Cage
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impatient the masochist's blood runs in my veins I wait for you, the sadist
if I can do it with a poisonous kiss
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shibire o kirashiteru boku wa mazo no chi o hiki sado no kimi o matsu
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because of sorrow I cannot see virtue you are the last mother
the memory buried so that you won't realise the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me is burned into my memory
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dekireba doku no baiser de
hitan yueni mitoku miezu kimi wa saigo no mama de
kioku umete kizukarenu you ni saisho no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
saisho de saigo no rikaisha yakitsukete
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see me resisting strongly and then kindly forcing a decision
I can never tell you
the creaking sound of leather hurts me let's make the wound even deeper
you, deeply jealous are you always so cold-hearted?
even now I don't want to forget the abuse of my childhood
why don't I have a mother? tell me...
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iyagaru boku o mite tsuyoku soshite yasashiku muriyari no ketsudan
keshite kimi ni wa yuenai
kawa no kishimu oto ga itai kizu o fukamete yukou
shitto fukai kimi wa itsudemo reiketsu na no?
osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne imademo wasurezu ni itai
naze mama wa inai no oshiete yo
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someday I'll realise kindness inside the mother*-like "cradle"...
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itsuka wa yasashisa ni kizuite haha naru "yurikago" no naka de
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because of anguish I cannot see before me my last mother
at least, so that you won't realise the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me is destroyed
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hitsuu yueni mae ga miezu boku no saigo no mama de
semete kimi ni kizukarenu you ni saisho no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
saisho de saigo no rikaisha kowashita
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were you too kind to me? the reflection of a trauma from long ago
I destroyed you, the last one am I a sadist?
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boku ni wa yasashisugita no kanaa? mukashi no torauma o utsushi
saigo no kimi made kowashita boku wa sado?
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