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I need to flee
Pulled back each time
Nearly free
Tormenting my senses
I am to weak
Not worth it
I but see
Cannot act
Tears to stones
Heavy
No crying
Just dying
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Sirene whispers creeping inside
Defining the essence hidden deep
Adrift a gentle current
Through the suffocating bogs of ignorance
Led to the elysian fields
Forever to roam in happiness
Noticing the dream
Before a final breath
Escapes
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Aside a stream so fast
Clear as crystal
Flowing away
A fascination
Hypnotising unaware
Leaning forward
Yearning taste
Consuming melt
Flowing away
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A small twister of thoughts
Confused by the amount
To have found
Looking away
A tranquility settles
Chaos raging on
Gnawing at roots
How long till the treefall
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So innocent
It started out so innocent
Strife, anger
Drops did come so many
So many I'm drowning
I'm drowning
But I won't ever tell you
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Relief of burdens
Draining essence
Shrugging it off
Yet weakened still
Healing time
Wounds so deep
Carved soul
Broken chains
At long last
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The shining of mine
Extinguished so bright
Taken by emptiness
Left without hope
Reflecting sins
Actions mere thoughts
The reachable untouched
Guilt of void
To sleep a dream
If only
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To shield off evil
Saving rays of lights
Protecting them
In a cradling embrace
Shining bright
Alas cursed shield
For it is darkness
Shadowing the light
Extinguishing nearly
Need to take it away
Into oblivion
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Lifted by a smile
So kind in harmony
Sad to bring a tear
When I need to flee
Though the warmth radiated
Holds so much meaning to me
Yet misled and alienated
I am not free
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Exploding energy
Bursting outward
So much done
So many touched
Ebbing away
Ever slower
Bled dry
Empty husk
Sorrow eyes
Resting sleep
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Cold and abandoned
I hide in a corner
Broken lights reflected
Into the mirror I flee
With my eyes to see
Double the misery
Embracing my waist
Inside empty but pain
Nothing but to collapse
Passing away
Untill new dawn
A more shining day
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Hiding thoughts and feelings
Protecting others from pain
Experiences tormenting
To stop, all in vain
Please find me
Before it's time
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What would I see
Where I to gaze upon an eye
A reflection of me
Of how I am to die
What would I see
Where I to gaze upon the sky
A future to be
Or how fast it would pass by
Would I see
Memories burnt into my mind
If it were to be
That I wouldn't be blind
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The appearance of a smile
Rekindling flames of many
Save my extinguished one
Frozen over by layers of ice
Cold solitude of mine
Hidden
Protected
Reasons lost
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Cold in touch
No matter how warm
A smile, a word
So cold
Confused about desire
Does warmth tempt
Merely an illusion
So confused
Afraid to cry
Tears do freeze
Hurting more then pain
So scared
Hiding from all
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All so empty and meaningless
Like a leaf on a tree
Swept away by a draft
Never to be seen again
Adrift in midair
Carried by the current
Only to rest on landing
Fading away eternity
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Craving greed, selfishness
I wonder why
For I am scared
The mirror true
A lifelong stranger
Emotionless
No feeling to touch
A mere image
To dust
At contact
Not real
Not mine
Ever
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The pain of silent whispers
Never caught by clear sounds
Ever eluding my attention
Left alone in ignorance
Contact avoided beings
So near and cold
Ice poisoning happiness
Fearing solitude evergrowing
Embracing the inner flame
To last the winter
Extinguished
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144
So much kindness
So much warmth
Why this cold
Why this sorrow
Where is mine
When was it lost
How to find
Who to ask
So short lived
Endless solitude
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Having sensed
Irresistable guilt
During flood
During drought
Endlessly
Nameless
Meaning nothing
Ever fresh
Savagery in blood
So sad
Always returning
Giving none save
Emptiness
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No more
Done fleeing
Atop a mountain
Overseeing all
I challenge thee
Come hither
Visible
Roaring thunder
Valleys awaken
Crushed, shattered
Ruling supreme
No fear
No hiding
Right here
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Over the blackened path
Obscured lights far away
In a lifeless body carried
Happiness, glad to be
By silence, sad replaced
Gloomy fog surrounded
And nothing else to see
Adrift by solitude
Deeper into oblivion
If only.. free
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Heavy eyelids
Drowning mood
Fearing morning
Loathing solitude
Embracing tears
Cold of warmth
Trembling thoughts
Crushing me
Slowly
Ending
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If only my shackles would weigh lighter
This place would burn so much brighter
Sparkling reflections of misery
Indulging darkest depravity
Bound
Unreleased
Slowly ebbing away
Remaining void to stay
Embracing
Losing sanity within
Bouncy walls
All white and clean
Bound even more
Laughter
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Spreading wings
After struggles
Finnaly arriving
Yet caught
Between glass
No exit
Thin air
Creeping despair
Love, wisdom
All into
Hate, madness
Lost maze
Final breath