Personal Comparison Between A Gorean Master and my Master
I was once given an assignment to compare the Gorean Master to my own Master to not only for me to understand why I got out of it. But to make Him understand as well what Goreans are and why it effects me so. Here is a personal comparison between Gorean Masters and my own Master. Please note that this is only my point of view not meant to stereotype Goreans however I hope through this message I share it will truly make both Masters and slaves alike realize the dangers of Gor.
Dear Master,
You gave me an interesting assignment I have to admit. How does one compare You to Gorean Master. Well it is certainly different. You control through love, respect, kindness, caring, gentleness, honesty, which me as the sub respect and love You as well with all of my heart. I devote my self to you because I want to. It brings me pleasure to see You happy, and I am happy.
The Gorean Master forces, brainwashes, into submission. Through the use of fear, pain, humiliation, brings the slave, which at one point was me, into a state where no matter what, you automatically oblige to the Masters every whim. As a slave the Gorean Master teaches that a slave only was born to please him, only existance to serve man, only point of life is for the Master. It is brain washing and manipulative. I had a Gorean Master that abandoned me 3x, which in a Gorean sense is a failure on Him as a Master because I am his property. But yet like a trained dog I went back to him. It was like I would go to the dog that bites the hardest just because it was in me to go there. I dont even know why I would go back to him, I hated and despised him, yet was brainwashed to serve him and please him no matter what. You once told me that there is a thin line between love and hate, and indeed in this example I was the Gorean slave, for no matter how I truly felt I would please him. Forced submission. One sided submission. He was pleased�but was I pleased as well? No for there was always an emptiness, a fear.
You on the other hand are much different. When I was abandoned although there was that emptiness, I realised it was his loss. But when at one point I thought it was over between us. I felt as though my world came crashing down. I was crying hysterical with tears. And why is that. For I love You. I devote myself to You 100% but out of my choice not that I am forced to. You give me freedom, freedom to choose, freedom to help, freedom to be what I want to be, go where I want to go, and do what I want to do. Does that mean that You are not in control? Of course not, for it is that control You have over me which allows me this freedom. I know and You know that at anytime You can take this freedom away from me.
When I was punished on Gor�of course I was upset, hurt, feeling like a failure even if it was the littlest mistake..but it was through fear and hate that I felt this way. Fear caught me to beg for mercy, to beg for forgiveness, fear of what would happen, what the Master can do. But when I am punished by You for displeasing You. There is indeed a great loss. I have hurt You and know that I deserve to be punished. I never would have wanted to hurt You, but knowing that I did hurts me deep withen my soul.
Many of our friends have turned to Gor. Whether they are Masters Mistress or slaves they have indeed changed. And no one has changed for the better. Not one of them changed for the better. There seems to be a confusion, a bitterness, and emptiness within them. They turn to the darkened world in hope to find some light. But there is not light in Gor. It is a false reality.
There is just one thing that I truly regret. I was warned away from Gor yet I went there. Curiosity did indeed kill the cat. But I wonder what price I paid going there and at what price am I suffering now that I am away. For Gor is disease that infects the soul and once exposed to it..you truly can cure yourself.
Master, all I have to say is thank You. You have always been there for me. Although I know You disagree with Gor, I am greatful for your understanding, Your help, through this time.
I love You with all my heart and is an honor to wear Your name with pride and to even call You Master. *smiles* Thank You Master.
You gave me an interesting assignment I have to admit. How does one compare You to Gorean Master. Well it is certainly different. You control through love, respect, kindness, caring, gentleness, honesty, which me as the sub respect and love You as well with all of my heart. I devote my self to you because I want to. It brings me pleasure to see You happy, and I am happy.
The Gorean Master forces, brainwashes, into submission. Through the use of fear, pain, humiliation, brings the slave, which at one point was me, into a state where no matter what, you automatically oblige to the Masters every whim. As a slave the Gorean Master teaches that a slave only was born to please him, only existance to serve man, only point of life is for the Master. It is brain washing and manipulative. I had a Gorean Master that abandoned me 3x, which in a Gorean sense is a failure on Him as a Master because I am his property. But yet like a trained dog I went back to him. It was like I would go to the dog that bites the hardest just because it was in me to go there. I dont even know why I would go back to him, I hated and despised him, yet was brainwashed to serve him and please him no matter what. You once told me that there is a thin line between love and hate, and indeed in this example I was the Gorean slave, for no matter how I truly felt I would please him. Forced submission. One sided submission. He was pleased�but was I pleased as well? No for there was always an emptiness, a fear.
