The Only Real Smile

Slit my throat on your hair 
Tempting whispers, always there
On the tip of my tongue
Living off of your iron lung
Slashed my wrists on your smile
Painful you, all worthwhile
I live in this state
Clenching jaws, they will masticate
So the angels sing
For a huge nothing?
And we dance in the air
They would think that I didn't care
With every breath you breathe
Pull it inside of me
Circulate in my cold world
Choking on your every word
You never lost that glimmer
Your shine never went to a dimmer
shade, your eyes just suck me down
I'm afraid that I might drown
And never reach the surface
I don't want to leave this
The words I taste from you
Precious heart, honest and true
Though I hid it all the while
I held within, my only real smile