Myself?
Looking through another person's eyes
Is he both friend and foe
Living someone elses lies
Screaming for what I do not know
My mind has gone completely mad
I am comfortable in my insanity
Why should people feel so sad
When they dont bother to look inside me
The only thing we rely on is fears
And not one even bothers to try
We all must give away the river of tears
As we all prepare ourselves to die
-ANONYMOUS-
Sleep
Death is like a warm blanket
Deep and smuthering
How I would love to curl up in it
To not have to worry
To not have to care
How nice that would be
To know nothing
To feel nothing
No pain
No hurt
Not having to impress anyone
Not having to get the special someone to take notice
Just a deep unconchous black abys
How heavenly that would be
How heavlenly that sounds
It's a state I sometiems long for
-BETHANY HILLS-
Lies
What I say is wrong.
I heard as I went along.
Problems that needed to be solved.
All the talking wouldn't resolve.
DONT'T TALK!
So I went on striving
Seeking ways of surviving.
I thought of hopes, I thought of dreams.
Yet everything feel apart at teh seams.
DON'T THINK!
Every day doing my share.
Things needed to be fair and square.
Then I would be torn apart.
Exposing the feelings from my heart.
DON'T FEEL!
Not a word would I relent.
Everyone I began to resent.
My thinking I tried to patrol.
Cringing from my Daddy's control.
My feelings I longed to protect.
The exploding I didn't expect.
From these lies I want to escape.
My freedom I anticipate.
I know I can strip from my core.
The rules I've been taught years before.
Truth will no longer be withheld.
Lies will be forever expelled.
-JENNIFER KIRWIN-
(I wasn't sure which section to stick this in..so I put it here.)
THE ONE WHO SUMMONS ME
This man's song summons me to him,
The darkness in his eyes and the love in his heart,
Frightens yet excites my entranced soul.
When I looked into the depths of his being,
I forgot who I was for a moment in what seemed like eternity.
I felt drawn to this man whom I don't know,
I moved close to him into his powerful embrace,
His warm lips upon mine I was under his spell,
The temptation of his very essence nearly drove me insane,
His arms were so inviting to remain never to leave,
Wanting his ever-immortal soul to combine with mine.
To become one with him and his kind,
To be embraced by the darkness of love,
That illuminates the soul within our deeper selves,
The lustful side of what humans and vampires share.
-TANYA MULLINS-