tipping point,
where it had become more intellectually/ morally/ strategically perilous not
to face this down than to do so...
I think (at least at the conscious
level - what got me to pick up the book) I was looking for clues vis martyrology.
The idea of self sacrifice deployed in the right time/ place (& vis the
right ideas) as a kind of political nuclear warfare...
...& it was only a short walk (over a high cliff) to
think I could `eliminate the impossible' from the Jesus legend - to complete
the picture (said cocktail of triumphalism & fear gave me the over
confidence to attempt to do so)...
Yet there is much more to it than this. For without doubt
the biggest ingrediant (more than triumphalism & fear) was
paradoxically enough, excessive caution...
Curiously it only really occured to me that I'd made an
error when with gameplan becoming more & more personalised & Jerusalem
centred I thought I better study the origins of the Jesus legend more closely.
Both for clues as to how to take the nuclear fire out of it & also to learn
from the political technology...
Well, what was I (subliminally) so afraid of? That made
trawling through fragmentary Jesus legend (in order to contain/ appropriate
same to take the nuke fire out of it) seem a safer option???
It was the conclusion that not only must I be executed to
consolidate rev law/ constitution (for reasons outlined in Communique Number
1), but that (in order to consolidate the historical liquidation of the
apocalypse legends), I had to acknowledge (to eclipse said legends) that from
the point the sword kisses my neck to the moment it severs my head, I
reign as last king & take to the grave sufficient of all the apocalyptic
power of the apoclyptic legends with me...
...eclipsed by over-arching culture of the common
threats/ objectives confronting all humanity - to enable effective cultural as
well as formal/ legal consolidation of the geo constitutional/ legal framework.
I must be beheaded by a Saudi executioner (the more blood
on his hands the better) in East Jerusalem (the capital of Medina
Commonwealth), the sword immediately destroyed afterwards for optimal cultural
impact. No other ceremony, gimmicks etc, before, during or after. Nothing
that detracts from the stark simplicity of the act - which itself is praxis
the final completion of theory & practice, the consolidation of the global
constitutional & legal framework
It was actually because I was so afraid of this
vulgar conclusion (of fleeting kingship), that the error I made (vis the Jesus
legend - which I correctly sensed had to be decisively tamed) subliminally
seemed more cautious...
...Therefore I did not develop point sufficiently
- even though I mentioned in/ explained the need for my execution to
consolidate global rev constitutional/ legal framework AND to effect a geo
cultural shock to critically consolidate overarching culture of common threats/
objectives confronting all humanity (underpinning said framework) in Lucifer2 mark1....
or see
the need to go into what paradoxically seemed like fetishistic detail - which seemed
to detract from the historical substance & therefore seemed to amount to a
debasing braggadacio - which in turn implied I was not really
serious about it. Possibly even...
...I had
to make such a mistake I then had to correct in order to denote the terminal
stage of theoretical development before finally going operational...
eg theory develops
in relation to 5 factors:
1) Knowledge
2) Ignorance
3) Audacity
4) Caution
- all against the
backdrop of the primary contextual variable:
5) Objective ripeness/ unripeness of historic conditions.
...& therefore I made said error.
This is the only way said legends can be
dealt with according to said technique...
By elimination of the impossible, the only govt/ order
possible is that of the rev reconstructionist centre - held together by the
common culure of the threats/ objectives confronting all humanity...
Another factor for said error, is that I
had actually toyed with this rather gothic concept (of fleeting kingship vis
the process of sacrificial death) since about 1998 (eg ever since I recognised
as a 100% historical inevitability the need for sacrificial death in some form
- to free the idea from the control of its originator) & had hitherto
managed to avoid this ghastly idea...
So only the choice between leaving the apocalyptic
legends intact to reek their havoc, or embracing this ghastly idea to eclipse
them (& to account for said error - which if uncorrected would cause fatal
damage) could have so forced my hand...
...So by such an excessively cautious approach (prompted
dynamically by triumphalism & fear), I instinctively attempted to
`maintain contact with the enemy', the aforenmentioned error at least having
the merit of functioning as a cypher for the concept I needed to develop...
Only by capturing the contested strategic
geo cultural high ground can we eclipse such legends (as well as make viable our
framework); & yet in contesting this ground, it is neccessary to follow
through decisively (to use every available lever afforded by such
to break/ eclipse humanity's self destruct mechanisms...)...
By doing everything neccessary, to make the sacrifice the
focus for apocalypse legends eclipse - to enable said sacrifices to serve as
the decisive tipping point after which humanity has decisively mastered itself
via the overarching culture of the threats/ objectives confronting all humanity
- having achieved cultural hegemony (firstly through Global Commonwelath
Control of nukes etc & through wartime sacrifices to develop solar powered
desalination etc)...
We go to our place of execution as a republican & we
leave this world (for the 20 or so seconds we remain alive after decapitation)
as a republican, but during the process of execution, we lay hold
of kingship...
(sovereignty
vested in one individual - in this case the momentary autocratic political
focus of all humanity - effecting the switch to the aforementioned overarching
culture of the common threats/ objectives confronting all humanity which is
the precondition for the consolidation of the global constitution & legal
framework....)
...in order to enable to liquidation of all such (&
all power derived from its like) for all time.
Vis Jesus legend, correspondingly it becomes ever clearer
we must place all our chips on the USA bomb worshippers. They will
spectacularly eclipse whatever errors we've made as long as we make responding
to their apocalyptic dynamic our strategic centre of gravity.
Historically we were disinclined to do this before, as to
do so seemed to wait until it was far too late.
Therefore (especially pre September 11th) , we imagined a
less dramatic/ less imediately globalised slide into political
anarchy....
(eg
USA trade deficit feeding into capital flight, global credit crunch,
hyperinflation & geo pol/econ collapse destroying the Ulster peace boom,
collapsing Blair's centre of gravity, leading to Ulster warlordism fusing with
Tory anti EU political warlordism over soverign right to commit genocide within
borders of Britain)
....correspondingly...
