Bitterness fills my soul
Pretend to be what you aren't
I can't go on like this
I want my friends back
Why was I involved?
Can't I just be left alone?
Nothing more do I ask for.
Nothing more do I yearn for.
My nature won't let it be.
Like a cat, I too shall be killed.
Is this what my life has come to?
I ache to be involved.
Yet I ache when I am.
Life is a neverending circle
Filled with heartaches, headaches, and pain
Never shall I learn my lesson
Not getting involved.
What shall I do?
Where shall I go?
If I left, would things be better?
Or shall I forgive and forget
It makes a heart heavy
To think so much