Artist: Bass P Album: "It's Mine" Song: "It's Mine" Verse 1: One cap, two cap with a gun, wish I was strapped Hope I wake up from my nap, or I'll be layin' down flat Forever, and death is what I'm fearin', I'm steerin' And tryin' to stay clear of drug highs. It brings a tear to my eye And why do so many have to die? At such a young age, yo the devil's on a rampage And who knows when we goes? Your destiny you chose And woes from those that loved ya. All I knows is On my last breath, when I face death I'll be ready to take my first steps Into the afterlife, my ending's in sight Could take my flight like a kite, but I'm gonna fight outta the fright Of leavin', now I'm grievin', perceivin' no more succeedin' Lord, quit impedin'', bring me back and stop my bleedin' 'Cuz I ain't ready to go out, no doubt, lookin' like I showed out More liquor will be poured out, my life's left me without A chance to soar, and when that lion did roar-- Sent me six feet under the floor, forced me to implore the core Of my existence until I climbed that hill like Jack and Jill Found my will. I'm alive, no murder no kill, but still Wonderin' what it's like, a long road to heaven's height Couple of women and a mic, and I'mma be all right But my destiny is obviously to stay here, that's clear And every year I thank the Lord for helping me to persevere Got the love of the world in the palm of my hand And understand, I'mma use it better than any man can Damn, tryin' to keep my head up while I'm writin' my rhyme In the midst of all this crime, love's hard to find, now unwind The world is mine, it's mine, it's mine Verse 2: Check it--This world is cold, sometimes, you just wanna fold And give up, but stay bold and find a role model to mold Your life after and capture them dreams you chasin' But you're waitin' and waitin', 'cuz thoughts of death be emanatin' From your mind, time after time, like it's a damn chime Remindin' you you're worth a dime, so you might as well find A rock to climb under, eternal slumber--no one loves you True? You wonder, it's a blunder--plenty of people do Boo-hoo, people are cryin', face down on the ground you're lyin' Hey, you wanted it, now you're dyin'. Can't come back, there's no use tryin' "By and by," like Huck Finn, your soul's cleaned of all sin Wishin' you could take another spin, but you turned yourself in And when will you realize in others' eyes, you're worth a grand prize Walked around in a disguise. You left with no good-byes To cries of us all, if you would've let down your wall We could have caught your fall, no pallbearer to haul Your coffin down the aisle of black, marble tile Single-file for a mile and nobody got a smile To show, 'cuz they so, so sad, and too bad I wish you could come back and see all that you had One more round, one more time. Lord, I swear I'll be fine I'm one of a kind. The world is mine, it's mine, it's mine Verse 3: So much stress, I'm a mess, I must confess I can't handle the pressure and the pain, and life is like a game But game over, another quarter in order to play again Pop it in, but this game's not givin' a second chance to win It's kinda strange that I left with a pocket full of change Deranged is how I felt, and I should've rearranged My lifestyle--too many times I had to climb out of a pile Of shit, just tryin' to get myself out, but meanwhile What was I thinkin'? Must have been drinkin' that Jack Now I'm sinkin', bring me back, no more blinkin', I'm a stat. True dat I see a light, so bright, got me reachin' with all of my might But back on earth, doctors be screamin' stuff like, "Fight, man, fight" And who's right? Who should I listen to? What do I do? Ain't got a clue. I thought I was gone, but I might pull through Confusion in my head, instead of wantin' to live Dead--can't really shed these thoughts, 'cuz they negative It's madness, never had this problem before Feels like I'm lower than the ground floor, and where's the escape door? So I can leave this depression, and I'm guessin' that I'd see A world of opportunity in front of the free me Then see me rise to the top, and don't stop But my balloon's about to pop. It's my death drop, no props On such a gray day, them clouds be blockin' the sun ray Dark skies bring my demise and inside just want 'em to go away And I'm alive, but not for long. I'm so weak, while the world's strong Can't figure out what the hell's wrong with me, just want to be gone, so I can see My maker, let me take a good look at my life All this bitchin' and strife be cuttin' my heart like a knife With no comfort from a wife, no girl, I'm losin' hope While the slope's gettin' steeper, I fall deeper, but I try to cope With my mind, 'cuz it feels like it's in an everlastin' bind Just wanna rewind to the good times when the world was mine It's mine, it's mine, it's mine Copyright 1998 Peter A. Roselli