I'm sorry, I really am....I wish I could.
I wish I was someone else.
Someone who was really beautiful.
Someone who it'd be easier to love.
Someone who would let you hold them without trying to escape.
It's hard. It's so hard...
When I'm with you while I'm dreaming it's so much easier.
I let you hold me.
I kiss you back.
I mean, I really kiss you back..
Because I want to, not because it woldn't be right not to.
How come I can't express how much I love you the way I know I can?
I guess it's only in dreams...
~~forward~~