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When you are gone....
I start telling myself what I've always known to be true.
Although I can't say I fully trust myself...
I trust me much more than you.
But when I hear you voice telling me you'll always be mine.
Everything I knew as truth I thow away as fleeting lies.
I know I want to tell you, to scream a you for what you've done...
But the hostility vanishes...
Everything that I once wanted to throw at you turns into sweet cream.
Everything that made me cry, that caused me pain...it doesn't matter anymore.
I have you now. I don't want to waste the time I do have with you fighting.
I'd rather scream at you when your not their.
I'd rather go crazy and pull out all my hair than to ever let you know...
To ever let you know the way I feel...
The way you make me feel...
The way I feel inside when you say things to me.
The way my heart tears and twists further from it's true shape.
I don't want you to feel like that.
Not when you talk to me like this.
It's what you do behind my back that makes me want to kill you.
~~forward~~