What Have I Done?

All the pain I try to hide
From everyone
It's such a lie
In no one I can confide
Can't force myself to believe
It's all alright
I shouldn't do this to myself
My faith I shouldn't second guess

That never was the case
I pushed everyone away
I lost my faith today
Let all the feelings fade
I lost myself again
Lost you too, my friend
Searching for some end
Look at all I've did

Look at what I've done
Destroyed all that I loved
Alone again as one
Falling faster now
Quicker on my way down
Will I ever hit the ground
If no one is there to hear me
Will I make a sound?