(especially
given pre September 11th, that with BNP parrellel organs strategy, we might
have needed to engage in paramilitary containment action - if large scale
disturbances occurred in London, before geo pol/econ conditions permitted the
launch of continuous operations, or else, in a state of prior dissaray, the geo
pol/econ crash would have precipitated a rout)
...I sought to develop my theory to match the
transitional demands of the time. Which meant intellectual discipline.
I long (instinctively) knew this meant trashing the JFK
`Camelot' legend, as well as a pre-emptive attack on any potential resurgent
Dianaism (if it was proved she was assassinated - see chapter 3 Vol IV of
S.O.F.) - in such a fashion as to instill the kind of discipline capable of
holding a revolutionary cadre together - when the general population is drunk
on pseudo revolutionary delusions - emoting/ expressing its hatred of the core
elite, but not prepared to consider for a moment the price of instituting a new
order of things. Or for that matter the price of failing to institute a new
order of things.
This also explains my original impulses (to
attempt to control what could not be controlled) which fed later into both
the aforementioned foray into the Jesus legend and also that vis
the USS Liberty Plot (we will analyse later).
I made the grave error of assuming there was clearly
enough surrounding evidence to link this isolated particular event
to the established principles (eg Cointelpro, & suchlike) of
regime pathology...
...Which fed not the `legend of Camelot', but rather of a
regime hack (in cahoots with mafia/ anti castro fascists) that had so outraged
same over his refusal to go all the way (to make Cuba a place fit for Sam
Giancana), that they were going to target him anyway (the murderous credentials
of such spoke for themselves) so that the regime proper had to take over the
plot in order the better to tie up the loose ends/ minimise the fallout (&
cauterise/ contain said forces); to prevent an army of skeletons marching out
of the cupboard.
this logic (rather than the manifestly absurd notion of a
coup plot against a visionary progressive) connected neatly with how/ why LBJ
was far more liberal/ progressive (vis Great Society program) than JFK...
...Which in turn appeared to link in with the Q of a `USS
Liberty Plot'
(Note especially the text in red)
Nuclear Cowboys:
The Sinking of the USS Liberty
& the USA - Israeli plot to murder
the entire Soviet people in cold blood,
& its' lessons for the Revolution
I originally (in Excalibur-op4.zip
in earlier version of `Intro to QM') used the Q of the sinking of the USS Liberty
by Israel to dismiss with utter contempt Islamic fundamentalist claims that
Israel was involved in the attack on the world trade centre.
I wrote how this attack (on USS
Liberty) was entirely consistent with Israel's need to prevent USA
prevaricating in support of Israel at time of war (when USS Liberty listening
in on it's communications); that Israel would have felt able to take such stark
action to force USA's hand because Israel was USA regime's most reliable ally
in securing the regions oil (in fostering through destabilisation, nat sec
states, that can be more easily played of against each other...); eg
Israel is the USA’s junior partner, even if Israel had/ has a certain freedom
of initiative, it can ONLY survive by acting consistent with core USA regime’s
interests (unless/
until the Revolution is in a position to offer Israel an alternative security
framework – eg when the mad USA Christian fundamentalists, who seek to fulfil Book
of Revelations 7:4 vis the reduction of Jewish population from 30 million
to 144,000, trigger sufficient global chaos that humanity will pay any price in
blood & treasure for revolutionary order/ security through global
reconstruction).
I saw no need for any examination of
this Q. it looked completely straightforward.
The idea that USA would have
actually encouraged Israel to sink USS Liberty, in order then to
provide USA with a pretext to nuke Egypt (obviously to Israel's benefit but
then by logical extension have to follow through) &
incinerate in cold blood the entire Soviet people in
a time of economic boom.......
Unless
attack on USS Liberty was a mistake, then could only
have been a USA secureaucrat led plot to incinerate Egypt/ USSR (by logical
extension, which such an attack would have required as a follow through &
which therefore Israel would not dare do without USA core elite
leadership or else they could be targeted).
&
as USS Liberty Communiques were jammed, & to know what frequency to
jam you have to know it was a USA ship, the idea it was NOT
deliberate is self evidently bollocks - communique only got out due to heroic
ad hoc measures of crew under fire (attempts to sink USS Liberty failed &
order for nuke retaliation initiated by 6th Fleet countermanded by General
MacNamara & LBJ, with only minutes to go).
Israel's
guarantee (that it would not be incinerated if plan went awry) was that while
Israel had no reconnaissance aircraft, 4 USA reconnaissance
aircraft took part in Israeli operations & were repainted with Israeli
markings.
This
was Israel's insurance against a (potential) claim of perfidy later on (if
things went pearshaped - as they did), as `why would Israel attack an ally helping
her operationally? Unless of course it was the much bigger
plot both were implicated in (& which USA led),
to incinerate Egypt/ (as first step to incinerating immediately afterwards)
USSR.
(The
massive military aid afterwards, was designed to keep Israel at
arms length to avoid such plots in future as Israel able to sort things out by
herself).
.......WITHOUT (as in the Cuban
missile crisis) catastrophic brinkmanship at the periphery by both
main protagonists (though given the Strangelovean thinking of USA
secureaucrats, the attempt by USSR to get USA to recognise institutionally
defacto, a balance of power, did have much to be said for it); such an idea I
would have dismissed out of hand & with utter contempt.
(The conservative character of my apocalyptic thinking is
best illustrated in Chapter 6 of Intro to Quantum Materialism, `The Power &
the Glory', subsection: `Here's one I Made earlier')
....& without either
catastrophic brinkmanship at the periphery or geo pol/econ crash (&
apocalyptic meltdown); and because the
period when only USA had nukes had passed, I assumed that on
balance not sufficient of USA military plutocratic elite would be
resolved to follow through on such a plot until welded together
either by logic of geo pol/econ crash (or catastrophic brinkmanship at the
periphery) or accident....
I
was cataleptic with incomprehension. I simply could not comprehend the
pathology….
…..
And then (before too long) things sort of fell into place.....
