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You didn't care for her, yet you acted like you loved her. Why did you do the things you did, even if she meant nothing to you? Do I mean nothing to you? How would I know? I am falling out of love with you. I can't take the pain. It's killing me inside. But, you can't see that. You can't see all the pain you're causing me... the pain SHE is causing me. You are blind to what I am feeling; blind to what she is doing. She is tearing us apart. And, worse of all, you choose her over me. How could you do that? I loved you. Now that sea of love is a tiny ebb tide, slowly dying out with every beat of my broken heart. I am drowining in my emotions. No one can save me except you. But, you won't save me. You lack the courage and love to do so. Please help me to save our love. I cannot love alone. It takes two to kiss. Two to dance. Two to love. Two to cheat. Is that what you are doing? You could spend time with the one who loves you more. But instead of asking me if I want to go out... instead you go out with her. Don't you know how that looks? To me, it says you want to see her more often. To others, it says that you love her more. To her, it says that she has a chance at winning your heart. I see how you two act together. Yes, I am jealous. I am jealous of the time you spend with her. Jealous of how you talk to her instead of me. Jealous of how she runs to you; of how you comfort her and put her on a high petistle. Love cannot survive in this kind of harsh environment. Why can't you see what you are losing when you choose her? Do I mean that little to you? Haven't you noticed that most of our fights are over her? Yet you keep her, and brush me aside. She seems to be on your mind always. Always there learking in the dark, waiting to strike and kill our love that you say is forever. You keep choosing her, but what will you have when everything is said and done... when you don't have me not to choose? |
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