No school again today. Stupid water line STILL isn't fixed. Which totally sucks because I NEED to talk to Megan. Yes, Megan. If you're reading this, CALL ME!!! I'm at Kyle's apartment and he STILL won't let me use the phone. Anyway, I'm going to be a fairy. Umm...Wait a minute. That didn't come out right. Even though there's no school today, the results of the audition for the school play, A Midsummer Night's Dream, were posted. I'm going to be Titania. Maybe my life doesn't suck so badly after all. That was the part I wanted when I auditioned. I'm also going to be helping Megan with the costumes because she's an art student and got the costume designer job. I just wish I got paid. It looks like my search for a job is going to have to wait until after the play.
..::April 9, 2003::..
Okay....So I was going to try not to do this again...make more than 1 update in a day, I mean. However, I seem to have no way to restrain myself so here I am again with absolutely nothing to say. Oh, yeah. Meg and I talked about costumes this afternoon. And I've got a pretty good idea for mine. The official opening of this site should be soon. So I guess that's good. Otherwise, I have absolutely nothing to say. I'm just going to go on and on and on because I feel like talking and, since this is my site, I can.
..::April 10, 2003::..
I had to fix the date. I had yesterday's date wrong. Something is wrong with ALL of my buttons. Sometimes they load and sometimes they don't. I have no idea what's wrong so if they don't load the first time, push the refresh button. The same goes for the butterfly picture in the corner up there. And I changed my index page. I was sick of that huge butterfly. Butterflies scare me sometimes; the ones with those eye things on their wings.
..::April 10, 2003::..
I am going to kill two of my brothers. Which one of you wants to die first? No, I am NOT adopted.
..::April 11, 2003::..
So, I finished the first two parts of Vampires Don't Like Glitter last night. I think that is what I'm going to call it because I can't think of a better title and that one already fits with a later scene that I already have written. Otherwise, I think that's it. I'll be working on at least one more part of VDLG today, the part where Jason meets the vampire for the first time, and if I'm lucky it's going to be short and I'll have it up here by tonight.
..::April 11, 2003::..
I don't know... Life is so...so...I don't know how to describe it. I have had a very... Well, I'm not sure how to describe today. It was depressing but some parts of it were fun. I wasn't in a good mood when I got up this morning but I really didn't have a reason why not. It just got worse when my grandma wanted to take me shopping for some "suitable" clothes before she went back. I found the greatest pair of pants. They were made out of black stretchy stuff and covered in black sequins and there was a jacket that matched them. She wouldn't buy me that. She bought me a DRESS! And what's worse, it's PINK! I am so not wearing that. I was mad and pissed off and about a hundred other things all at once and I tried not to but I started crying right in the middle of the mall. So then my grandma wanted me to stop and she promised to buy me a Britney Spears CD if I stopped crying. This woman knows nothing about me. I DO NOT wear dresses. I DO NOT wear pink. And I absolutely despise anything to do with Britney Spears. She's a fucking Barbie. So, I'm not going to go into detail but it ended with her promising me that she would buy me a new guitar for my birthday if I would just shut up. Hopefully, she's going to remember. And hopefully it isn't pink. Then we went home and I locked myself in my room until she left. Then I went to Megan's house and my day suddenly got a lot better. WE STARTED MAKING MY WINGS!!! They are going to be beautiful when they're finished. I just wish I could wear them all the time instead of just at the play. It feels good to have wings, like I could just fly away from here any time I wanted to, even though they aren't real. And Megan gave me a wonderful idea. I'm going return the dress my grandma bought me and buy the outfit I want. And I think I'll have enough left over to buy a pair of boots, even though they're practically identical to the five pairs of black boots that I already have. Speaking of shoes, I have 25 pairs of shoes. And most of the time I wander around with no shoes on at all. Isn't that strange? Something else that's strange. My grandma is making me a prom dress! And what, exactly, am I going to do with that? I have no intention of going to the prom. I make it a habit to stay away from those kinds of things and the kinds of people who attend those kinds of things. And before I put myself in a bad mood about that, I'm going to go watch Joe Dirt with Kyle and Jonny. I can think of better ways to spend a Friday night but I guess spending it falling asleep on Kyle's fold-out couch while watching movies with him and Jonny is better than sitting at home listening to my mom bitch at me or babysitting a demon from hell while mom goes out with whatever followed her home last night.