T H A N K  Y O U
I have been waken up by some high profile officials from the field of romance.  I no longer drown in the
water of hatred and love.  Happy?  Extremely!!!!!  I know something about the truth, Dr X. Knowing the
truth may not be the best solution if the result is not important, and if knowing it will not change my universe.  Besides, what you call truth which may appear once, but we all are deceived by the so-called truth.  Not even
a word is able to fittedly describe my feelings now.  Maybe I try this analogy, a hurt bird can fly now.  ^_^, I forget this happy smile.  Now I would always put it on my damn face.  Tomorrow?  Who knows.  There are
too many uncertainties which would occur.  If we call them so, we might not predict them correctly with wise.
So why do we have to care about it?  I don't mean to have no plan for the future, but the result of the current
plan is not a matter to be taken into account.  We may only hold the conditions we got on hands now, and plan our future or just the day after today.  That's it!

If you asked me about my plan, sorry.  It's highly classfied in my X-Files.  I'm not sick.  But if
you want to know, ha, ask me directlty, show me your pass.

The meaning of life is not mystery, but unknown.  That's why I'm working on it.  To find out the true truth behind the screen setup by people.  One way to this place is to study.  Study what other's works, it's what Miss Yan told me.

"If you think a book was no good, then throw it away.  You never ask which book is a good book.  Just read."
While you experience it, the Truth is Out There.  Thanks to this nice saying, ha, a new saying that you should keep it in your X-Files.  I kept it, didn't you?

Damn, I'm just too happy to have dropped some lines here.  Hope you share it with me.

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Although recommendation is not a good move, I still want to recommend a novel written by Jose Saramago.
Note it down please.  The title is Blindness.  It said in the end -
I don't think we did go blind, I think we are blind. 
Blind but seeing.  Blind people who can see, but do not see. 

I have this book (Hardcover).  So I may lend it to you if you are damn interested!.  Very very welcome.
I like to share. (this book only) ^_^.

Remark:  Dr X is one of my best friend.  He knows me, but his identity is still unknown.  Ha!  He likes to be!!  ha ^_^.
               Blindness is a translated book.  



Date:  May 13, 1999
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