Like dreamers do
Chapter Four
The next day when I entered the kitchen Jim hugged me directly.
-Im so happy for you two! He said.
I looked over at Paul who smiled.
-He couldn't keep his mouth shut. He's to happy! It's better for him that he bloody treats you right or else----
-Shut yeh gob Mike! Paul said and smiled. He pulled me down to his lap and kissed me.
-Have you found any flat yet? Mike asked.
-Mike! We found out just yesterday!
Mike laughed.
-So? You're very quick to make things happen! Mike said and pointed at my stomach.
-Mike!
But as soon as Paul looked at my stomach he got that soft look.
-Paul? Are you OK? I asked him.
-Uh, yeah sure. Im gonna look for an apartment for us two..
I smiled and kissed him.
-I love you, he said.
-Ohhhhh I love you too! Mike said and pretended to whipe a tear away.
-Oh shut up you! Paul said and laughed.
-I love you too Paul, I said and he kissed me softly.
One day when Paul come home from The Cavern, he found me in his bedroom and I was crying.
-Luv? What is it? Sumthin' wrong?
I kept on crying. He pulled me into his arms, like he use to do.
-Luv, talk to me! Im worried!
-Im not pregnant!
-What? Did you lie to me? I should 'ave understand! Out!
He was so angry I was scared!
-No Paul you don't---------
-What? I don't understand? Out of here! I don't wanna hear a bloody thing from you! OUT!
I packed my things quickly and left.
I didn't know what to do.
-Ello' luv. Why are you crying?
-Oh George! Something terrible has happened!
-What?
-Can I come in?
-Yeah sure!
When we got upstairs to his room I broke down.
-Paul kicked me out!
-Why? Why did he do that?
-I tried to tell him that I had a misscarriage... But I didn't get a chance!! He thought I lied 'bout the pregnancy! Oh George, I don't know what to do!! I have nowhere to go! I don't know anybody here!!
-You can stay here until Paul takes you back!
-I don't think he's gonna do that... But can I stay here until I can afford a ticket back home?
-Yeah sure... You can take my bed and I sleep on our couch.
-No no no, please stay here with me...
-You mean we're gonna share bed?
-It's much warmer then. Please?
-Alright....
That night I fell asleep in Georges arms.
The next day I got a job as a secretary at some office.
It wasn't that bad......
A week later I went to the Cavern with George.
-Ello'! Look who I brought!
Everybody cheered when they saw me.
Paul didn't even look at me. I felt the tears.
-Excuse me I need to get some air.
I ran outside, to some alley and started to cry.
A few minutes later George came outside.
-How are you feeling?
-It's so hard to facing him.. He won't even look at me...
-I got money to the ticket. Im leaving the first thing tomorrow...
-Oh.. I'll miss you.
-Yeah I'll miss you too! But I promise I write and call you!
-Good.
We hugged eachother.
-I better get home to you and get my bags. Im sleeping at the airport.
-What? You can't do that!
-Sure I can... I love you George. You're a great friend!
-I love you too! Bye!
-Bye! Say bye to the others from me. But don't say where Im sleeping. Just say Im going home tomorrow...
-I will!
-Tell John & Pete that I love them... And tell Paul that I love him with all my heart.
-I will, take care!
-You too!
-Bye!
-Bye!
The next day when I waited for the plane to come, I saw someone I recognize...
He came running towards me and I could see his tears.
-Don't leave me! I need you! I love you and Im sorry I kicked you out! I love you so much!
He gathered me in his arms and just held me as we both cried our hearts out.
-Please don't leave me!
-I have to... I can't stay here! I need to go back...
-George told me what had really happened! Im sorry I didn't let you talk!
-That's why Im leaving. We had a life together, just three months after we met.. We were going to have a baby and move in together... And you didn't even let me talk and explain myself. That isn't a good relationship...
-Oh god luv, Im sorry! What do you want me to do?!?
-Just let me go...
-I can't! I bloody need you!
-No you don't... You just say so cause you're scared.. Scared that you won't find anyone else. But believe me, you will. You're cute and kind... I need to go now.. The plane is coming... Just promise me, that you won't be together with anybody else until I get back... Bye, I love you!
-I promise! But don't leave me!
-Bye Paul!
I picked up my bags and left to get to the plane.
Wanna go on to the next chapter? Or do you wanna go back home Jojo?