Pain

The clock turns, another day.
Depressed I am, my mind doth stray.
Emotions are wild, I keep them at bay.
Though I try to speak, my mouth doth not say.

A world betrayed, thoughts fading to black.
Paths in my head, none lead the right track.
My life is ahead, though motivation I lack,
For the pain is too much, whenever I look back.

The pressures of the past, turmoil I see.
They remain in my mind, forever part of me.
Freedom I seek, I'm on bended knee.
Release me from this, set me free.

Alas, not so. Hurt forever.
The pain within me, leaves me never.
No courage, nor pride, no more liberty.
For again the pain, doth not release thee.

By Ethan