StReAm oF CoNsCiOuSnEss
Assumptions and first appearances are everything, and I personally agree with that. When you first meet a person, how they act is something that they will remember and you tend to assume everything about them. Well I love people that do that with me, because I get to toss right back in their freaking face and laugh at them. I love it when people try to figure me out, like they can read me like some sort of book. They think because they know me for two minuets, or they way I act, totally describes how I am. This has occurred a good amount of times to me, mainly with people my own age, that’s when I love it the most. I come off as a carefree social person with some sort of social life; but then you look at my schedule and you think I am a nerd. And I love hanging out with people and hearing how their assumptions of me. Like for example this one time when I was with a bunch of people and I said I need to go back to my research class this one girl goes, "you’re in research, I thought like only the smartest people in the grade where in research." Personally I love to hear those comments. I love to come off as a misleading person, and I hate it when a person thinks they know me and can read me like a book, because no one can. Just because of the people I might be with or the way I act most of the time makes people think that I am not smart at all. So I admire the fact that they attempt to figure me out but then they are faced with the hard truth. That someone who they think is so much more incompetent than them is really the one that is smarter than them. Or this other time when my one of my teachers made fun of me because she thought I wasn’t taken advantage of school at all. She thought I was the type of person that didn’t care about anything, and I love it when people think I am stupider than I really am. It is a great thing to appear much less intelligent than you really are; because while the person is striving to figure you out you are one that is really toying with them. On the other hand it also pisses the crap out of me, I mean it really does. I mean when a person doesn’t believe me or is unable to handle the fact that the person that is goofing around in their class is really the one that is pulling the higher grade, or the one that is sleeping during class is the kid that is having a high GPA than him. Those facts depict myself and I love how it makes people feel, but at the same time it really ticks me off that a person might not believe how I really am. He can not conceive that I might actually be smarter than him. Regardless of the consequences that it affects on me, I just love the reaction and I would strive to know what they are thinking at the very moment when they find out that they don’t have everything figured out and the one person they thought was not able to do better than them is really do everything better than them. I personally believe in the notion that first appearances and assumptions are what stifle man’s perception of another man. For everything is based on them and they are never forgotten, and I adore the fact that I will be able to radically defy their first impression on me; it becomes like a self battle or a joke that only myself admires.