I was/ (am) not a big fan of the
legend of JFK. LBJ was far more liberal than JFK was (certainly within the borders
of the USA). LBJ instituted the Great Society Program....
....I accepted that JFK was
done in by the core institutional elite. But not because he was going to
withdraw from Vietnam, but because the same fascist/ mafia forces ha had set in
motion to murder Castro/ invade Cuba (& also the Southern Confederate
elements providing greater reach for such) felt betrayed & were going to
have a crack at him anyway.
So the regime had to
take over the plot to prevent an army of skeletons marching out of the cupboard.
Simply to make the cover up manageable (including cauterising
some wilder elements).
My contempt for the ludicrous
(`Camelot') JFK legend however obscured (for me) an important point which was
that the core institutional elite would have felt both emboldened
at having gotten away with murdering it's president and felt
dangerously squeezed precisely by the more liberal (internal)
policies of LBJ (not to mention the rise of new left/ Black radicalism/ Civil
rights campaign).
As the core elite would naturally
have felt their only (or at least, best) freedom of action to
(re)set the geo pol/econ (& internally USA) agenda lay
outside of the USA....
To view the historic context:
Historically, the post war
econ boom strengthened the hand of USA Blacks (for whom the regime had no legitimacy unlike whites)/ Black radicalism (threatening a rev
alliance with poorer whites)....
....compelling the military
destruction of the Black Panther Party/ Black radicalism (in the USA) via COINTELPRO
(Covert Intelligence Program) under cover of the Vietnam war.....
....in order to make safe the shift
to a speculative/ credit expansionary based system/ econ (preserving the
independence of capital from civil society control in context of ever
diminishing room for bargaining between capital & labor - which
found political expression in the Thatcher/ Reagan axis)
Eg (under cover of the Vietnam war)
this political crisis, was actually resolved through the geo economic
crisis.....
(rise
in oil prices as a result of the long term boom creating
shortages/ strengthening the hand of the oil producer states in relation to the
USA/ core states....
The core problem is that the
war/ finance nexus (military plutocracy) reigns as a law unto itself, making it
impossible to establish political economic mechanisms to guide
development, to meet long term threats to human survival in a concerted
way (eg resource oil shortages/ environmental impact of genetic engineering from biocorps beholden
to no-one but their shareholders & even the much bigger projects/ threats
posed by climatic change....) to see how to address these & the immediate
apocalyptic threats posed by the pol/econ tailspin of the global financiers
speculator regime, see `Basic Program of the Revolutionary Salvation Front' (in Chapter 3 of this pamphlet)....
......which impact of led to
capital eclipsing the USA core empire....& therefore meant
that USA radical forces were outflanked by switch to credit/ speculative
expansion.... (which meant that while USA radical forces were trashed,
there were enough profiting from this system to keep USA regime stable while
the radicals could be outflanked/ crushed
under cover of ideological `anticommunism'/ Vietnam war)
........as an organic process
...(eg the petrodollars flooded
back into USA fuelling longwave credit/ speculative expansion.... & in turn
recycled to Latin America dictators/ which came back as capital flight plunder,
facilitating USA led military plutocratic loansharking (ratcheting up of interest rates to
astronomical levels) their systemic passing costs of crisis onto 3rd
world..... - as Joseph Stigliz ex World Bank Chief now
admits was the role of his
organisation....
- also of note is that
this (interest rate trap) was the original cause of Yugoslavia's
disintegration... growing debt led to tensions between the republics,
& ultimately the desperate playing of the nationalist card in a desperate
attempt by the elites to retain control of the pol/econ agenda....
this is analysed in Vol I Chapter 7 of
S.O.F.)......
& Reaganite war boom ....
....(the REAL objective of the
Vietnam war was to keep Black & White divided & this the enemy
accomplished/ won).
....such an act as the plot to
murder the entire Soviet people is perfectly consistent with this context.
...it becomes all the more
understandable when you bear in mind the proud cultural heritage of genocide
such grew out of. More complete (if less industrialised) than the Nazis carried
out, with regards the Native American population (remember, we in Britain spawned this monster, it is a
precondition of our historic redemption that we reign it in). The utter lack of atonement. The predatory
geo pol/econ expansionism as a logical extension of this geo cultural
(especially elite) elite psychology/ ethos (which unlike the British/ French
has not been acclimatised to defeat/ geo pol/econ power sharing).
Before (feeding into) this plot & after this
plot, existed & exists (increasing in strength, especially post Sept 11th
2001, day by day; yet even before, a mechanical criminal pathology, seeking to
crucify the world, to redeem USA led military plutocratic elite economically,
for the sins of its own internal speculative/ credit expansionary plunder), a
cultish power psychology, that reduces Christianity to the status of a national
god. That does not see why power should be shared with any other people/
nation/ social group etc (because unlike the nation states of Europe vying with
each other for power, it never had to. This was another reason
why the Cuban missile crisis had the near precipitate effect it had, & why
it fed into the aforementioned LSS Liberty plot).
....The rising cult of the national
god has been consolidated. Ready when the time comes/ the geo pol/econ crash
leaves no option for the elite, but to seek refuge in the image of our lord
& saviour riding to glory on a mushroom cloud; in order to retain control
of the global military pol/econ agenda for as long as it takes to (so) destroy
the world...
As this pathology is consolidated
(the Book of Revelations is close to the hearts of the majority of Pentagon
Personnel. Not less than half of all Americans, pre geo pol/econ crash,
believe in nuclear war ushering in the reign of King Jesus), it will
take something really innovative to break through this thinking for just long
enough, to allow the core paradox to kick in to the mindsets of enough
of the dangerous classes/ forces to avert global annihilation....
Israel should take grave note, that
its' USA aided terroristic expansion throughout mid east (initially in relation
to/ as a strategic adjunt to USA oil interests, but also behind this Christian
fundamentalist apocalyptic ideology), creating ever more hostility towards the
Jewish diaspora, leading to/ catalysing mass migration/ correspondingly more
expansion/ more migration etc; in the context of geo economic collapse,
especially as Israeli & USA interests begin to clash here & there, is a
death spiral.
