Mom will be nicer
I�ll be so much better, I�ll tell my brother
Oh, I won�t spill the milk at dinner
I�ll be so much better, I�ll do everything right
I�ll be your little girl forever
I�ll go to sleep at night
This is sort of how I feel today. I've been listening to a lot of P!nk lately and she has some great lyrics. The above words are from Family Portrait. And here's some more that I identify with:
Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction, and my socks are never
clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin'
right
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else, yeah
LA told me, "You'll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are."
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me
Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Cuz I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else.
..::April 13, 2003::..
My life is just getting worse. I went over to Erin's again this afternoon and her mom gave me some more things, including her diary. We read parts of each other's diaries sometimes and so today I read hers from cover to cover. Apparently, she didn't just have an accident. She committed suicide. I feel like I could curl up and die now. I had no idea things were that bad for her.
..::April 13, 2003::..
I'm pretty sure my guestbook isn't working.