Spiritual Love
I swear to god I have never seen or heard Jason so mad at me like he was today! I knew why, I just didn't want to admit it. I guess I was just gonna have to face the music!

"What do you mean Jason?"

"I heard everything."

"You mean to tell me that you were spying on me? How sick!"

"You lied to me."

"How? I just told you I needed to think things over before I ever was gonna marry you." "You lied about having feelings for Mark."

"Oh, That. I don't know what to say. Everything is just getting to be so confusing. One minute I love him, the next, I hate him. Same with you."

"Savannah, you need to make a choice." "I know, and it's gonna be a hard one." "So, who is it?"

"I don't know. Would you stop trying to get me to make a decision right now!"

"No."

"Jason, I love you to death! You know that! Just give me some time to think. In the end, I have no idea who I'll choose."

"Savannah, stop doing this to me!"

"What am I doing to you."

"Hurting me. I love you more than Life itself. And you keep doing this to me!"

"I'm sorry! What am I supposed to do? Say I love you when I don't? Uh-oh!"

"You don't love me?" "I didn't mean it like that. I just meant that, I don't want to make the wrong decision."

"Oh. You have untill tommorrow to make a choice!"

"You can't do that to me!"

"Watch me."

Mark came over to see me crying.

"What's wrong?"

"Jason, I love him so much, but he keeps on hurting me and vice-versa."

"So, what are you saying?" "I'm saying, I wanna be with you. You obviously love me. And I obviously love you. The only thing is, I have to tell Jason."

"Don't worry, I'll be right by your side when you tell him."

"Thanks Mark, you have no idea how much this means to me."

We went into the hotel room and I put in one of my favorite CD's by S Club 7. It was on the song: Spiritual Love

Now let me start this, if home is where the heart is
With her I feel at home even when we're apart it's
Strange but I can feel her presence beside me
So in a sense one could say that she guides me
Now I'm remembering the first time I saw her
Feeling this vibe, or whatever, let's say aura
But I never would have thought, see I never could have known
Outta one chance glance all this could have grown
And that's the beauty of it you see it grows and it's natural
What can I say in every way we're compatible
Talk is cheap at times we don't speak
Cos we're engrossed in thoughts that are deep
It's like two hearts, two minds, two bodies, two souls
Making one whole, now it's gotta be told
That what we have is more than just physical
Don't be so cynical, we got a spiritual love

Feels so natural
More than physical
Spiritual love
Feels so natural
More than physical
Spiritual love

We got a love I can trust let me tell you 'bout us
Underline the word love and see it ain't about lust
It's spiritual love oh, what a feeling
Impossible to measure it, one can only treasure it
Sort of like a legacy, maybe it's my destiny
Maybe it's a test of me, to bring out the best in me
Who knows, who cares, all I know is that there's
A reason for everything and whatever fate may bring
See I didn't plan this some don't understand this
They try to play the role of thinking that's what a man is
To me she's more than just a fashion accessory
And I'll protect her by any means necessary

Two hearts, two minds, two bodies, two souls
Making one whole, now it's gotta be told
That what we have is more than just physical
Don't be so cynical, we got a spiritual love

Feels so natural
More than physical
Spiritual love
Feels so natural
More than physical
Spiritual love

For some odd reason. That seemed to be the way we were. Now, my only problem was Jason!

Copyright 2000 by Sara Williams

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