A ripening of the harvest for USA
Christian fundamentalists, seeking to fulfil Book of Revelations 7:4,
to punish the Jews for their failure to convert & acknowledge King Jesus
(who miserable ahistorical apologists for the Roman empire accuse of slaying by
a Roman means of execution), by reducing the global Jewish population from 30
million to 144,000 through nuke war, to usher in the reign of `our Lord &
Saviour'.
We must draw out into the open,
these monstrous absurdities that take refuge in prayer/ incantation/ refuse to
be submitted to anything as base as reason/ logic; & force them into open
combat AT ALL COSTS, to break this collective death trance.
The (British led) `Van Helsing’ Plan
The geo cultural pivot linking into the core
paradox, on which we must rely is atonement, (via) redemption through
sacrifice. Speaking to enemy in their
own salvationist cultural language. Using Socialist with Christian
emblemology to encircle USA.
Everything however is
contingent on the British leading the process (especially via
nuke disarmament/ disolving its' own
nat sec state). Not saying to others (eg South Asians etc) `You move first'. We
move first, then others can strengthen/ consolidate/ execute the new global
balance of power.
So that vis Mideast (for example) a
socialist red Star of David against a white Christian cross, against a green
Islamic background (linking to British/ Euro rev) paves the way
for Palestinians, Iraqis' (etc) representatives moving freely about the
Pentagon, monitoring at will every going on & all the old secrets/ making
sure against a return to the old ways. So that the Arab masses etc must (so) use
the cross, as a key to open up the American psyche/ nat sec state/ break the
power of the entire USA imperium (to re-iterate the case this can only
work with British/ Euro rev leadership. To adopt such imagery without
this would amount to cultural prostration to USA imperium, & increase
its' apocalyptic arrogance).
& it is this logic vis 3rd
world, that such would be willing to adopt such imagery when & only
when via British/ Euro rev leadership with a viable plan/ framework/
opportunity to overthrow USA led war/ finance nexus we must rely on.
(vis others, FSSR, a white St Andrews Saltyre with a red
star in each corner & a red star/ phoenix rising out of yellow flames.
South Asia, a silver Southern Cross constellation against a Black background -
Euro emblem included on opening image/ page of Excalibur-op4.
This is designed to throw enough grit into the USA
apocalyptic cultural mechanism/ programming, to slow the process of
annihilation down for just long enough, that the mad bastards will actually
start to think sufficiently about their children, BEFORE they press the button
on the whole of humanity
- as well as to get across to 3rd world revanchists that
we cannot militarily defeat USA, and should establish EVERYWHERE, a military
pol/econ framework based on the core paradox:
....that the USA led military plutocratic elite depend on
the Revolution to seize power [from the war/ finance nexus/ machine they are
the gilded slaves of], to save their [everyone's] children: & that the
Revolution [to avoid global annihilation] is dependant on this factor &
must tailor its entire military pol/econ framework accordingly....).
For as the alternative is oblivion
& the opportunity common ownership of info (etc) the Revolution can force
the trading of (in both first/ 3rd world by mobilising civil society) of the
ancient hatreds (which in the main derive their strength/ resilience as, albeit
suicidal, cyphers for a desire to remove the USA imperium from power) for a
global rev framework of mutually assured security.... so that those seeking to hold out, be denied the support
of a geo cultural/ psychological infrastructural support base.
The idea is to simultaneously cut
the lines of USA power & develop at every level of global society an anti
annihilatory logic that can both buy enough time for the core
paradox to kick in (slowing down apocalyptic impulses via such a cultural
connexion) and in itself illustrate the logic of
the core paradox, that we have no intention of destroying America, hence
Christian emblemology/ component; & we have no intention of being destroyed
by America hence socialist emblemology/ component.
(&) By countering USA military
plutocratic (imperial) expansionism, Europe enables, gives the
global ideological initiative to USA visionary expansionism....
...freeing the imagination of our
kindred spirits, the mad proffessors from enslavement to the military
plutocratic national security state, & bridling them to serve the culture
of the common threats/ objectives that confronts all humanity...
...we depend entirely on this New
American Ideology, to consolidate our framework/ avoid oblivion/ by
capturing the imagination of all humanity (vis culture of common threats/
objectives confronting all humanity)...
In effect this geo strategic
gameplan/ new rev theory represents the last & mightiest kick of the old
British & Soviet empires...
....we saw a direct precursor in the
role of The Apostles (Blunt/ Philby/ Maclean et al & Fuchs etc).
Regarded by fools as traitors, the
USA imperium finally reveals them as courageous loyalists of the cause dearest
to the soul of Perfidious Albion, preserving the balance of power.
Without which there can be no partial or general freedom
whatsoever/ anywhere.
Eg
without Soviet Union being able to counter balance USA nukes, there is no Q the mad Americans would certainly have
incinerated them outright.
Of
course such a stalemate could only be turned to victory via paradoxically the
cold war defeat/ collapse of the USSR, which however both left a residual
balance of power until (& stimulated)
the info Revolution.....
especially via the internet,
developed originally as a military communications system of decentralised
command....
At the same time the Reagan/ Thatcher axis (& their
successors) finished of (are finishing of vestigial remnants of) geo
politically the orthodox leftist elements in a way analogous to the Viking
annihilation of the English petty kings; which paradoxically prepared the way/
enabled the unification of England under one law by Alfred the Great...
.....furnishing the Revolution
with the means to fight & win the global civil war; when (as outlined in
`Intro to QM') the military plutocratic (geo pol/econ) centre collapses. The
decisive weapon being nuke disarmament as an aggressive political weapon to
marginalise the USA elite in power/ prepare the way for their armed overthrow.
The Apostles bought time for
humanity, so that when the whole world was on its knees before USA Caesarism,
it would finally be prepared to accept British leadership & the British
prepared to give it...
