Pleast take into account that this was written as a huge slurred group of words and that often it makes no sense unless you know what I'm talking about, which you hopefully don't. I would advise you not to read this at all. If you think you know what it's about, I don't care because you'll never understand this. It has no ryhme scheme...no structure....just words...
Words
Can't you see this flame burning inside?
Can't you feel all the hate I try to hide?
You point your finger to the cross
To remind me of some loss
Like that's always the answer
Destroyed by the raging cancer
My heart cries out to you
But what could you do?
NOT A GODD*MN THING!
GET THE F*CK AWAY FROM ME!
I'M SO SICK OF THIS SH*T!!!
You're so f*cking wrong
It's been that way for far too long
I'm sorry it has to be like this
But I'm sick and tired of all this bullsh*t
The lies and the hiding
The cries and confiding
Can't you just take it all away, God?
God?! God!?
Don't you hear my pleas!
I'm on my knees!
Please, please!
I stand before you all
With my back against the wall
Don't try to catch me when I fall
Just let me hit the ground and die
Just let me have what I want this time
I'm not sorry for a f*cking thing
NOT A GODD*MN THING!
GET THE F*CK AWAY FROM ME!
I'M SO SICK OF THIS SH*T!!!
A chilled feeling engulfs
The only thing I hold true
Taken away, I did all for you
I loved you, I hated you
I wanted you
I threw you away today
You could never know
I could never show
You've taken so much
D*mn my life
It was all for nothing
A hunger for something
A thing I'll never have
What else can I do?
I can only say one thing....