Entry Forty-Two -

Creativity Spurs From Exhaustion

 

Well, between yesterday's total of 8 hours of math (which is what it totaled up to), and the last few days in the weight room, I am mentally and physically exhausted. My mind is so full of formulas and numbers that I feel like stuffing my face in my pillow and escaping away from it all to a land far far away. I can't do that though. It's not like me to do that - I hate to run away from things.

I got home today and luckily still remembered the piano song that I came up with on the bus this morning. It's the last part of my first complete song called (ask me in person if you care). It's got one tempo change, which makes it interesting for both the player and the listener, not to mention the fact that it's an overall pretty song.

I decided not to lift weights this afternoon. Originally, I was going to lift, but I decided that it wasn't worth putting myself through it considering I haven't been feeling well today. I'm just over-tired, and need to get some rest.

I just finished reading 50 pages in AQWF, which means I'm almost done with it. I will be by tonight.

I'm hungry . . . we've been having dinner at 7:30 lately, and I guess I've been expending a lot more energy than usual at the weight room, so I've been a lot hungrier. I'm going to go get some munchies . . . unless my mom says I have to wait for dinner.

My mom was thoughtful enough to buy me my favorite gum - Polar Ice (Extra brand), so I've had something to gnaw on lately when I've felt like it. Only sad part of it all is that I bit my cheek earlier and caused myself a good deal of pain, and ruined a good stick of gum.

I got a 65 out of 95 on my math test, but it was scored out of 80 instead of 65 because so many people did so poorly. This means that I got a lot better than I had expected. In the words of my family - I tried my best, and I passed. Just so long as I don't "fail", I think they're happy. Actually they'd be happy either way, just so long as I tried to the best of my ability, which is what I do with everything, which is exactly why I am so tired right now.

It is time to rest.

Take care my friends.

 

 

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