... by initiating (dissolving itself
into) a European Commonwealth of the regions of Europe, in turn defined for the
Global Commonwealth Confederation, in turn defined for the Green Revolution (as
outlined in Intro to Quantum Materialism).
Indeed it can be said that the
British possess a kind of `stupid wisdom' with regards Europe, that until
everyone (& this includes the British - perhaps above all) is prepared to
assert what (for humanity's survival) Europe must mean & what WARTIME
econ sacrifices must be made to forge its G.C.C. objectives, waving your Union Jack
underpants in pissed defiance makes about as much sense as any other policy.
We also saw it as part of a behavioural pattern of
assassination; Malcolm X, Martin Luther King, Cointelpro (targeting the Black
Panther Party for annihilation). Not that Kennedy was getting politically
dangerous, merely that the regime habitually removed figures, who, for any
reason (eg in JFKs case that the army of skeletons would march out of the
cupboard & discredit the state per se, if JFKs' anti castro fascist friends
made a botched job of things) presented a critical threat to the security of
the regime...
...& this linked albeit at a remove to
Cointelpro & the drug dealing military fascist regimes of Latin America
(two thirds of whose senior officers are graduates of `The School of the
Americas' in Fort Benning, Georgia, USA).
Now while this may be the case, JFK had as much right to
be felled by a falling meteorite as anyone else - so that on reflection, I must
reign back, as I cannot consider myself qualified to trash the `lone nut'
theory - though others might well be. As we are dealing with a particular
isolated event - rather than an established pattern of
regime behavourial pathology - such as Cointelpro/ GLADIO? Operation Condor
& so on & so forth; but above all (in the terminal epoch of the
military plutocratic system) the bombworshippers.
Q Does this
not mean I am politically dead in the water?
Well, partially. At least until the USA bombworshippers
come out under their own banner to vastly eclipse the scale of my errors with a
vindication of what I have got right.
Pulling back from our position vis JFK assassination is
obviously damaging. But in itself not critically so.
What is much more damaging is (following on
from this) the consequant neccessity of pulling back from our position vis the
USS LIberty Plot.
Vis the Kennedy assassination, we can
define what is possible (& the reasons for such). There are however random
variables that need to be defined...
...A `lone nut' couldn't target the USS Liberty. Even if
this is possible vis Kennedy assassination & that the changing of the route
was merely a random variable (which could indeed be the case) by which I
had set to much store, it is much harder to see how such can be applied
in the case of the USS Liberty...
& yet, because we retreat from our
earlier position vis the JFK Q, we also have to retreat from the
USS Liberty Q, as this only makes sense in terms of
connected historical sequance (rather than an isolated
plot) against the backdrop of a regime plot to assassinate JFK
(to tie up the loose ends - as outlined) - eg as an attempt to reset
dramatically the military geo pol/econ agenda as a result of said core elite
feeling squeezed by LBJ's much more progressive liberalism as weall as the rise
of radical forces in the USA...
Otherwise it belongs to the realm of
isolated individual operations/ events (even though of exceptional gravity) we
do not immerse ourselves in as a matter of routine...
Eg we only
dealt with USS Liberty Q in `Lucifer2' (mark1 version), because it appeared as
a massive historical anomoly we had to account for & which also
connected to our then position on the JFK Q - vis our erroneously thinking we
could fit such into established patterns of USA regime pathology).
7 The Humility of God
What then remains of Christianity (& other such)? Of
traditions reaching back over thousands of years in which the struggle for freedom
has not merely gone alongside but been shot through with predatory/ colonial
murder - as is only to be expected of a humanity riven through with paradox -
emerging/ struggling to break free from the primordial sludge & strugling
to gain conscious mastery of itself???
Is all (by default) to be ripped up again in the name of
a shiny new religion/ ideology, with (not only some of the apex elite executd
simply to establish that law coves & holds accountable all humanity, but)
everything everyone held precious even amidst their own resentment, cast down
into the flames in answer to the siren call of `purity'???
No. For as seen the new rev theory which can deal with
all said threats arising out of such (which paves the way for space centric
civilisation) itself manifestly draws heavily on/ is informed by all such
(paradoxical) traditions. For without such, it would self evidantly
be quite impossible for humanity to (get a cultural handle to) absorb the
antidote to their apocalyptic component...
Q WHAT
great conceptual principle does this illustrate???
In order for humanity to become God/ our cosmic parents,
to avoid fucking up the next cosmic generation any more than is unavoidably
neccessary, it is neccessary for us to acquire a measure of humility such as
only a respect for our ancestral origins tempered by a sober honesty about
their shortcomings can teach us...
For while it is unreasonable for the next cosmic
generation to expect humanity become God to reduce itself back down to the
grimpen mire of its primitive evolutionary development, it is equally
unreasonable for God (now or humanity become God in the future) to forget the
pain and horror of those that did not ask to be created....
8 Eulogy for My Father
My Father was my best friend,
thanks to him I had an immensely privileged
existence.....
We recognised within each other, the ancient secular
Islamic culture, that views the pursuit of knowledge/ ideas for causes greater than
oneself, as the measure of oneself/ others/ all humanity.....
....he not only taught me intellectual combat/ how to
think, but gave me the time & space to pursue my theoretical work with the
proffessional dedication required....
In so doing he resolved the great existential paradox,
....that charity begins at home AND charity
begins with preventing the nuclear annihilation of humanity, (that) both concepts clash AND
yet ultimately depend on each other.....
He was my foundation stone, not out of any party loyalty,
but because simply he was my father....
....& shared a common love of knowledge/ ideas
pursued for causes greater than oneself.
I would just like to say to him thank you,
& to you all for being his friends.
& finally, goodbye comrade, father, dear
friend.......
9 An Existential Paradox
Postcript:
November 21 2003
(update on `An Existential Paradox'
- original text of
which included after this postcript)
Yes yes I know. But as humanity per se is clearly intent on
attempting collective suicide, it is hardly in a position to reproach me for my
own individual attempts...
