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Grinding heels of palms
Deep into wet caskets
Wiping away visions
Erasing memories
Staining my sight
Sweet blindness
No escape
Tormented shadows
Forever etched
Scratching the carving
Pain without feeling
Meaningless
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152
Sighing a lost breath
Of ignored existence
Of smiles behind glass
Of warmth never owned
Shedding a single tear
For paths not taken
For misery undertaken
For friendship missed
Closing these blind eyes
After seeing mindless acts
After thinking depraved thoughts
After overflowing with sin
Defeaned by whispers a thousandfold
My voices need to stop
Less I crumble
Into mute
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153
Into darkness did the flame travel
Yet it could not experience that which it sought
For darkness always fled it's vicinity
Poor flame got all depressed
It wept a tear and extinguished itself
Finding that which it sought after existence halted
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154
Carressing near touches
Of a dream so real
Almost smelling
Nearly feeling
Clouds of feathers
Drifting away
On pillow of dreams
Never returning
Sweet hope
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155
To reach the sun was his dream
And so did the sapling grow into the largest tree
Pushing away the others
Untill the forest was no more and it stood alone
Still not tall enough it decided to uproot itself and fly to sun
It's leaves carrying it to the sun
But alas
Poor sapling burnt so bright it never touched it's wish
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156
This big cloud of rain
Did hate the ground below
Floating high it did enjoy
But pouring down it's greatest joy
It raged and stormed
Howling with satisfaction
Drowning the earth below
Yet it did not find the torture enough
And squeezed itself to the last drop
With all it's essence touching mud
Frowned upon by the smaller clouds
It wept and cried an ocean
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157
Decending into mandess
Looking up to the sky
Binding walls of scars rising
Near falling down a well
Reaching up high
Avoiding the scars
Curling up before the sky above
Staring
Blue, clouds, wetness to white
To shiver and drown
By tears of my own
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158
Tortured by temption
Images of bliss
Rampid desire
Meaningless lust
To let it all go by
If only a kiss
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159
A small balloon felt so empty
It asked it friends what was to be seen
When turned inside out
Nothing special came a harsh reply
So it went to get filled with water
Asked and turned inside out once more
Only to receive the same answer
Ignoring the wet ground around
It needed much more
Then before
To have something inside
It travelled far and wide
Untill the earth was but a marble
It didn't have yet comsumed
Alas the marble was too big
Poor balloon bursted whole
Nothing did remain
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160
This one day fly
Did live a week
When souls asked why
It did but speak
I couldn't tell time
Now isn't that neat?
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161
Halls of illusions
Of mirrors so high
Reflecting worlds
Reality sublime
Swinging bats
Catching shards
Naked and bare
Ripped flesh
Torn apart
Bleeding dry
Hollow husk
To dust
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Tormenting myself by images of utopia
How nice to see the illusion shattered
By merely opening one's eyes and look
At the putrid bogs of a forsaken reality
How the mind did burst into parts
After a lucid moment of perfection
Knowing the overwhelming fall from grace
Into a damp pit of maddening existence
Here do I rest
Gazing silently
Through my eyes
Chaos incarnate
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To give all
To the greedy
To give compliments
To the vain
How can I be
How to fit in
How to behave
When I do not want
When I do not need
Though I yearn so much
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164
Night crept in so slowly
Darkness covered the land
Earth rained down upon me
Swallowed into dry sand
To breath
To see
To hear
To be
Trapped inside a caring womb
As time did pass ages on
The dying yearning so strong
A final resting tomb
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165
Anticipating
Pointless waiting
Into the nightsky
Do I fly
Overseeing
Every being
Hoping the night
Covers my flight
Away from here
To anywhere
Did I ever witness might
Of the marvel bright daylight
Before I went truly blind
With my searching I did find
A glorious display
Of a truly happy day
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166
To be blind within the tempest
Lost by countless streams and directions
How blyss total frustration can become
Blind
Deaf
Without touch
Heavy feelings
Drunk wandering
Unaware aimless
To rest
Memory lost
Starting anew
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167
A hord of a many empty shell
Running rampid around a tree
Through tremors nearly fell
Uprooted time still to be
Ravaging, gnawing claws
Standing tall and perfect still
Hiding deepest inner flaws
Barely keeping an own will
Tormenting currents of invisible air
Pushed and pulled by hands not to see
Yearning for silence held so dear
Only to curl up inside and flee
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168
Moonlight sky
Dark and cold
Serene tranquility
Beauty to behold
Murky depths
Reaching outward
Scared but eager
Slow yet driven
Shattered as by lightning
A rage sprung forth
Given no protection
Failure to redeem
A loss
Ashamed
Alone
Unworthy
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169
How words can sooth
Existence lost all it's use
Filled with grief
Not yet unleashed
Wandering a path securely
Always guided
Protected
Hidden from dreary reality
Looking down at the valey
A maze of decisions
No guiding visions
Crossing the labyrinth easily
Waiting
Crumbling
Untill the lightswitch
An armlength away
Curled up
Watching
Bound to be switched on
Hopefully..by someone
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170
Out of place
Overlooking landscape
Filled by a concrete face
Riddled lack of escape
To be an eagle and fly
Searing through this wintersky
Looking down at time passing by
Words so empty
Thoughts so void
Ever onward
Untill I die
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Like thoughts
So fragile
So shortlived
So innocent
Starting out so innocent
Strife, anger
Drops did come
So many
They are drowning me
I'm drowning
But I won't ever tell you
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There were these two pebbles
Surrounded by millions of cousins
High as mountains touching the sky
The two wanted to do the same
So they decided to fly off
Roaring through the sky
Experiencing more then they could dream
Overwhelmed by joy and happiness
When they met a group of ducks
Who told them only feathers could make one fly
Overwhelmed by logic one pebble fell
Into an ocean and sunk to the bottom
Laying there talking with fish
Still happy with the new view
The other pebble ignored quacks
Flying even higher
Earth didn't feel her land yet
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173
Incomplete soul
Full of gaps
Forming a puzzle
Fitting onto another
Yet every day
It crumbles a bit more
Untill nothing remains
Untill another piece
Lost
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174
A mark on white
On itself so little
Amongst others so true
Shattering worlds
Remaining small
And even nothing
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175
Mere moments before the impact
Years lasting instances
Passing by on the way down
Only to be forgetten
Endless realm of the abyss
Making me at home
Sensing nothing
So cold
Useless
Careless
Kissing farewell