You on the other hand are much different. When I was abandoned although there was that emptiness, I realised it was his loss. But when at one point I thought it was over between us. I felt as though my world came crashing down. I was crying hysterical with tears. And why is that. For I love You. I devote myself to You 100% but out of my choice not that I am forced to. You give me freedom, freedom to choose, freedom to help, freedom to be what I want to be, go where I want to go, and do what I want to do. Does that mean that You are not in control? Of course not, for it is that control You have over me which allows me this freedom. I know and You know that at anytime You can take this freedom away from me.
When I was punished on Gor�of course I was upset, hurt, feeling like a failure even if it was the littlest mistake..but it was through fear and hate that I felt this way. Fear caught me to beg for mercy, to beg for forgiveness, fear of what would happen, what the Master can do. But when I am punished by You for displeasing You. There is indeed a great loss. I have hurt You and know that I deserve to be punished. I never would have wanted to hurt You, but knowing that I did hurts me deep withen my soul.
Many of our friends have turned to Gor. Whether they are Masters Mistress or slaves they have indeed changed. And no one has changed for the better. Not one of them changed for the better. There seems to be a confusion, a bitterness, and emptiness within them. They turn to the darkened world in hope to find some light. But there is not light in Gor. It is a false reality.
There is just one thing that I truly regret. I was warned away from Gor yet I went there. Curiosity did indeed kill the cat. But I wonder what price I paid going there and at what price am I suffering now that I am away. For Gor is disease that infects the soul and once exposed to it..you truly can cure yourself.
Master, all I have to say is thank You. You have always been there for me. Although I know You disagree with Gor, I am greatful for your understanding, Your help, through this time.
I love You with all my heart and is an honor to wear Your name with pride and to even call You Master. *smiles* Thank You Master.
The Gorean Master forces, brainwashes, into submission. Through the use of fear, pain, humiliation, brings the slave, which at one point was me, into a state where no matter what, you automatically oblige to the Masters every whim. As a slave the Gorean Master teaches that a slave only was born to please him, only existance to serve man, only point of life is for the Master. It is brain washing and manipulative. I had a Gorean Master that abandoned me 3x, which in a Gorean sense is a failure on Him as a Master because I am his property. But yet like a trained dog I went back to him. It was like I would go to the dog that bites the hardest just because it was in me to go there. I dont even know why I would go back to him, I hated and despised him, yet was brainwashed to serve him and please him no matter what. You once told me that there is a thin line between love and hate, and indeed in this example I was the Gorean slave, for no matter how I truly felt I would please him. Forced submission. One sided submission. He was pleased�but was I pleased as well? No for there was always an emptiness, a fear.
You on the other hand are much different. When I was abandoned although there was that emptiness, I realised it was his loss. But when at one point I thought it was over between us. I felt as though my world came crashing down. I was crying hysterical with tears. And why is that. For I love You. I devote myself to You 100% but out of my choice not that I am forced to. You give me freedom, freedom to choose, freedom to help, freedom to be what I want to be, go where I want to go, and do what I want to do. Does that mean that You are not in control? Of course not, for it is that control You have over me which allows me this freedom. I know and You know that at anytime You can take this freedom away from me.
When I was punished on Gor�of course I was upset, hurt, feeling like a failure even if it was the littlest mistake..but it was through fear and hate that I felt this way. Fear caught me to beg for mercy, to beg for forgiveness, fear of what would happen, what the Master can do. But when I am punished by You for displeasing You. There is indeed a great loss. I have hurt You and know that I deserve to be punished. I never would have wanted to hurt You, but knowing that I did hurts me deep withen my soul.
Many of our friends have turned to Gor. Whether they are Masters Mistress or slaves they have indeed changed. And no one has changed for the better. Not one of them changed for the better. There seems to be a confusion, a bitterness, and emptiness within them. They turn to the darkened world in hope to find some light. But there is not light in Gor. It is a false reality.
There is just one thing that I truly regret. I was warned away from Gor yet I went there. Curiosity did indeed kill the cat. But I wonder what price I paid going there and at what price am I suffering now that I am away. For Gor is disease that infects the soul and once exposed to it..you truly can cure yourself.
Master, all I have to say is thank You. You have always been there for me. Although I know You disagree with Gor, I am greatful for your understanding, Your help, through this time.
I love You with all my heart and is an honor to wear Your name with pride and to even call You Master. *smiles* Thank You Master.