Anyway the ideas I've developed recently (in
chapter 1 as well, but most recently in chapters 2 to 4 of 5th volume of
`Substance Over form'); vis `Paradoxes of
the Human Soul', vis time/ consciousness & free will all being one &
the same (from the standpoint of both God AND conscious intelligent life),
connected to the `struggle for the economy of time' (yes Dr marx, I got there
eventually)...
Connected
directly to the barking mad new paradigm I've just developed `Orion2.zip', the
successor to `Excalibur-op4.zip'.
...really could not have been produced except
under conditions where life & death presented themselves as alternating
moral obligations.
Note the Q of hell (in Chapter 1 of `Paradoxes of the
Human soul'); as product of the Great Existential Paradox and a cypher
for the core paradox, before the core paradox ripened (a
Q it would never have occured to me to touch with a barge pole unless life
& death presented themselves as alternating moral obligations - forcing me
to deal with this Q) & putting this
terror in its philosophical- historical- evolutionary/ revolutionary context,
led directly to the material on time/ consciousness & free will being one
& the same, the Q of `the struggle for the economy of time', - through
which the new paradigm was/ is being, developed....
This new paradigm really has got to be the end of the
line...
No one can but notice (if viewing progression of new rev
theory, vis paradigms), that they just get heavier & heavier, as if their
demonstrably increasing viability deters premature launch; by the
extremity of their weight, & correspondingly of the objective conditions clearly
required to enable spread of theory/ its' gaining critical
momentum....
This latest paradigm is so heavy that it actually
requires a ready made infrastructure cobbled together from those having
previously absorbed `Excalibur-op4.zip', to actually converge on me, when geo
pol/econ conditions ripe, to enable launch (rather than me
attempt to launch/ proselytise single handedly)....
(indeed as at 14/2/04 – so
explosive will be the unfolding chaos, when conditions become ripe for
operational launch, that it actually requires the army with its ready made
infrastructure to put steel in the backbone of the universities, to enable them
to function as transmission mechanisms for the Revolution – held together by
the core paradox:
....that the USA
led military plutocratic elite depend on the Revolution to seize power (from
the war/ finance nexus/ machine they are the gilded slaves of), to save their
(everyone's) children: & that the Revolution (to avoid global annihilation)
is dependant on this factor & must tailor its entire military pol/econ
framework accordingly....)
Because wheras before, the theory may have interested
those (of whatever political persuasion) predisposed to an interest in exotic
rev theory/ ideas As its bleeding edge centred principally around the Q of rev
methodolgy (especially vis neutralising doomsday................
Even
despite the core paradox enabling wider deployment even to the enemy
which I for my sins attempted...
...the new paradigm is centred specifically
around new geo pol/econ framework (vis calibrated rev antidote to the
apocalyptic scenario of westerners driven from Saudi Arabia’s triggering oil
crisis/ military geo pol/econ meltdown or evn atomic strike by Islamic
fascists). It is completely crazy. it is actually presidential in (its'
deployable) format....
(Now) its' fairly standard for me to come up with an idea
that scares the shit out of myself & then, upgrade the (theoretical)
machine with it...
But this is different. It looks like a dead end or something.
I can (ordinarily) envisage selling a theoretical
approach and (then) as originator, use the position to direct its
implementation....
....But I cannot now (with the new paradigm) even do
that; because it is initially predicated on me playing an explicitly
presidential (even if martyr- presidential) role...
No way can I launch, with no pre-existing base/
infrastructure, a direct bid for global power....
it all makes sense & doesn't make sense....
I have been extremely privileged to be able to work on
such a project. Most people trapped by work/ circumstance/ family committments
have nowhere near the time/ opportunity to be able to work on such even if so
inclined.
So perhaps I shouldn't complain too much now my luck has
finally deserted me.
But the circumstances of my father's death, my giving him
(albeit on his warfarin doctors' insistence - against my warnings about grave
effects it was having) the warfarin that killed him (& taking him
to the pub for his 2 pints daily maximum allowed by said doctor - to raise his
morale/ appetite above starvation levels - causing a warfarin/ alcohol clash), it looks bad.
It can be made to look like I killed him deliberately
& legally (with Stalinesque cunning) to inherit resources that would enable
me to pitch my ideas.
Now I can know/ protest that the worst thing you can do
is throw money at an unviable theoretical/ strategic paradigm, as all you would
do is inflate a failure & make yourself stale in the minds of much wider
circles of potential activists, that could otherwise be won over if you later
developed a more viable paradigm
But especially as the idea is so bound up with my
personality (as its' originator), I know that it can be strangled in it's cradle
by (so) delegitimising me (the historical example of
orchestrated slanders against Scargill/
Hatton, disproven only when the battle had been long lost, whatever the
limitations of their respective visions; illustrate that the rules of cricket
do not apply. That the uniqueness of my position, as the very originator of
this theory, renders me ironically, as a/ the potential silver bullet against
my own ideas). Such that I am potentially
the deadliest weapon against the very cause/ ideas I have devoted my life to.
For I fear that few will believe that one that could
produce a theory such as I have, would flinch from telling some arse of a
doctor to go to hell (diplomatically), unless I had some malevolent designs.
It is most curious, the howling torment I felt &
still feel (5 failed suicide attempts later & counting) over this
situation, is but a particle of that, mothers/ fathers will feel, for their 20
year old sons/ daughters killed for supporting my ideas. Which in turn is
immeasurably small compared to the horror that the assorted Caesarist/ fascist/
3rd world revanchist forces will inflict on all humanity if NOT
stopped by the new rev theory I developed.
Such is the
precariousness of the human spirit. It is small wonder that most choose not to
seek out (answers to) such historical horrors, until they are right on top of
them. This made me all the more obliged to do the best I could.
Until, now, being politically delegitimised, I have run
out of time & space & must depart to leave the field to others (the
seeds are sown & hopefully will germinate as the geo pol/econ situation
ripens/ goes critical) This tastes like betrayal/ treason on my part. But I
reckon the betrayal/ treason would be greater if I did otherwise.
