. . . so much guff is extant about why anyone might decide to write (solitextual)poetry, I think it would be helpful to add a few of my explanations, biased and hit&miss as they no doubt are:
1. He has enjoyed reading others' poetry so much that he wants to repeat his enjoyment with poems of his own.
2. He wants to provide others with poetry he thinks
they'll enjoy--and therefore give himself the
pleasure of enjoying their enjoyment. (Herein, I
might add, lies the value of Posterity--or those
wonderful people to whom even the most obscure poet
can imagine himself being as other once-obscure
poets like Keats and Blake have been to him. Yes,
there's a little autobiography there.)
3. He has something to say to which he believes
only he can do justice--that is, he has a need for
self-expression. This need might be simply to share
his love of tall ships with others, for example, or
it might be to try to convert them to some religion
or political theory. The point is, what counts is
saying rather than making something.
4. He wants approval--most usually, in the
beginning, the approval of some adult poetry-lover,
probably a teacher who persuades him (directly--or
merely by applauding someone else's poem) to try to
write a poem. If he is naive enough, he might also
dream that by writing a terrific poem, he might gain
such larger forms of social approval as fame and
love as well.
5. He wants to earn money, and insanely believes
that writing a poem with accomplish this.
6. He wants to capture some precious moment in
words.
7. He wants to solve personal problems--that is, to
re-render (consciously or unconsciously) his notion
of the past so it feels better. I think this an
inferior reason for art, and not mine, but it is
probably a motive, some small motive, behind some
art.
8. There is also what I call the Hillary
Motivation--a person sees poetry as a challenge
worth meeting simply because it's there. He wants
to prove he can conquer it, or to find out if he can
conquer it--as well as experience what conquering
it, or trying to conquer it, is like. I sexistly
call this the Male Motivation as well as the Hillary
Motivation; I term the desire for approval the
Female Motivation.
9. He wants to experience creative pleasure. This
does not consist of what one experiences,
pleasurably, from the content of his work. It is
also outside approval, competiveness, and the like.
It is simply the pleasure of effectively putting
something together--in this case, a poem; in others,
a house, say, or a model airplane. Making, not
saying. As Gulley Jimson, the painter-protagonist
of Joyce Carey's novel, The Horse's Mouth, most
wonderfully puts it: "Certainly an artist has no
right to complain of his fate. For he has great
pleasures. To start new pictures. Even the worst
artist that ever was, even a one-eyed mental
deficient with the shakes in both hands who sets out
to paint the chicken-house, can enjoy the first
stroke. Can think, By God, look what I've done. A
miracle. I have transformed a chunk of wood,
canvas, etc., into a spiritual fact, an eternal
beauty. I am God. Yes, the beginning, the first
stroke on a picture, must be one of the greatest
pleasures open to mankind." This kind of joy (not
only in first strokes, but middle and final strokes)
is by far what I most seek when I write poetry.
One other question needs some sort of answer while
we're on this topic: why would one choose poetry as
a vocation rather than--chemistry, for example, or
selling insurance? I think it all depends on what
kind of mind one is born with. A human being is
compelled to exercise his mind (all of it, not just
his intellect) as intensely and fully as he can
(regardless of upbringing and such trivialities).
Grumman's Dogma: "ability" is a synonym for "need."
My particular inherent mix of abilities made writing
and theoretical psychology the fields that most
engaged my mind, so those are what I have pursued.
And my particular inherent mix of verbal abilities
made occasionally trying to make some kind of short
formal lyric a necessity for me.
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