He may still sport the same long, curly locks that drive women mad the
world over, but Australian Patrick Rafter is not the same player he was
when he reached the Roland Garros semifinals a year ago. The 25-year-old
Rafter, the defending U.S. Open champion, is confounded by his newfound
celebrity and recently said he is no longer enjoying himself on-court.
The
vintage serve-and-volleyer is struggling to stay in matches and hasn't
won a
significant tournament since his run in Flushing Meadows nine months ago.
"I'm definitely 10 percent less than what I was last year," said Rafter,
whose impressive charge to the 1997 Roland Garros semis gave hope to
net rushers every where that the French Open could be won well inside the
service lines.
Earlier this week, commentator John McEnroe called Rafter a "one Grand
Slam wonder," a remark that might irritate another elite player, but only
served to confirm Rafter's dour self-assessment. "That probably summed
it
up pretty well," Rafter said. "I guess it does disappoint me a bit. But
John is
someone who is not afraid of saying things, He's pretty accurate with what
he says.
I've achieved all my goals. Unfortunately, it's probably put in a negative
tone when I only see a positive. I don't care if I'm a one-Slam wonder.
I've
won one. That's a lot better than a lot of people have done. I'm happy
with
what I achieved. If I don't win another match, I can go to my next career
feeling happy with what I achieved."
Like No. 2 Petr Korda and No. 5 Greg Rusedski, Rafter failed to grab Pete
Sampras' No. 1 spot earlier this year when it was ripe for the taking.
Chilean Marcelo Rios took advantage of the opportunity by snaring the
titles at Indian Wells and the Lipton, becoming No. 1 for a month.
Rafter, who was named one of 1997's Sexiest Athletes of the Year by
People magazine, says that dealing with the demands of being a superstar
have been too much for him. "It's not for the better, it's not me," Rafter
said. "I'm not enjoying it much. Everyone notices you more. It's very hard
to do the private things you used to do. Especially at home in Australia,
it's
just very difficult to relax. There's just a whole lot more requests. I'm
not a
person that likes to say no, but I have to say no to a lot of things. That's
the
part I don't enjoy....Ninety percent of the time, you can't do what you
want
to do."
Rafter says he hasn't hit his stride yet this year and was disappointed
in his
third-round loss at the Australian Open. He says that much of it has to
do
with the high expectations his countrymen have for him. Australia hasn't
had a No. 1 since John Newcombe in 1974. "The pressure's on," Rafter
said. "It's a different sort of feeling to when I was playing before. Before,
it
was like, 'Rafter, will he win? Probably not. Let's see what happens.'
Now
it's, 'Rafter, he should be winning this match.' I want to keep winning,
but
it's a bit harder when the expectations are there."
In April, Rafter managed to win a small tournament in Chennai, but after
that, suffered three straight first-round losses before arriving in Paris.
He
gutted out a five set-win over Canadian Sebastian Lareau in the first round
at Roland Garros and is scheduled to play his compatriot Jason Stoltenberg
on Thursday. While his confidence is way down, Rafter promises to keep
scrapping.
"The Slams are what we play for, and for me, Davis Cup," he said.
"They're my biggest priorities. Obviously, I try in every match, but the
Slams are something I really focus on. If I don't win another one, bad
luck.
But I'm going to be out there trying. If I try and give 100 percent, then
I'm
going to be happy. I find no negative in that at all."