Even now Even now, when there's someone else who cares When there's someone home Who's waiting just for me, even now I think about you as I'm climbin' up the stairs And I wonder what you do so she won't see Then even now, when I know it wasn't right And I found a better life then what we had, even now I wake up and cryin' in the middle of the night And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad Even now, when I have come so far I wonder where you are I wonder why it's still so hard without you Even now when I come shining thru' I swear I think of you And how I wish, you knew, even now Even now, when I never hear your name And the world had changed so much Since you've been gone, even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same And this pain inside of me goes on and on Even now Even now, when I have come so far I wonder where you are I wonder why it's still so hard without you Even now when I come shining thru' I swear I think of you And god I wish you knew, somehow Even now