an End of the Beginning

you kill my soul, you tear my hide
you scramble what i built full of pride
my heart has dropped down the ground
glass shattering sound
you break me, destroyed me
chewed me up alone rotting shut
forsaken so abrupt
and now just jaded
fearless and shaded
it came to me that i am free
neglect the brutal scenery
as i walk with passion composed symmetry
doubt not what's inside me
everlasting memory of love and misery
superior through disgrace and mutiny

Cristian ~