| My Words |
| I know I'm a hater against this race For when I look in the mirror I see a whole disgrace I know this world is a crazy place We have two sexes and they aren't all straight We think were prefect we stand up tall We are the discimators and the destroyers of earth What is life a game to you? Sex, drugs and love yeah true So stuff this place Stuff your race Stuff all of you And your ugly face 19/12/02 |
| Traced be hide of betray Trying to be just you Seeing yourself in anger and trying to let go Fear of a lost battle of others Lost in a world so fragile It's you alone that creates your life Don't fear a fight Cause With in our hearts We know the things that you can tell With in the eyes of ours We see what you can see With in the land we stand Lies all deep beneath The world of unknown 2002 |
| Moment are always buried deep with in, Thoughts of walls blocking paths Using all my strength I'll tear them out All the rigdes and stare at them till I see what yet I had Endless needs Cherished love ones living in my heart forever till I am torn apart Counting events running past my mind Tears I'll cry will be dried As well be all my deep moments and old short cuts To be whom I choose to be Will be my choice of accomplishment But the choice will be my change for life my dangerous pin pointed stops Forever in my heart and soul I'll always keep breaking these endless blocking road Cause I am who I am And shall never give up 2002 |
| In this world this fragile place you will seek the love it takes 9/10/02 |
| Reality crises Buried Right on the surface Hit me like rain Feeling all crap How could reality be so painful And yet Bring so much joy at the same time? 4/1/03 |
| Before I go to sleep I gaze up at the stars But it's not the stars that I see But it is the way that I feel I feel the need for someone That once was given to me I wake up everyday trying To stop thinking of you I keep my self-occupied To forget about you I say to everyone that I'm over you But in my mind it's always true I can't do anything cause I'm not over you I feel like I'm lost in a world so deep I smell what I smelt when you once were here I taste the food that was once given to me I hear your voice But only in my dreams I swear to god I'm missing you If words could ever express the way I feel 2002 |
| Courage's minds of that we have Bought up a life of everybody And so they say we all different But who are they They are we So another suggestion pops along side Rejected and spread a distances But not quite known wide Millions of minds how many answers? 9:38am 15/2/03 |
| As nature shares it's beauty with Earth The broken pieces take over the world If ever there were an answer correct How would life have its effect As one creates life another shall die For what certainty is to be believed 2003 |
| A mimic trade which not complete The mind of fools together trying to beat No journey cherished just a end quick moment For that one split second that goal was completed To conquer is to be completed To be completed is to know you are complete 2/3/03 |
| I'm bored so i'm writing this its about 4:40am and i've been awake ever since 4 in the morning bored shitlist wide awake from fanta trying to get sleep but its just not working i'm missing everyone around me but it just seems to not work out fuck today is a crazy place the rooms a mess like it always is the world spinning like it always does but i here am awake so let those eyes of mine rest as well my body cause i am unable to think unable to do anything 100% focused lord let me sleep cause i got school today LOL 17/3/03 |
| How dare you say that I am stupid How dare you say you are smart When we aready know that we are the same We are both human And thats what you don't understand Because you and I are against each other I don't like you and you don't like me So we ask for peace Which of course will never come When no compromise is ever met But here we say that we agree anyway How stupid can this get The tables are turning over and over Then all a sudden we both look Its broken Broken in many pieces and we both see it and we both die 9.20pm 7th of April 2003 |
| When your lying and your drying up inside Think heavely about your soul Think who you want to be and become that Cause You will succeed Trust in me Trust in yourself Believe that everything is possible =) 11:30am 9/4/03 |
| Your Mind is like a library your memories are sorted out like one too So when you want to reach out for any books just know you can Create a new journy anytime or just add on to what you aready got until you want it to end. Your mind Your game Anytime. 12:09 9/4/03 |
| Across a mile were I see earth I lie around the edge The edge of an ocean of an unknown place. Lying there looking lost Lying there trying to figure out what on earth is wrong? Where am I? How come no one see's me. Can this be true? I'm really alone? Or is this what is really reality? Everyone combining as one but really stuck within. So is that why we try to find ourselves that somebody else? Or sometimes just live on our own wondering to ourselves? 10:46pm Saturday 19th of April |