You on the other hand are much different. When I was abandoned although there was that emptiness, I realised it was his loss. But when at one point I thought it was over between us. I felt as though my world came crashing down. I was crying hysterical with tears. And why is that. For I love You. I devote myself to You 100% but out of my choice not that I am forced to. You give me freedom, freedom to choose, freedom to help, freedom to be what I want to be, go where I want to go, and do what I want to do. Does that mean that You are not in control? Of course not, for it is that control You have over me which allows me this freedom. I know and You know that at anytime You can take this freedom away from me.
When I was punished on Gor�of course I was upset, hurt, feeling like a failure even if it was the littlest mistake..but it was through fear and hate that I felt this way. Fear caught me to beg for mercy, to beg for forgiveness, fear of what would happen, what the Master can do. But when I am punished by You for displeasing You. There is indeed a great loss. I have hurt You and know that I deserve to be punished. I never would have wanted to hurt You, but knowing that I did hurts me deep withen my soul.
Many of our friends have turned to Gor. Whether they are Masters Mistress or slaves they have indeed changed. And no one has changed for the better. Not one of them changed for the better. There seems to be a confusion, a bitterness, and emptiness within them. They turn to the darkened world in hope to find some light. But there is not light in Gor. It is a false reality.
There is just one thing that I truly regret. I was warned away from Gor yet I went there. Curiosity did indeed kill the cat. But I wonder what price I paid going there and at what price am I suffering now that I am away. For Gor is disease that infects the soul and once exposed to it..you truly can cure yourself.
Master, all I have to say is thank You. You have always been there for me. Although I know You disagree with Gor, I am greatful for your understanding, Your help, through this time.
I love You with all my heart and is an honor to wear Your name with pride and to even call You Master. *smiles* Thank You Master.
When I was punished on Gor�of course I was upset, hurt, feeling like a failure even if it was the littlest mistake..but it was through fear and hate that I felt this way. Fear caught me to beg for mercy, to beg for forgiveness, fear of what would happen, what the Master can do. But when I am punished by You for displeasing You. There is indeed a great loss. I have hurt You and know that I deserve to be punished. I never would have wanted to hurt You, but knowing that I did hurts me deep withen my soul.
Many of our friends have turned to Gor. Whether they are Masters Mistress or slaves they have indeed changed. And no one has changed for the better. Not one of them changed for the better. There seems to be a confusion, a bitterness, and emptiness within them. They turn to the darkened world in hope to find some light. But there is not light in Gor. It is a false reality.
There is just one thing that I truly regret. I was warned away from Gor yet I went there. Curiosity did indeed kill the cat. But I wonder what price I paid going there and at what price am I suffering now that I am away. For Gor is disease that infects the soul and once exposed to it..you truly can cure yourself.
Master, all I have to say is thank You. You have always been there for me. Although I know You disagree with Gor, I am greatful for your understanding, Your help, through this time.
I love You with all my heart and is an honor to wear Your name with pride and to even call You Master. *smiles* Thank You Master.
Many of our friends have turned to Gor. Whether they are Masters Mistress or slaves they have indeed changed. And no one has changed for the better. Not one of them changed for the better. There seems to be a confusion, a bitterness, and emptiness within them. They turn to the darkened world in hope to find some light. But there is not light in Gor. It is a false reality.
There is just one thing that I truly regret. I was warned away from Gor yet I went there. Curiosity did indeed kill the cat. But I wonder what price I paid going there and at what price am I suffering now that I am away. For Gor is disease that infects the soul and once exposed to it..you truly can cure yourself.
Master, all I have to say is thank You. You have always been there for me. Although I know You disagree with Gor, I am greatful for your understanding, Your help, through this time.
I love You with all my heart and is an honor to wear Your name with pride and to even call You Master. *smiles* Thank You Master.
There is just one thing that I truly regret. I was warned away from Gor yet I went there. Curiosity did indeed kill the cat. But I wonder what price I paid going there and at what price am I suffering now that I am away. For Gor is disease that infects the soul and once exposed to it..you truly can cure yourself.
Master, all I have to say is thank You. You have always been there for me. Although I know You disagree with Gor, I am greatful for your understanding, Your help, through this time.
I love You with all my heart and is an honor to wear Your name with pride and to even call You Master. *smiles* Thank You Master.
Master, all I have to say is thank You. You have always been there for me. Although I know You disagree with Gor, I am greatful for your understanding, Your help, through this time. I love You with all my heart and is an honor to wear Your name with pride and to even call You Master. *smiles* Thank You Master.