So much time has passed since you left us to go take your place with God, There isn't a day that goes by that I do not wish you were here with us. I have some how found the strenght to go on with my life with out you here. I could never put into words how much you are missed, we had so many hopes and dreams for you, now they are but memories from a life time long gone.
I want so much to be able to hold you one last time to be able to tell you I love you and see your face, but if I was ever given that chance it would never be enough, it would leave me wishing for more! I know that you are very happy where you are and your happiness is all I ever wanted for you.I know that you are with people who love you and take care of you, but none of them will ever love you like I do.
I still find myself asking Why me, why my little girl? I take joy in knowing that one day we will betogether again, sometimes it's the only thing I have to keep me going.I fell like I never got the chance to tell you that I love you maybe if I would have said it more you would still be here, but then I have to remind myself that you knew how much I love you I saw it in your eyes when you looked at me that day.I know that God needed you more , but it doesn't help, I am selfish and I want you here we need you here.My sweet Angel Please watch over Daddy and me til we can all betogether again some day.
You will always be here with me in the deepest part of my heart, when you left you took a piece of me with you, Hold on to that until we are in eachother arms again!
I love you Little bear,
Mommy
