Jason and Mark seemed to be getitng along just fine. They would talk and argue over nothing. Every once in a while, Kenny would join in. All three of them were loosing their minds, I swear.
"Savannah?"
"What Kenny?"
"Jason needs to talk to you."
"About what?"
"He wouldn't say. I don't think he's mad at you though."
"Good."
I found Jason and he looked nervous.
"What wrong?"
"I have to ask you something."
"Ok, what?"
"Will you marry me?"
"I..uh...uh..uhh." "
"Well..."
"I don't know."
"You have been sleeping with him."
"No I haven't. I'm just a little shocked. This isn't like you to do this. I need to think about it. I would say yes, but, nevermind."
"What Savannah? What is it?"
"I'm not ready for marriage. Sure, we talked about it. But, I never thought you'd actually think about doing it for real."
"I love you. Can't you see that?"
"Yes. It's not that I don't love you, I've just got other thing on my mind right now. You're not mad at me, are you?"
"No, I understand. It was stupid of me." "No, it wasn't. Maybe I'm the one who's stupid."
We talked for a while and left to the room. I needed to talk to someone and quick. Kenny would listen to me.
"Kenny, can we talk privatley?"
"Sure. Whats wrong?"
"Jason, he asked me to marry him."
"You said yes, right?"
"No, I told him i needed to think about it."
"Why?"
"I'm SO confused. I have feelings for Mark, but Jason, I love him to death. God! Why does everything have to be confusing."
Kenny laughed and said, "It's because you love two men and you can decide on which one to keep. Jason, you've been datin for years. Mark, A guy you've known for a couple of months."
"I know. I could tell that I hurt Jason by saying I needed to think about it. In reality, I wanna marry him, but something's telling me not to."
"I don't know what to tell you. Just do what your heart tells you to do."
"My heart if saying Mark, Kenny. I...DAMN!"
"Just think about it." "I will. I'm just so confused."
Little did we know, Jason had heard everything. An boy, was I in trouble!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Copyright 2000 by Sara Williams