Tuesday
August 25, 1998
St Kilda East

quiet settles in now, dark and cool. the hot uncomfortableness of smothering drama and frenzied inaction let go. Set free the tenuous signal, drowned by the deafening line noise.

What is the desired resting state? The lightness of ease and comfort. The heavyness of dark and pain. The welcome numbness of feeling nothing, knowing nothing, adrift?

To live?
� � � No.
� � � � � � To live well.
� � � � � � � � � � � � To live forever.

To feel
� � To feel something.
� � � � � � To be felt.

To love
� � � � To be loved.
� � � � � � � To love without reserve.
To be loved, regardless.

� � � � � � � � � � � � � To accept and be accepted.

� � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � To be free.
� � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � To set free.
� � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � To let go.

Chary

It doesn't mean it's easy. Or that I won't feel differently tomorrow, only that this previals.

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For My Listening Pleasure
Ben Fold's Five
For ever and ever amen