With regards what I (earlier) intended as `My Final
Testament' (text below written as my father's condition entered the
final phase/ ended on the day of his death 3/2/03) below, I have since revised
my opinion (at the time), that `Excalibur-op4.zip' was not good enough to serve
as the starting point for new rev movement, I reckon it is (Some key
Qs I did not address in `Intro to QM' are addressed in pre 11 Sept 2001 version
of Vol I & II of `Substance Over Form', included in `Excalibur-op4.zip' -
though new rev theory will need continuous development by the movement as a
whole), but, with regards my personal
political legitimacy vis circumstances of my father's death (& how they can
be so easily rigged to bring down the new rev theory, by so targeting my
personal legitimacy); the passage of time merely clarifies my original
thoughts. That things are at least as bad as I originally feared....
I would prefer to leave it out altogether (it is in
essence, my anguished hollering at fate & history `you need me, don't you
know who I am'). But as it's already in the ether, it's better that you read it
from me, in this context....
Adam
Ghaznavi
(My Final Testament)
Once you cross a line, & learn a certain amount about
how to counter this/ that mortal threat to all humanity (in this
instance - how to prevent the military
plutocratic system war/ finance nexus destroying humanity outright - as well as
cauterising every other military political economic threats such as Islamic/
Hindu fascism etc), if you do not follow up
that knowledge, pursue it with a single minded relentlessness, most especially
if this knowledge is dependant on your efforts; it will devour
you from within, your conscience will stand in judgement of your soul &
madness beckons.
This was why I could never but put the Revolution above
& beyond everything/ everyone else (my father/ sister). Because if I did
not, the frenetic expansionist drive for knowledge/ development of the idea
would whiplash backwards & cast my soul into the depths of a torment from
which there would be no escape.
But, I was dependant utterly on my father.
We did not always see eye to eye. We regarded notions
each other held as dangerous. But we instinctively recognised within each, the
ancient secular Islamic culture that views the drive for knowledge for a cause
greater than oneself as the measure of oneself, others, the whole world;
transcending/ eclipsing all earlier tribulations between us.
I owe him everything, with respect to the time he gave me
to pursue my work with the proffessional dedication required (not to be
underestimated is the psychological value of being able to just be with him).
But because of my singlemindedness, while I developed
Revolutionary military pol/econ theories vastly more advanced than any other
radical tendancy/ individual (in the entire world), I developed few of the
basic lifeskills/ resources most have that enable them to keep out of the
gutter on a day to day basis
(so
that my fathers death scorches the earth beneath my feet, leaves me without
time/ space to think).
Such that, personally & historically it comes down to
this, can the attempt to launch this theory provide me with the resources (including
vis cadres, pooling & exchange of skills)
I need to enable me to execute the strategic/ tactical objectives necessary to
enable the rev movement to take root (as outlined in Excalibur-op4.zip)?
This certainly looks a fair (historic/ personal)
trial.
Unfortunately there are fatal ommisions in the theory
(which I am best able to amend)....
...rendering it partially
unviable
- related to the scenario
whereby USA revolt against criminality of its own military plutocratic elite,
gives way to an overt Caesarist coup due to the failure of the
populace to embrace wartime econ sacrifices for global
reconstruction necessary to consolidate a viable global rev
pol/econ constitutional framework; leading by default to control of the geo
pol/econ agenda swinging back/ remaining under control of the military
plutocratic elite).
Ironically in my website(s) (from
which Excalibur-op4.zip can be downloaded), I claimed to be able to deal with
precisely this scenario, because I had (have) a framework capable of countering
every scenario involving weapons of mass destruction/ race war, it did not even
occur to me (with the Caesarist apocalyptic geo pol/econ agenda unleashed by
September 11th 2001) that an overt USA Caesarist would require any specific
gameplan scenario (I merely mentioned it to illustrate that even in the event
of such a revolt, how incapable conventional revolutionary currents would be of
seizing the geo pol/econ agenda - in order to illustrate the need &
versatility of the new political weapons system).
It is the apparent legitimacy of
the USA regime that is the default foundation for that of the British/
Euro proxies, when this USA legitimacy falls so does that of the
proxies....
Perhaps the more peculiar as I
previously worked out exactly the model gameplan required for (dealing with)
such a USA Caesarist coup scenario long before the events of september
11th, which however rendered out of date most other projected scenarios
I was planning on before then.
Should be noted that more September
11th type actions can again cut across such a process (vis aforementioned scenario
of USA led revolt leading to overt USA caesar).
Curiously, anticipation of/
preperation for war, desire of most Islamic revanchists NOT to be precipitate,
has a paradoxical restraining aspect on them, holding back on most Islamic
revanchists cutting edge (in the core states) - NOT wanting to alienate the
wider softer underbelly of their broad spectrum of sympathisers (with varying
degrees of enthusiasm/ bitter reluctant support by default, that simply
`something must be done about western imperialism' even if it is mutually
suicidally counter productive), content to bide their time for a better
opportunity, when they can respond react to (against the favorable backdrop of)
USA oil war....
& as the lack of an oil war, would
paradoxically increase precipitate impatience among the hardcore Islamic
fascists, make more September 11th actions likely to cut across any such USA
revolt, I instinctively (though mistakenly) dismissed the significance of such
a scenario whereby failed USA revolt paves way for USA Caesar.
Mistakenly, because this is the perfect backdrop for such to seize power,
against `revolutionaries' that don't know/ daren't say what the price of the
Revolution settlement must be (wartime
econ sacrifices for global reconstruction - to prevent core states choking on
their own barbed wire, & a new military plutocratic elite rising to power
by default to keep the 3rd world down, leading to oblivion as such are
incapable of consolidating a viable centre of geo pol/econ gravity - as
outlined in Excalibur-op4.zip).
Of course said theories always need constant development.
It is just that without the above addition, the framework is not really viable
as an operational starting point for the movement to build on (which is my
objective).
And such flaws are likely to mean that the attempt by
me to deploy is stillborn.
And worse, my continued existence and
failure to develop said ammendments means I remain an obstacle to my own theory
(its decisive redevelopment/ redeployment by others)....
