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OK__OK, U want a story from Vietnam!! I just woke up with the memories of what I done there, so I guess I'll tell you my freind. I hope this story will show you not all of us were cold blooded killers!!!

�� It happen in the jungles of this far away land, we were fighting a small force of V.C.-- We almost had them, when as usual they disappeared, in a tunnel we think-- with 2 dead & 3 wounded we started to the L. Z. I guess we had walked about a mile, when we came upon a V. C. girl, dressed in her black pajamas & carrying a V. C. rifle there was not doubt she was a V. C. soldier. She was kneeling saying words in her tounge which none of us understood-- have lost friends to her kind. Some of the men wanted to kill her on the spot. One soldier ran to her & stabbed her in the chest-- I pulled him off her & protected her (God, was it not obvious she had surrendered) She was a poisoner & we needed her for information.

I never heard her scream as she lay bleeding & still saying these words, over & over. I thought she must be on drugs never showing fear or pain as I carried this small woman out of that jungle having to put my hands over here mouth to silence her for fear of being discovered-- she never stop saying those words, over & over.

After reaching the L. Z. the officers were delighted we had a prisoner. I asked an officer what she was saying-- he knew the language. I always hear people talk of faith in GOD---ok--I never knew there was such faith until then. She lay bleeding & dying, she kept saying-- "Though I walk in the valley of death I fear no evil for God is with me."




So there Kat you have heard something not many people know. There are more but you have to understand I try to forget these times in my life--the night mare I awoke from just now was of her, I see it as if it happen yesterday... Please God, help me...


SUGA




Other than a spell check and a couple of very minor changes, I did not edit this story, I want to leave it in his very own words.



Memory Nightmares


Graphic scenes etched permanently in my mind
The Terrors, the Struggles, The Horrors of life
The images flooding my rancid dreams
Will the resolution, the peace I ever find
Tormenting visions while I sleep
Blood, sweat, tears, battles of strife
Suddenly rising, the room echos my screams

Please God, Help Me - I pray
You know I don't want to live another day
These ill-forgotten nightmares filling my head
Torturing, digging, biting at my soul
Night after night filling me with fear
Over & over, wishing I were dead
How do I go on, crawl out of this hole
What is the meaning, why am I here



This to You I do say
You are not alone on this day
Nor the weary days to follow
Do not leave Thine heart too hollow
For He is always by your side
From your dreams you cannot hide
Use your strength from deep below
For He will carry you when you are low
They do not exist to make you weak
The answers are with the Lord, you seek

Reach out your arms to mankind
Praise the Lord, let it shine
Through the belief, you find peace
Conquor the nightmares, they will cease
Face the dreams head-on you must
Pick yourself up brush off the dust
Rising up you take a stance
Feel peace and harmony take your chance
Raise your voice, let yourself be heard! Believe in the Lord, pass the word


Let your spirit soar free
As free as the eagle soars above thee
You are here to make your mark
Do not from this life embark
He will come for you when your time is here
Do not cheat those from your life near
Do not change your destiny and fate
Do not leave this world of hate
Just live your life from day to day
Taking the blows that come your way
Live your life, your only choice
Let Him be proud, let Him rejoice!

by: Chello








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