A roaring silence
pounding in my thoughts-
trying to find that one idea-
the one that left me empty, that makes me feel so lost.
Misplaced words flowing randomly through my mind-
this cloud of darkness, full of pain, insisting to hover;
waiting so impatiently for peace to come to me-
I crawl inside myself just to find some cover.
Will it be like this forever?
lost, not wanting to care?
Looking from the inside out-
watching silent to the falling of this blood stained tear.

Denise