This poem costs $40,000,
which is the price of
a Master of Fine Arts degree
at a private American college
at the end of the 20th century.
It comes to you
courtesy of Bank of America,
now owned by NationsBanc
and is financed at 8 1/2 % interest
annually.
This poem is out to save the world
one word at a time
imbue lives with beauty and meaning --
and let's face it, these things are in
short supply -- $40,000 is
a small price to pay
until you realize that $40,000 could feed
10,025 people Happy Meals for dinner
or buy 160,000 condoms or 2,000 blankets
or buy 400 morning-after pills for women
who do not have access to or cannot
afford abortion
or maybe this poem could be the salary
of one or two staff members
at the suicide hotline
so that when a poet
who is $40,000 in debt
calls from a pay phone
there is someone to pick up the call
at ten cents a minute long distance rates,
that's 400,000 minutes
during which this poem could be read 133,333 times
and at today's minimum wage,
it would still not have paid for itself before taxes
and reading
and reading any
and reading any poem 133,333 times
could make anyone crazy
at which point
this poem
courtesy of Bank of America
now owned by NationsBanc
will remind you
that there traditionally have been institutions
for people who write poetry --
places with similarly manicured grass
and lovely, lazy fountains
and these places are not schools.
$40,000 seems a small price
to pay to stay out of one.
but while there is health insurance
and life insurance and accident
insurance and disability insurance
there is no education insurance to help us understand why
we need
that moment when words glimmer us
with epiphanies and suddenly we
are surrounded by fireflies making
love on a dark night
we are the curl and hush
of the mona lisa's
smile we are the immaculate
fingers of light reaching
through stained glass
how do you put a price on any of it
and how do you stop your hands from shaking
when you write a check
which is not a poem
to the Bank of America
now owned by
NationsBanc.
Copyright Daphne Gottleib 1999

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