Lost

Lost

Lost

You,

You don't know what I've been through.

I've been through so much,

And now I get more.

I've been through suffering,

Teasing and scorn.

I've lost a loved one,

I've lost my home.

My friends,

And my world.

I lost a perfect world.

A world of wonders,

A world of friends.

Of best friends.

I've lost too much,

But I gain much more.

My good world held no teasing,

My world now?

Too much.

My good world held friends.

My new world,

Not enough.

After I left my world for this,

I lost my brother,

To heavenly bliss.

I've lost my teachers,

My school,

My friends.

But I try,

And I try again.

Each day I go through,

It's all the same,

Wake-up thinking,

Today's my day.

I go to sleep thinking,

Maybe tomorrow,

I'll get my way...

Maybe I'll make a friend.

Maybe I'll find myself.

Maybe...

Oh, maybe

Just maybe...

My life will return,

To the good,

Not the bad.

Maybe I'll get my old life back.

But �til then,

I'll take my days,

Just step by step.

And I'll make it through,

All my days...

Until I no longer have to worry,

About the next.

Elisabeth A. Gildenzoph

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