He asked me to be his lover....but at some point in time, I'm pretty sure he thought of me as his mother. It was as though he was rebelling against me...like I had in some way done him wrong. He wanted my approval, he wanted my attention, he wanted my affection...but I don't think he wanted me...I don't think I'm his mother anymore....we talk of making love at night...I guess some times it's hard to place someone you care about so much in just one position...he is so many people, so many things, so, so, so,...well, just everything. I don't want to just be his lover, I don't want to be just his friend but if I could be a little of everything...I think both of us would be satisfied.
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