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A thought for a word
Into a riddle it changed
Hesitating to accept
Fearing the warmth
The labyrinths inside
Drawing time
Sending flowery smells
Leading me through


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Silence did creep
Into words so deep
Sorrow
Sadness
Gestures of inspiration
Meaningless devotion
Left alone
Amongst a multitude


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Killing
I need time
Consuming me
King of me
Sleeping
Over here
My mind turned off
Easy prey
As of yet
Seeing through
Serenity


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Thy beauty
Radiates an aura
Of light and
Warmth so
Bright it is
It fills me
With joy and
Happiness
Always when
I'm near oh
If only thee
Would know if
Only I would dare
But now we
Are but strangers
Cassually meeting
Each other
Without words
Eyes crossing
Butterflies
A void where
You were
Making others
Look ugly
Less than you
If only
Only if
Ah fuck it


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Desperate searching
Unbearable waiting
Until sight
Widening eyes
Words of comfort
Burning chest
All for you
Lacking expression
Properly, appropriate
A smile?
Bliss


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Where thoughts wander towards
Leaving solitude far behind
So afraid and full of doubts
Yet filled with
Feeling as if
Even if only to be
Closeby


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Craving a need so frightening
Downwards spiral of despair
This troubled mind hiding
Trying to smother purity
Failing like mostly

Images of warmth
Noises soothing
Casting away fear
Lighting the flame inside
Staying by a breath of life
Ever present
Ever near


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Mere moments apart
Did we not meet
How my missing grows
All consuming
Gnawed by longing
Finding comfort
Within thoughts
Rejuvinated hope
Happiness


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Sounds of warmth
Touches of Joy
Laughter to pain
Enjoying completely
At ease
Intoxicating comfort
Don't wake up


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The horror upon pillows

Bearing a weight so lightly
As by glass so tenderly
Draping as a godess
So divine to caress

How purity drains
Slowly out of sight
Diminishing under might
When sin reigns

Lost innocence
Making no sense
Defiling white
A red so bright

Smelling
Touching
Tasting

Out of control
Following the flow

Into ecstacy


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Mourning
Of red eyes
Knowing
Never again
Surrounded by many
So cold
A smile
Fighting stopped
Struggle ended
Breath of emptiness
Breath of loss
Too much
Fleeing
Lost
Tingling nose
Liquid gleam
Gushing tears
Searching comfort
Finding strength
Despite sorrow
Lessening hurt
By this love
Of mine


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Nothing changed
Everything's different

A gain so wonderfull
A loss so painfull

How solitude could break one
How companionship could build one

To shed a tear
To laugh so loud

Not able to cry
Holding back

Emotions running
Hard to swallow

Crying storms of rain
Deep breath

A loss so painfull
A gain so wonderfull

Everything's different
Nothing changed


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Waiting
Worrying
Until soothing calmness
Sweeping away darkened thought

Engulfing
Overwhelming
An addictive happiness
Together with all it brought

Times of not having sought
When ignorance was bliss
Remembering
Leaving

Fullfilled by being caught
Donning the loneliness
Learning
Growing


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Returning to sadness
By a path unknown
Yet time forces it
To see once more
The sorrow
The misery
The loneliness
The parting
It hurts deep inside
It breaks a soul
Into oceans of tears
Cold solitude engulfing
Freezing
Dying
Waiting
A spark
To ignite the inferno


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A presence near
Smiling down
Feeling without touch
A warmth filling
Beaming happiness
State of bliss

Wanting to be aware
Needing shallow control
Wrestling awake
Shattered dream
Taken for granted
Nightmare came true


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Vibrating air
Into sounds
To be heard
By groups of large
To be ignored
Save by you
Hiding away
Just us


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Why try
All in vain
A worry
A thought
Why try
Explaining
Draining
Tiresome
Why try
Smallest of care
Ignored
Set aside
Why try


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Dissapointed of actions
Beaten down by inactivity
Seeing failures in reflection
Words regretting
Choices not made
Inevitable change
For happiness
Giving in
Collapsing
Craving attention
A mere touch
From one
Such as you


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Pinched eyes
Closing them lightly
Helios gently carresses
Scents of the deep
Drifting ashore
By smooth winds carried
In the distance
Merger of blues
Where my heart does travel
Breathing deeply
Smelling comfort
Crashing waves
Tranquil sounds
Eased worries


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Who are you
Just beyond reach
Just beyond line of sight
Just beyond scent
Am I aware
Why this watching
Fascination
Hope
A spark
Potential of sorts
If only
What to see
What to gain
Most importantly
What to lose
Why
Me
Your silence
Teach me


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A craving did stir deep inside
Hidden away from light
A spark ignited with eager burn
Sensing freedom clinging it whole
Feeling overwhelmed since imprisonment
Running wild fueled by lust in rage
Howls of laughter carried by the wind
Scents of sweet tasting sin
Guided actions through guts and instinct
Satisfied by needing more
Did a craving stir deep inside


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Forgotten words relived
Identical feelings inspired
Slow build up of arousal
Hardly noticed until
Willingly trapped within
Raging desire and lust
Frustration and nerves
Anxiety of waiting time
No more


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To blow a smile into expression
Blooming beauty to beheld true
So close to touch
So warm and filling
Realising what was missing
Saying goodbye so draining
Left weak and crippled
From exhaustion to faint
Embracing memories in salty lakes
Awaiting winter to end


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Chaotic patterns
Into thoughts incoherrent
Into feelings so true
Raised and lifted
Soaring so high
With but a breeze
Breathtaking smile
Not lasting
Crumbling to naught
Pale reflections
Trembling voices
Distance between
Yet a warmth so close
There to keep safe


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Expressions so near
Failing to utter
Misread into fear

As if to be
Unworthy
For thee

Feelings of
Not doing enough

How to say
Words forgotten

In your embrace


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