Broken
I’d cry but I seem to have forgotten how to,
I’d whine but I don’t really see why,
I’d try to lock myself up, but I don’t feel the need to hide
Or go back in with my tail in between my legs.
It’s funny how we always forget our own advice.
I should feel like I have lost something,
The funny thing is I don’t really feel bad.
I’ve squeezed up my face so bad that if I don’t stop soon I’m going to start wrinkles sooner than I expected.
The sad part is that I only had a teardrop come out of it all.
I don’t feel defeated,
I feel free, free to do as I please.
Free to start all over again but with more experience.
My friends say I’m crazy others say I’m still in a state of shock.
I don’t feel that way at all.
I cracked up, I smiled, I got hurt, and now I’m back to laughing.
Relationships are funny.
I’m still trying to figure out why I got into one in the first place.
Well maybe it was that "it is better to have loved than not to have loved at all" crap I keep feeding myself.