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No reason given
Random incident
And yet
So much sadness
Climbing out the well
Untill it reached
Deafening sounds
Tears where there were none
Too many reasons
Forgotten
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177
Tears in words
Dry as ash
Raining down
From a source
Infinite and unkown
Surfacing
A gesture
Almost felt a touch
Before drowning
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How sad cold must be
All shunning
Hiding inside
Never seeing
Even the smallest flower
In all it's glory
Never to touch
A deadly mistake
Always alone
Even by itself
No warmth to find
So sad
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Did I tell you
How sorry I am
To hurt with truth
Did I tell you
How sad I am
Alone again
Did I tell you
How much I miss
Intimacy in words
Would you understand my selfishness
When offered the same chance
Hurting you again in the end
No
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All I got
Is worthless
All I had
Was just for you
Could something so much
Mean so little after all
Or perhaps
I must fool myself
Finding comfort lost
In lies to hide
To be hurt
Or was I?
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Confiding strangers
Faceless silence
Safe confession
Feelings of trust
Opening up
Stabbed harder
Hurting more
Crawling inside
Never again
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A word so true and kind
Started as thought in mind
As days go by it does seem
Less and less they do mean
So cold seeming not to feel
Knowing they are not real
Merely being polite
Seeing a smile on sight
The worth I do not feel
Nothing seems real
Detached emotionless
All left meaningless
No connection in reality
Fleeing into fake safety
So sad
Could not
Should not
Must not
Be bad
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Seeing with hands to shape
Hearing distant thoughts
Allowing them closing in
Letting it grow
Letting purity drown
Offering no remorse
Without Pitty
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184
So close
It was hidden
Warm kindness
Overlooked
Ignored
Lacking insight
Shutting it out
Keeping cold
Blinded
So close
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185
When your beauty
Is the only light
My darkness can bear
When a single voice
Amongst roaring machines
Is all I hear
When I can follow your scent
Through the bog of civilisation
With the greatest of ease
When I can feel
If only with a memory
So detailed and lively
Then may I find myself
Obsessed
Heed my words and hide
For I won't be myself
Mere urges
Primal guidance
Run away
Flee
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Behind sight
Replaced by memory
Still seeing you
Hearing you
Every curve
So alive
So far away
Left alone
When crumbled
Into reality
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187
Even the sun
Cannot melt
How frozen
A state
I did leave
Your heart behind
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188
A single tear gliding, looks turned away
Outside, where kids play
Seeing life teeming
While the loss inside is my only feeling
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189
Never before
Ever
A friend
Kindred spirit
So alike
So near
Yet
Nothing more
A connection
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190
Distant figure
Slight breeze
Carrying scent
Dormancy at an end
I rise
Towering above flesh
Above forests
Beneath Darkness
Moving towards
Guiding temptation
Fastforward over the land
So near
Widened eyes
Tasting air
Sensing fear
Run
Run away
So much sweeter
So much
Holding back
Not yet
A tear
A scream
Silence returns
Satisfied
Untill next I rise
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191
Words carrying memories
Whispering into dreams
Alluring and safe
Close to addiction
State of thought
Beaten
Molested
Abused shell
A hidden flower
Safe inside
Blooming
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192
Through murky eyes
Hands covered in red
No recollection
Of actions
Vision broadens
Behind covered claws
Recognising curves
Mutilated, spoiled
Blame
Fear
Nerves tilting
Running away
Failing at
Fleeing from
Hiding from
Myself
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193
Hope rising
Anticipating too much
Full of joy searching
Desperate perhaps overlooking
Sadness after lacking
Lost through solitude
Needing warmth
Sweetness filling
Melodies playing
Shapes molding
Satisfied landscape
Where water touches land
Dreams to an end
Drifting back
Slumber
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Familiar sounds outside
Needing to answer
Through the illlit corridor
Into the light of day
Stinging brightness
Looking at shadows
Springing forth from light
A sting
Feeling it glow inside
Oblivion
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195
Dashing through land
Hollow ridden eyes
Rapid movement
Fast heartbeat
Heavy breaths
Leaving behind trails
Through covered bogs
Can not rest
For the howls are near
Can not fall
They will eat
When the shivers stop
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196
Feel what wonders escape notion
And into bliss no doubt one falls
Stripped of all sorrow and torment
Lightly adrift on one of many warm breeze
Gliding fingers carressing a small pool
Away with dreary thoughts
For now
Untill the thunder behind
Catches up and covers all
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Anticipation, waiting time
Nerves so many
Drowned by uncertainty
Stranded by sight
A scent sublime
A touch relief
A smile divine
Locked embrace
Fragment of eternity
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198
Shapes recognised
Yet covered
By innocence
By purity
Hiding within
Mere filth
Decieved
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199
A taste of drought
Surrounded by oceans
Ever tempting
Wave after wave
Breaking down
A last defence
Before torment
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Amongst the numerous waves of sound
Beneath a shallow husk silence is bound
Crashing waves repeat into
Silenced by the void of mute
Carried wisdom fails to reach
Lonely souls denying each
What little rest is left
For silence made them deaf