The day seems the same but somehow it's not. The sky is still blue but it'sbeauty doesn't reach me. The sun still shines but isn't as warm - couldn't be Because I still tremble At the sight - or just the thought of HIM Never love someone you work with...now I see him everyday and I'm forced to pretend That nothing happened when - I know...I love him. I go through the motions of life before Feeding the notion that there was never more - between us But its so hard now - especially, everyday. When I see the one who used to be mine.
I still can't help but smile when he smiles I still love the way he walks and talks...and the cute sound he makes when he's happy He still does these things, as if unaware, that the sight of them torment me... I discovered too late that I love him. I shouldn't - I know - but there's no sense denying, When I feel myself trembling - at just the thought of him. Somehow love snuck up on me - a cruel twist of Fate Because now I must get over him and the love I felt too late. And its so hard sometimes - especially, everyday.
Today I feel the same as I did the day before But time promises to heal my heart so I wait for This promise to become real. Meantime I suffer silently, patiently awaiting Love's death and my release from this agonizing pain... When the sky will be blue and the sun warm and joy mine again.