....which seems clearly to suggest my suicide as the only
solution. Though as this is a grave drag/ demorilising factor on the
development of the theory (suicide hardly looks inspiring) it is hardly ideal.
But as madness otherwise beckons (if I am a block on my own theory),
it appears as I pen this, the lesser evil.
For ultimately, you do not control a theory like Quantum
Materialism, its imperatives control you.
In conclusion (in military plutocratic society) THE
existential paradox....
....that
(the idea that) `charity begins at home' both conflicts with AND
is mutually dependant on (the idea that) `charity begins with
preventing the thermonuclear annihilation of all humanity'....
....leaves/ renders every soul somewhat mangled.
Though given that human consciousness emerged/ evolved
from & is still desperately struggling to break free from the primordial
slime.....
to gain
mastery of its' own creation via civil society control of finance, rather than
be destroyed by continuation of the ancient hegemony of the war/ finance nexus
over it
....this is not altogether surprising.
My purpose in writing this (my final testament) has been
to clearly, logically allay suspicions of foul play in my death. As such
suspicions, gathering momentum, even playing a central part in the spread of
the theory, would actually undermine the integrity of the movement (&
school of theory); much more so if such are clung to by cadres in the face of
growing/ incontrovertible evidence to the contrary....
Finally, I leave all my papers, notebooks, effects, books
& both my personal computers (on which are contained current & previous
versions & components of my theory) to independent parapolitical analyst
Larry O' Hara;
last known address:
Larry O' Hara
BM Box 4769,
London WC1N 3XX
- to deal with/ dispose of as he sees fit, ideally I
would like them kept together as a single archive.
ADDITIONAL:
From Everywhere, Madness Beckons
I cannot
believe this as I write this.
But I have killed my father because I believed; no, wanted
to believe in the corporate medical establishment.
I warned my father's anti-coagulent doctor about (Dec 30)
how with his drinking clashing with the warfarin prescribed, he collapsed (poor
short term memory with pronounced weakness on the right side: & an
occassional tendancy to think other people were in the house who weren't -
unheard before this eventuality), I suspected a stroke induced by this
combo (especially around dec 16th when he had a lot to drink - though
there was marked deterioration/ behavourial changes from approx late November/
early December - which I initially put down to seasonal gloom). I explained that the pub was his indispensible
social centre of gravity (vis his morale/ immune system) & requested (when
I visited his anti-coag doctor with him)
that he be taken of warfarin as it was too dangerous (I said a return
to the pub was the best way to resolve his appetite/ morale problem/ aid
recovery).
By this time he had stopped taking the
medication himself (partly out of forgetfulness, and partly a desire
to stop taking it, which however he denied having when facing his anti-coag
doctor, embarressed by my polite fuss),
& was showing signs of stabilisation/ improvement.
I was told he needed the warfarin to prevent
strokes, eg vis bloodclots on the brain. So I dutifully fed him his poison
(6mg) every night (Dec 30 - Jan 22nd).
His eating was very dangerously poor (he
had lost a lot of weight/ muscle - I struggled to get him to eat 1000+ calories
a day - less than half recommended for adult male), as was his morale. Both picked up when he started
drinking again/ going down the pub (I walked with him to the pub)
....but I still fed him his poison. the
result, a major, eventually fatal brain haemmoraghe. No intention to operate,
the order gone out, `do not rescusitate'.
I did this to him because I wanted
to believe. I warned them (Dec 30) of the specific incident (Dec 16th), but
wanted the re-assurance that the medical proffession knew best. For good measure,
I was even told (by the doctor administering his anti-coag) that `they do not dole out pills at the behest of
the pharmaceutical industry'. I did not raise the issue, (doubtless
noticing the redstar on my jacket), reading
my mind, she (the doctor) did.
I actually allowed myself to feel reassured by being
put (politely) in my place. If I had stuck to my guns (as cold intelligence
suggested), I would still have my dad.
Instead I gave him his poison, I killed the man that fed my intellect
the man who I felt a special kinship of ( a love of) ideas with. I killed my
father. I so believed in my unyielding, one against all capacity to concieve, develop, hone through
relentless logic an idea, that I did not see that I too can share a murderous
desire for naive reassurance. & with that desire I killed my
father.
WHAT then am I supposed to do? Raise a
fuss? But who am I to take on the medical proffession/ fight a medical issue?
The ONLY credibility I could (indirectly) get is
through the Revolutionary movement (as its seminal theorotician). But to fight this (medical) issue
means I cannot do that (I am knocked out of the game).
The perfect trap. Leaving me fighting on ground I am
incapable of (& which it is not even remotely strategically
viable for me to fight on); or alternately,
helping them destroy (burying/ cremating) the evidence. Covering up for the corporate medical
axis - thus negating my political worth in toto.
As it looks like I fed my father the poison for the money (sale of father's house to finance the Revolution) even saying as always was my intention that the house is my sister's....
(as I
don't want Blunkett to purloin any assets vis charges of terrorism/ directing
terrorism - furthermore rev framework must generate its own cash stream.
Throwing cash at a defective framework is worse than doing nothing, in that the
conspicuous/ artificially inflated failure renders you stale in the eyes of
your otential/ target audience, undermining any future efforts with a more viable
strategic model)
....looks like mere bloodguilt on my part.
So I must
take my own life in order that I NOT serve as the tombstone of my
own ideas.
I am losing my mind as I write this. I am wondering
`where exactly, are the red lines I must kill myself before
I cross, on pain of madness?'.
On the way down into the abyss I am even asking the Q was this the perfect MI5 (psyops) instigated plot? Designed to cover my hands in blood, because my political - domestic configuration was (otherwise) impenetrable (eg without potentially grave/ exhorbitant political cost to the enemy - eg risking helping me spread my theory)? Until I had finally, effectively launched rev framework (when hopefully would have been too late). As all will agree it is time to die before I start believing this crap. For the bitterest most unpalatable truth is I was defeated by my own stupidity NOT the auld enemy.