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101
Bound to sights
Feeling essence flow
Gone into nothingness
Tearing down sanity
Eyes
Watching
Staring
Questioning
ME
Donning the hide of inactivity
Wandering a place of many
A feeling
A sight
Truth
Thinking, losing that
Puzzled and confused
Confirmation ungiven
Sneaking into me
A time less ordinary
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102
Claiming what little I had
Sanity lost
A desire uncontrolable
How to express
What silence did capture me
In awe
In the shadow
Behold
Perfection awoken
Stipping whole
Left dazed
A mere word
Volumes spoken
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103
A dream
Near reality
I fall a flight
Merely caressing my eyes
A fading memory so strong
Gone still worshipping
Endlessly
Only I
Flying on wings
Yours to give
Ours to have
Unity
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104
As divine a thing can be
Flaws meant to see
For if it were such heavenly made
On this rotten earth it would fade
Untangible
Untouched
Yet here poured into flesh
A sight, a smell so fresh
Flawed but near perfect mold
So in an embrace to hold
Waiting a moment longer
Bonding even stronger
So it may last an eternity
As it was meant to be
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105
Drifting on an ocean of doubt
Towards an island of hope
Alone amidst it splendour
Craving for more then mere hope
Wings to fly away
To the sky and clouds above
So that it may rest
Endlessly
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106
Breathing down upon me
A warmth of safety
Embracing me with it's glory
Alone amidst many
Blessed
Touched
Draw me near
Out of this fear
Enlightenment
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107
A smell in the air
All around me
Luring
A moment of sights
Passing by
All went silent inside
Staring
Emotions rushing
Towards her
Near her
Out of reach
Too late
Too much
Crushed
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108
Sunk into the essence
An ocean of thoughts
Memories gathered
Or are those but thoughts
Experiences, sounds, smells
Collected by randomness
Taken from others
Claimed my own
Delusional existence
Lingering
Forgotten
Ignored
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109
Adrift a gentle touch
Captivated by warmth
Realising solitude
And it's freezing grasp
Slowly enwrapping me
Vision is last to fade
Into darkness I'm embraced
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110
Swept away on a wind of boredom
Seering slowly solely
The silent marshes passing me by
Unseen eyes following my moves
Deeper I am taken into origin
Where the dusk never ends
I feel as if shedding a tear
But I can not
Will not
Ever
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111
Innocent words uttered
Held against me
Twisting views
All the wrong reasons
And here I am
Alone once more
Facing the mountain
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112
Tempted by curiousity
Scuttling to the edge
Familiar solitude and darkness
Traded for the light others radiate
Overwhelming brightness
Trying to see clear
I remain at that edge
Bathing in their light
Knowing I never can
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113
A hidden tear inside of me
Did grow into a puddle
Unoticed claiming thoughts
Actions unhindered
A hidden tear inside me
Did grow into a lake
I felt something
Didn't know how to act
A hidden tear inside me
Did grow into an ocean
At last
Drowning
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114
Wandering through a labyrinth
Recuring memories and desires
Warm voices travel along
Yet the shell does not feel
A paining absence
Deafening too much warmth
Left shivering in solitude
Kept by internal kindling
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115
Wave after wave
Tries to crush my shore
Yet it is strong
Even when it's weak
Keeping dry
Knowing calmer times will come
Enjoying the sunset
To pass the time waiting
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116
And yet again
My thoughts adrift
Washing ashore on the isle
Which is you
Shifting between the worlds
Of reality, harsch and horrific
And fantasy, wonderfull and pretty
All I aspire
I cannot reach in life
For I do not dare
So I am doomed to live
In fantasy near you
Until my shame disappears
And we will meet in reality
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117
It did kindle for so long
Exploded into a raging inferno
Guided
Controlled
Led to the freezing plains of solitude
Where the chaos did freeze
Mere twitches away
Shattered by the slightest touch
Only a mere spark remained
Mourning
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118
Walking down the street
Around me cold, tall buildings, so clean and neat
Listening to the noise, sound made in the past
Kittens purred but their youth did not last
Memories of what all was left behind
As I'm walking the sound weakens and fades away
Nothing but silence, the noise of a different kind
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119
Don't pay attention any more
Remember only those who you knew before
Enter that circle where your friends already are
Abandon those foolish thoughts of spontane reactions too
May your friends never do the same to you
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120
Walking down the street
lightly through the air
I see a junky I see them
everywhere
I notice a bike
I see you
(chorus:)
I looked at you into your eyes
You looked at me through my eyes
Into my soul into my memories
You took a few, including yours
But mine is still to keep
That moment of happiness
That moment I fell in love with you
Moving along
into the night
Runaway car
darkness, blinding light
I see a shape
I see you
(chorus)
I looked at you
you looked at me
I looked at you
you looked at me
you looked at me (*10, fading away, nifty rif)
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121
These things in darkness
I can see they are
Not meant to be
Disturbing the whole
Silence in the dark
Deafening sounds that are
My thoughts
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122
In the distance
A moment
A sight of
But a shade
And although the distance and
The little time
A spark
No malign energy
More attrective
In the dark
Where I lost sight
But gained so much more
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123
Resting atop a peak
Surveying the endless valley
Covered by mountains of despair
Pondering the right path
Abundance in choices
Yet I remain resting
Looking
Motionless
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124
Hooked up and good to go
Energy waves past me
Into lights of black
Freezing winds of the void
Catapulted away from tranquility
Into chaotic blood and flesh
On fields of the dead
I survive
I will
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125
The creeping shadow of a thought
Hiding outside my view
Blending with memories
Elusive escape
Into dreams not remembered
I forget
Slowly
An ecstacy