I’m 70
years young
At last a
real chance to post without the librarian looking over my shoulder. I feel
like a newbie so will start with an introduction. I’m 70 years young and
like many of you came to know Michael through PBS. Six months ago I was
in a deep dark place, a hole so deep I thought I would never get out. There
was so much pain - physical, emotional and spiritual - that I was sure
that I would die there. I watched LOTD and thrilled to the dancing but
it made me sad to think that I would never dance again. Then came "The
Making of LOTD" and Michael’s words about not letting pain stop you. It
was as if he stepped out of the TV set, stood next to me and said, "This
means you, angel girl". He reached down and lifted me up out of that black
hole right over his head and 
then
lowered me back to the floor. That began the journey back into life - a
life of joy and love and light. It's 15 live shows later and many wonderful
Michael moments to cherish. Most of all I cherish the friendships made
through the VB and at the shows. It's a happy cloud that has been following
me around and it isn't going away. Michael's spirit holds me all the time
and the warmth of his angel's glow settles around me, protecting me from
the pain. It truly is a miracle that I thank the Infinite Intelligence
for every day. Michael is my friend, my teacher, my gentle, strong protector
and the source of joy and love to all who want to open up to receive his
gifts. Special hugs to Janis N., Connie, Kathleen, and all those I met
in Cleveland and San Antonio. Heaps of love to all of the dancers and crew
and musicians and all of the great people that are part of LOTD. Special
thoughts of thanks to Karl and Emma. Very special thoughts of Derry Ann
who gave me my tiny guardian angel that watches over me. And as for my
dear Michael - there are no words to say Thank You so I live my life fully
and joyfully and follow my dreams to honour you. Bless each and every one
of the members of the Royal Kingdom of Flatleyland.
Jean
Kaidy Keeper of the Royal Glow 152.180.103.147
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Wednesday, October 22, 1997 at 11:03:03 (PDT)
