Love to sorrow,
Is that how it always goes?
For some reason,
I would like to know.
The love I had then,
The pain I feel now
I'll fix it someday,
But I need to know how.
The love I have lost
The pain I have found,
The trust I don't want
I won't pass my heart around.
For it's fragile,
And broken.
You did it, you see.
You took my heart whole,
And gave it back, broken, to me.
I can't trust anymore,
Not for a while at least.
I don't want more pain like this,
Does that make sense?
You gave me no warning,
And went about it in a childish way.
I don't care anymore,
There's nothing you can say.
For you may think you've weakened me,
But you're wrong.
You've made me realize,
You've made me strong.
I'm glad we had what we did,
It was special to me.
I hope in some way,
You feel the same, too.
I know it's the distance,
Keeping us apart,
I hope you still love me,
Somewhere deep in your heart.
Fate has it's ways,
To show you what's right.
Obviously "us" wasn't meant to be.
I see this now, and it's all right with me.
I loved you,
I still do,
I hope, with all my heart.
Somewhere deep down,
I hope you love me too...
Elisabeth A. Gildenzoph